Turns Out He Is A Boy
Broadcast Completed

I was so nervous when I just saw him from here, and again I still haven't spoken to him. What's more when the broadcast later, I will definitely be very nervous once talking to him. Then Glasya approached us, and greeted us with a sweet smile.

"Hi. Miss Gillie, and Miss Yaomi" said the smiling Glasya. Looks like Glasya's relationship with Yaomi is already fine like never before. Actually what's been going on all this time.

"Hi too. Good night, Miss Glasya, you look so beautiful today" I said praising her with sparkling eyes.

"You could be Miss Gillie, thank you for the compliment, and thank you for inviting me to your very special event" Glasya said.

"It's nothing miss, we should be thanking you miss for coming, and accepting our invitation" I said.

"Fall ladies, please sit there, soon we will be airing" said the producer.

Then we sat down, and talked first before the show really started. Except that I'm the only one who's silent stiff because I'm nervous that there's Glasya here. I wonder what if Glasya finds out that I'm Claude's girlfriend.

Maybe she'll feel disgusted at me for posing as a female artist. My appearance like this will definitely look very bad to him. What kind of man am I disguised as a woman. I'm a real loser who's just hiding.

"All right, we'll start right now, you guys get ready. One. two.. three..."

Then finally the broadcast we held has finally begun. We were wondering each other about Glasya's career all along. Not only is that what we're talking about, you're talking about other things, and you're laughing at each other. I'm still very nervous about Glasya, the show we're having is no stop for commercials.

So this show will be finished after 2 hours have passed. We also did a challenge to idol Glasya to show his talent in our broadcast. As soon as I saw him, he played his talent better than I watched on his Me Tube account.

"Well! miss Glasya's singing is so good! I've never heard a melodious voice like this" Yudo said praising Glasya after hearing one of Glasya's albums.

"really! hihi, thank you miss Yaomi" said Glasya happily.

"Oh yeah guys! there's something I want to tell you. We've been close friends since High School!" yudo said as he waved his hand in front of the camera.

"Yes! that's right.we are friends!" glasha.

I don't know what happened to the two of them.Why they look so familiar, when before they were hostile to each other because of me. Maybe because I'm not in Glasya's life.

Because there was no longer a figure of me in his heart. I don't know why.my heart hurts so much knowing the truth. I always think about the worst for me, always like that. But sometimes things like that happen.

Because I often experience it, especially when I was still in SD, no one liked me. I hate being dumped, I cry every day under the street lights. I didn't dare go home because I didn't want my parents to know I was going through something like that.

Until my heart became hard, and empty, someone came to me crying under the streetlight. Honestly, I didn't know why I cried, I just wanted to cry without knowing why I cried.

But.he didn't manage to pull me out of that hole even just a little bit. Then when I had entered the Junior High School bench, I threw him away like an item. I betrayed him because he couldn't help me out of that deepest hole.

I didn't feel anything after killing him.Pity, sadness, or whatever. There was nothing else I could feel but laughing alone at that moment. I laughed at the time, but I didn't feel anything that made me laugh.

Like an instinct to laugh, then came another woman who tried to pull me out of that hole. Precisely when I was in High School, he came with a different existence. He kept forcing me to pull out of that hole.

Maybe because of that he could pull me out of the hole, with what he said about something more valuable than a book. Then came another person who came to help me pull me out of that hole.

Until they all pulled me out at the same time. In the end, I managed to get out of that miserable life. But after I came out of the hole, some of them started to disappear because there was one person who betrayed him.

And.. set us apart from each other, until at last we are found again now.

"OK fine! today's broadcast is over! thank you for your hard work on this broadcast ladies!" said the producer.

"Miss Gillie.. Why did you just shut up?" ask Glasya.

Unknowingly it turned out that from then on I just kept quiet, and did not say a word. Damn how this happened! the audience may have misunderstood me. Maybe they'll assume I don't like Glasya here.

In this case I just have to make a clarification vidio, I just need to reason that I was not feeling well at the time, or I really admire Glasya because he looks very special to me. That way the stupid audience will believe me.

"Ah sorry...just today I was a little tired from a lot of work" I said while holding my head to pretend that I was dizzy.

"All right then. because today's broadcast is over. What if Miss Glasya came with us to eat together in a fancy restaurant" Yudo said.

"Ah, okay... But what about Miss Gillie? isn't he sick?" glasha asked who was worried about me.

"You don't have to worry about me Miss Glasya, I'm fine" I said.

"Alright then, but you don't push yourself" said Glasya who was worried about my situation.

I'm so happy that Glasya worries about me so much. My heart can feel its worry for me even if it doesn't recognize the real me. I'm sorry Glasya, because I can't show you who I really am.

Maybe if I showed my true self you'd be shocked, and hurt. You're going to hate me, right, with my looks like this, and also about the rumors of my past. Which while the rumors are untrue, you would be very hurt if you met the real me, Glasya.