TOAST
* Slice 45, Dizziness

"Om Dzul asked for the answer later when Qeena was seventeen, there was still two years left ... Long time to think and ask for God's guidance" replied Qeena resignedly.

"You know Rian's condition.Why is there no surprise, anger, disappointment at Dad's request?" ask Dafi who is nervous himself because he saw the video that Mr. Dzul deliberately recorded so that his two children know how Qeena reacted.

"Mas Dafi has been described as the same as Om Dzul?" qeena said as she looked at the full moon again.

"Yes ... Dad showed me the video of you talking to Dad and Mas felt unfair to you Qeena. Long before Dad talked to you, Mas and Dawn tried to refuse. We are very disappointed if you talk too early about it. I should have talked to Mak Nuha" said Dafi.

"What can we do if it's destiny? Qeena did not sell himself and his feelings to Om Dzul for reasons of return, but Om Dzul's explanation was reasonable. Parents would want their children to be able to take care of one day if he does not exist. Other Om Dzul children are born normal and can be independent, but Mas Rian is different, he is special. Kasian if you look at the actual condition of Mas Rian. He is also human like us, worthy of a normal life and happiness" explained Qeena.

"But Qeena .. Did you sacrifice the future just for Rian? Will you be able to live that life later? He cannot be a normal husband like any other husband. He with all his specialties will only make you unable to fly high. He said he wanted to be a nurse .. wanted to change the fate of Mom and Mbah. Not Mas shrink Rian, but live with him, meaning you will only live from Dad's subsidies" said Dafi.

"Mas ... please . who I'm talking to now was Qeena who is still not even fifteen years old. Qeena will also talk to Mom first. All decisions will go home to Mommy" Qeena said.

"Sorry ... Mas only.." replied Dafi was not able to continue his words.

"The same old man Qeena?" ask Qeena who got the nod from Dafi.

"Every day is another chance to change your life (Every new day is an opportunity to change your life). The future is always beginning now (The future always starts from now)" said Dafi. Qeena looked at Dafi's face which seemed sincerely advising her.

HP Dafi reads from Sania, the son of the growing doctor Rian. Dafi say goodbye, permission to enter his room to clean up. Qeena was still pondering on her seat while still looking at the perfectly round full moon. What a beautiful creation of God, the more it is seen.

"Qeena.we sleep first yes" said Mba Mini who has finished unpacking Dafi's luggage.

"Be careful, don't be dumb about the poolside nights" added Mba Tinah.

"Yes Mba..." Answer Qeena quietly.

Qeena leaned her head in the relaxed seat.

"Mr ... Qeena miss mom .. Mak all right? Every Qeena Mother's phone always sounded happy, Qeena knew Mom held the same grief. Qeena here can eat well, sleep well, school no burden ... but does Mom there also feel the same? Mak weight .. when the burden of trouble comes, confused to share tears with whom. Telling Mom just as much makes Mak sad ... Mac .. Qeena Misses every day ... Qeena could only wrap this flavor through a small do'a. Mak ... Qeena promise .. All the world should know, if you have no vain have Qeena. But now at an immature age, it should not be the time to get caught in a match like this. Qeena is not yet an adult Mak, has not been able to think long and does not know the world. But Om Dzul's request is hard to resist. Mas Rian needs Qeena Mak. "murm Qeena in the heart, do not feel melted tears have flooded her hijab.

From the second floor, Dafi who had just finished bathing saw Qeena looking down and shaking her body, one sign that Qeena was crying but tried to hold back so that no one heard her.

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"Qeena .. already night .. go there to the room, if the same kangen Mother .. later on the semester break you can go back to the visit of Emak in Kampung, later Masihankan fare" dafi said from behind Qeena's body. As fast as lightning, Qeena wiped her tears at the end of the headscarf and walked towards her room.

Dafi instead sat down on the bench, looking at the moon that Qeena had looked at that made her cry.

Dafi was still thinking about how he should uncover the mystery of the porn video that Rian watched as well as his disagreement with Mr. Dzul's plan. Not all was resolved, the story with Rahma which is a lot of misunderstanding. Eh now instead appears Sania, Rian's doctor's daughter.

Dafi did attend Sania's sweet seventheen celebration, just two days before his departure for the island of Sumatra, the consideration is because Dafi wants to leave Rian to be monitored and if there is any progress can be reported to Dafi directly. But it seems to be a boomerang for itself.

Apparently Sania had fallen in love with Dafi long before they met. From the photos and stories of Mama, it is enough to describe how the figure of Dafi in the eyes of Sania. Logically male, who is able to resist the charm of Sania. Beautiful-faced woman, her body is tall slim, her hair is long black and shiny, her skin is white clean (it is rich if she drinks a colored drink will be too soft when the color of her drink when it enters her throat is so white), and she has a beautiful color, plus she's the daughter of a famous doctor and banker in the country. Not just facial beauty, since the age of fifteen, Sania has been sitting at a State University double degree in Jakarta and his department of medicine as well. Because of his brain intelligence, he took acceleration classes so that the SD level until High School was only completed for 8 years. According to the Mama, it was only Dafi that made Sania interested in men, so far her world is only struggling in academia, pursuing a word.

Since knowing Dafi directly, almost every day Sania shared her story with Dafi through a message on social media or chat to HP number.

During this time, Dafi tries to serve Sania chat because she feels Sania like her sister, who needs support and a place to complain. Because Dafi the first child must have a nurturing nature, this is what makes Sania comfortable chatting a lot with him. Sania is like meeting the right person, who is able to divert his world, who was once very obsessed in the academic field, is now a little changed, his parents are happy with the change, he said, they just saw his son in the form of a whole human, Sania was like a robot, stiff and has no empathy for others. That is why parents are very supportive of their relationship with Dafi.

But this morning, when Dafi was again on the ship to cross Merak Bakauheni, there was a big commotion between him and Sania. Without her consent, Sania posted a photo of Dafi attending her birthday a month ago and tagged her social media (there was a picture of the two of them in front of the birthday cake, this is because her mother Sania asked for it, as well as photos of Dafi eating the same meal as Sania and her parents). What makes Dafi ngamuk added is the caption #my lovely fiance#.

Many of his friends and brothers Dafi who came to the comment column, some even contacted him from morning, some congratulated, some were angry because they were not invited during the engagement of Dafi and Sania. Not just his friends and brothers, but Rahma's jealousy that makes him more vulnerable.

On the way home Dafi tried to contact Rahma to explain everything, but the phone from her never lifted. The chat he sent was not read.

"This is how you dare to play love. Can't be wrong a little, I know there is a feeling of Rahma to be guarded, but will time invited to the event he refused to participate. Lagian yes ..it is an ordinary photo, not hugging each other even the establishment there is a distance. Sania is also all rese use caption fiance .. mentally ill. This is what makes things wrong, both people even make people wrong. Let's not mind Qeena, she'll also be wrong again. Hadehhhh do not get to add a girl who makes the head dizzy. Mending was asked to survey a remote area rather than ngadepin cewe" Dafi wrote alone.

his HP reads, a sign there is a chat coming in. He saw the latest HP output that had just two months bought it. There was a chat from Rahma.

# We break up #

"What the hell is this, so if the phone was taken" said Dafi ngomel himself while trying to call Rahma but never lifted. Dafi sent a message back to Rahma.

# So pick up the phone first, so that Brother can explain everything. Did you read all the explanatory chats you sent? I hope you can be more mature about this. Why express the feelings of Brother to you if Brother has been engaged to someone else. Brother is a loyal type .. will not be able to duplicate. Moreover, you are the first love, the woman who is able to penetrate the dimensions of Big Brother's heart that feels difficult to open. Please Rahma .. listen first everything# rayu Dafi in her message.

A minute ... ten minutes .. thirty minutes .... There was no reply from Rahma. Dafi decided to take a break in her room. Turn off the phone because it's upset.