Turns Out He Is A Boy
Letter from Robin

Then I did what was written in the letter. About something that was behind her bed to reveal the truth about this mother's memory loss. As soon as I lifted the bed I was shocked to see what was behind Robin's bed.

There was a medicinal pill, once I checked the medicinal pill was up. But what does this mean? what's true is that this medicinal pill Robin intended to reveal the truth about this mother's memory loss. Then is it possible.. This medicinal pill is the medicine that made this mother lose her memory?.

As soon as this medicinal pill was used up, he immediately left here. But as soon as I checked again it turned out that there were more medicinal pills behind her bed that I found. All of those medicinal pills had already been exhausted, none of them were left from those many pill bottles.

Goddamn bum! Robin! why did you do all this to an innocent man!. If you hate me so much, you shouldn't have done this to anyone else! just vent your hatred for me! not to anyone else.

"What drugs are these?" asked the surprised mother when she saw him.

"According to my guess.this drug is a drug that makes the mother lose memory. This drug is like a hallucinatory drug to its users. So hallucinating has a very beautiful family" I said.

"What's!? it's true that I haven't had anyone now. I moved here three years ago because I wanted to live a new life" said the mother sadly.

Then unconsciously while I was checking all the medicine bottles. I found a letter in that medicine bottle, maybe this is another letter Robin wrote. Just a folded piece of paper, and I read it...

"The tar! congratulations on finding Claude's second letter. This isn't a letter of instruction like before, and this is my last letter to you. You must have known the truth about what happened to that mother by now.

Yep! you're right, all of your assumptions are true, but I should have to thank you. Because the drugs I used on her have been making me happy for two years"

I was getting angry, and upset as soon as I read this letter. I said in my heart, what have you made happy to this mother. The happiness you give is just a falsehood! do you think that happiness is worth calling it happiness?.

You're wrong Robin. That happiness doesn't come from drugs, or anything. Happiness comes from the hearts of those around us, how to treat us well. That is real happiness! not the happiness you make! it's all fake shit!.

"Son? what's wrong with you." asked the mother.

"I'm fine ma'am, this is. I'd better read this letter. I wanted to apologize to my mother, because it was all my fault" I said, giving both letters written by Robin.

I could see the look on her face, she looked really upset. I'd be willing if I was hit hard by that mother, because it's all my fault. If only I had been with Eren at that time, this mother would not have experienced something like this.

I should have never existed.I should never have been born. Because I always do the wrong thing, and it will affect other people. Maybe also. Father's death.it's because of me, I just want to cry.

"Why are you crying like that? you're not wrong. You don't have to feel guilty like that, I won't scold you anyway" said the mother giving a warm smile to me.

"Mother..huwa!" my crying with sobbing. I hugged the mother, and cried loudly. Until everything calmed down again, I stopped crying, and wiped my tears.

"Of course not. You don't have to feel guilty, because you're innocent. You can just talk casually with mom, let's just say mom is your own mother" said the mother stroked my head.

Then after that I went back to my house, there was nothing I could find about Robin. He had completely hidden his identity perfectly. Because that made my determination unshakable, I thought not to.

Will I ever be able to find out the truth Robin is hiding?. I doubted that right, but I was determined that I would soon find out the truth Robin was hiding.

But there was really nothing I could do, because I kept comparing myself to others. I'm not smart enough, stupidly all this time I consider myself a genius that exceeds anyone.

But as soon as I met someone smarter, and better than me, it felt like my pride had collapsed, and that burning spirit had been extinguished because of them. I also always thought that I would be impossible to surpass them.

I have tried hard to be the best all along. But why is it that all my efforts I've done so far aren't enough to surpass them?. It seems like dad lied that our family was born a genius family.

Because of my friends Peter, and Yaomi, and also the strangers I haven't met, Fred. Maybe I am just an ordinary person, and not a genius, because the truth about the descendants of the genius family is them, not our family of fathers.

We are just ordinary people, just like any other ordinary people. There is no chance for ordinary people like us to surpass those born as geniuses. Because we are just an ordinary family, far from being a genius.

"Mother... is it true that father said...if our family is a descendant of genius?" I asked in lethargy.

"Hmm? I don't know son, because mother is just an ordinary person, and not of a genius. Mother used to live a simple life with both parents, who even work only as fishermen" said my mother.

"Then what about my father's family background?" my many.

"If that's the case, I don't know son. I never told him a single word about his family. As soon as the mother asked him something about his family, he was disturbed, and at that time the mother never asked him the same thing" she said.

"Then how can you accept Dad? but you don't know what kind of person she is? and even to this day we don't know what Dad's working for" I said.

"Haha.it's because of love. If you love her, then you have to go after her, and take it well" said my mother, who then went to her room.

What does mother mean? maybe at this time I still don't understand the words of mother just now. About love? all this time I just thought that love was from liking someone we like.

But why.. once I heard Mom's words just now. Mother said that love is not a complicated thing. But why did I think about it so much... It became even more complicated? I still don't understand.