TOAST
* Slice 267, Stressful situation
Dafi went straight home that night to the house, and she used an office car and drove by herself. There was a colleague who wanted to accompany Dafi home, but was rejected by Dafi because of the reason he was doing a lot of work, he was an impromptu permit.
In the car, Dafi was silent but continued to listen to murotal from the car radio that he connected to his HP bluetooth.
"rian ... The bigger you are, the older you are. The greater the demands for the more mature Mas, began to face life with a variety of problems. Sorry if Mas did not have time to accompany you to play, can not always help if you need something. Sorry, if Mas can not be the best brother for you. Forgive me, who sometimes ignores you, even scolded you. Rest my brother, cash is your duty in this world. Thank you for all the love and valuable lessons in all of our lives" Dafi said as he looked down the road and spoke to his heart.
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Qeena and Bu Fia were the most hysterical people with Rian's departure. The two forced to continue to be beside Rian's body, but repeatedly the sadness made their bodies weaken.
"Qeena .. rest first in the room, do not exercise yourself. If you love Mas Rian yes do not cry mulu. He's been calm. Think also the child in your stomach tuh, eat first yes, was Bu RT send fried rice for the family here" said Mak Nuha.
"Mas Rian Makkkk." said Qeena in his deep sorrow.
"Yes ., but you can't dzolim the same fetus, he also needs to eat. So now eat first yes" continued Mak Nuha.
"Ga wants Mak .. want it here with Mas Rian. He's a good man Mak" Qeena said.
"Yes, it's nice to eat in front of the corpse, later if you've eaten back here again read do'a sama njai together again" said Mak Nuha.
Qeena still insisted on not eating. Izma also seemed to persuade her mother to want to eat.
"Bun .. the contents of his stomach first yuk, will catch a cold" said Izma slowly.
Bu Fia is still crying over Rian's departure.
"Rian.. sorry Mother who never gave attention to you. Sorry Mother who does not accept the same condition of your privilege . sorry Mother yes." said Ms. Fia.
"Bun .. don't regret being rich. Please forgive God, Mother has also changed a lot to Mas Rian" continued Izma.
"But only a moment Mother loves him attention and love, all this time ask Mother ignore him" said Bu Fia.
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Dawn still seems busy coordinating with the mosque and RT RW. Apparently right next to his father's grave is still empty. So Dawn asked the burrow for Rian.
His photography community Rian came all the way home. Didn't think Rian had that many friends. Many testify that Rian is a good person, although he is special among his community, his figure is most helpful if friends have difficulties.
Mr. Dzul's family and Ms. Fia's family also came to the house. Iyus and Rida appear to be present at Bu Fia's house.
Iyus approached the body of Rian, there was a face full of regret that appeared on Iyus's face.
"Rian .. sorry Mr. Iyus yes, all that Mr. Iyus did first because it was solely for the personal benefit of Mr. Iyus. Sorry Mr. Iyus" Iyus said while looking at Rian's calm face like a sleeping person.
Iyus retreated to the back and then picked up Yasin's book. Iyus began to read the Latin letters, it was not good to read the Arabic letters because it had not read the Qur'an for a long time.
There is a different feeling when reading Yasin in Iyus. Slowly he read it. Since on the road it has been advised by Rida if Iyus should join njai with other mourners.
As soon as it was finished, Yasin's book was placed on a small table not far from where he was sitting. Then Iyus went out of the house to the terrace. The residents are being literate, they are coffee and smoking outside the house so as not to sleep.
Later Imam Masjid also came out with Fajr from Bu Fia's house. They gather with the people there. Enjoy coffee and snacks from the residents.
"Ga thought yes, still young has died first" said residents.
"Have Rian's disease of danger?" ask other people.
"No sir" replied Fajar.
"Yes done, we who are alive remember the word of God .. He made you dead and alive, so that He may test you as to who among you is better in charity (QS Al-Mulk 67:2). The revelation tells man that God's purpose in creating life and death is to give man the opportunity to appear as a moral being. That is, beings who have the ability to choose, want to do good or bad. Choices will be re-emerged in life after death. For this reason, Islam recommends that this life should be lived in earnest, both earnestly in piety and in practice. Do not waste this life is filled with a torrent of sin and obedience" advised Imam Masjid.
Everyone listened carefully. But for Iyus it was an incredible slap. What is presented by Mr. Imam Masjid is just one verse, but it means to make Iyus flashback his past. His body trembled, cold sweat flooded his body, his face was deathly pale.
"Sir Iyus is not well? take a break in the guest room or at Qeena's house. Ask his wife to make warm tea" suggested Fajar.
"Yes Mas .. I want to sleep at Qeena's house first. The power of the body in all greges" answered Iyus.
"Yes ..pucet that" continued Fajar.
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Dafi through Merak Jakarta toll then exit at Palmerah. It's only about two hours drive. But once out of the toll, he saw a veiled woman crying alone on the side of the road, exactly twelve o'clock at night.
There was once a concern in Dafi's mind that this was the trapping of crime. But seeing that woman feels like it's kasian. Alert, Dafi got out of the car and locked her car. He briefly observed the area around where he stopped. Then the streets of Jakarta are still crowded even though there are not many who pass.
"Mas Dafi???" zahwa said as soon as she saw Dafi.
The frightened Zahwa directly embraced Dafi tightly.
"Cock is here?" ask Dafi in shock.
"Long story Mas" replied Zahwa.
Dafi tried to let go of Zahwa's embrace. Because it was night, Dafi had the idea to take Zahwa to the hotel because at home there was death. They got in the car.
Dafi opens the conversation with news of Rian's death. Zahwa seemed sympathetic.
"Well, what happened to Zahwa when he started looking at the hotel? I'm sorry for Rian's passing" Zahwa said.
"Now you call the parents first, this is using Mas. There is a Father's HP number with your Brother" said Dafi while giving his HP to Zahwa.
Zahwa squeezed no HP his sister. Zahwa gave a glimpse of the story and asked his brother to pick him up at the hotel.
After taking care of all the check-in administration at the hotel, Dafi returned home.
"I'm sorry Mas can't takziaj now, Wa's condition is still traumatized" said Zahwa.
"Mas understand . oh yes this room has been paid, continue to call your brother also to tell you where you are. Go home first yes. This is Mas's business card and this is a little money for you to hold dinner tonight" explained Dafi, handing over two hundred thousand rupiahs.
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Dafi came home at about one night, she immediately hugged her mother. Dafi looks tough sitting next to Rian's body.
After ablution, Dafi taught with the citizens. An hour after he came home, just dizzy looking for the figure of his beloved wife.
Qeena fell asleep in Bu Fia's room crying with Mak Nuha and Mak Imah. After Dafi, the two of them came out of the room.
Dafi hugged Qeena, and again Qeena cried in Dafi's arms. Among her sobs, Qeena smelled the fragrance of a woman's perfume on Dafi. Even though his nose had been wet from crying all night, this scent was quite smelled. Plus there is a small brooch attached to Dafi's jacket that has been removed and placed at the end of the bed.
"You haven't eaten yet?" dafi asked as he saw a plate of fried rice on the bedside table.
"Who did Mas abis meet? how does a woman perfume smell?" qeena said with jealousy.
"Scented? hell time?" said Dafi while smelling her own body scent.
"Whose abbuses?" search for Qeena again.
"Oh, I met Zahwa earlier, maybe when he was hugging Mas, the aroma of fragrant oil was still sticky" Dafi said.
"Hug Mas? gini nights? Is it from Serang, is he there too? Is it crazy to play with him?" cerocos Qeena is getting angry.
Qeena asked Dafi to leave the room without hearing Dafi's story. Because in a sad atmosphere, Dafi did not want to extend the business first. There was an important thing to do that was to bury Rian. Later all will be explained to Qeena about the meeting with Zahwa on the road.
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After burying Rian right next to his father's grave, Dafi and a large family with neighbors returned to Bu Fia's house. Qeena did not go to the funeral because she felt dizzy. Bu Fia who participated also fainted before Rian was buried. Alifa also did not go to the funeral because Dawn did not allow it, so Alifa was waiting for her mother and sister-in-law.
Iyus and Rida had already retired home at dawn because they saw the condition of Iyus' body that was more pale. Rida who carries a motorbike and Iyus is hugged by Rida and her body is tied with a rag on her body so that Rida does not fall.
Several times Ms. Fia passed out, Dafi finally decided to take Ms. Fia to the Clinic before returning home.
The overwhelming inner pressure made Bu Fia feel an overwhelming headache. Plus he is also hypertensive, so the more dizzy his head.