Turns Out He Is A Boy
Heart, or Mind?

A few moments later...

"What the hell is going on here?" ask my dad to be dumb.

"Dad, this isn't what you see" I said.

Then Glasya came to me, and hugged me, "Honey, everything is clear right, there is nothing to cover anymore" said Glasya.

I was so surprised, "W-what are you saying huh? crazy girl? please don't bother me anymore" I whispered.

"Finally dad! our son is a real man!" said mother with excitement.

"Then all this time you've actually considered me a what?" I said in my heart.

"Is this really sister ma'am?" said Elijah.

"Yes, this is our brother Elijah, he who used to be crazy about books. Now he's crazy about women" Yohan said.

"Hey..what the fuck are you. Dad, why are you looking at me like that" I said scared.

My father just kept looking at me dumbstruck like that, and didn't say a word. It made me panic even more, it was all because of Glasya, he really had to teach me a lesson.

Because of him, father being like this, it seems my father will be furious. Oh my god, why is this world so cruel to me. There is no place for me to rest in this world, I always fall.

"You..."

"Dad, please forgive me" I said, bowing my head.

"What are you apologizing for?" ask my dad to be dumb.

"Eh!? what do you mean dad? isn't dad gonna be mad at me?" I said.

"angry? why are you angry? while the father's son gets a very beautiful girlfriend" kara my father.

"Damn it, you know I'm not gonna act like that anymore. Looks like dad was tainted by mom" I said in my heart.

"Dear, everyone agrees that we're dating" Glasya said.

"No, my sisters haven't..."

"We agree!" suddenly my brothers.

"W-what? I thought you were on my side, sad that it felt betrayed" I said.

"Then let Glasya stay in our house for a day" said the father.

"What! it's true, dad! why are you all eating this woman's words!" I said.

"Ah, have you not heard your words, let's mommy come in" said my dad into his room.

"Alright, we will return to our rooms as well" Yohan said.

And finally at the dinner table there was only me, and Glasya alone together. I glanced at Glasya who was smiling to himself. Crazy bastard, if he stays here one day, it doesn't mean he has to sleep in my room right, hahaha!.

"Oh yeah, my boy's girlfriend, you can sleep in Claude's room. Remember don't mess with my son" my father said out of the room, then back in.

Whaaat! no way! Argha! I really want to scream really, really loud. I looked at Glasya who was still smiling, and while eating my homemade food. I lost my appetite and went straight back to my room.

"Hey wait." said Glasya pulling my hand.

"Before going to the room, bribe me first dong" said Glasya with a smile.

"You crazy huh?" I said, then I went to the room with a great anger.

"Ah... did I overdo it with her huh? I feel sorry for him. Ah come on, I better finish this meal, then go to Claude's room" Glasya said in his heart.

As soon as I got to my room I locked the door and laughed out loud. Because thinking this way Glasya will not be able to enter my room. I wouldn't let him sleep with me.

I hate him so much, more than anything in the world. I also picked up a few books to read. Then after the Glasya selection meal, he went to my room.

Tok... tok.., "Hey Claude open the door!" glasha shouted.

I didn't care about it, and continued reading the book. But there seems to be something strange about me, why am I happy? and again usually I will be easily distracted usually if there are noisy people.

Glasya knocked on the door very hard, and again cried out my name. She was a shameless woman, it felt so good once she felt the pain.

Even if you just can't get into my room anyway, "Well then, if you still insist, I'll call your parents" Glasya threatened.

As soon as I heard it I was very surprised, and immediately went to open the door of my room. Because there's no other choice but to let him into my room. I was so forced, it seemed like I had to ask for a change of school, and a house.

"What's wrong with your face now? why is it sad like that. Do you want to bother me again? aren't you satisfied?" I asked with cold.

Then suddenly Glasya hugged me, crying, "I-I'm sorry. I-I just want us to be friends, I can't bear to see you lonely like this" Glasya said.

It feels warm. This hug is very warm. I wanted to return her embrace, but my hand moved by itself. Though I did not move my hand, but why did my hand return his embrace.

What the hell is this.what happened to me, am I feeling sorry for the person who always bullies me. But it was so warm, that I was unconscious when my tears came down.

A warm feeling that I had never felt before, a warm feeling that was different from the affection of parents. Think about it, and my heart calmed down as soon as it hugged her. Then Glasya let go of his embrace, and looked at my face in surprise.

"Why are you crying?" tanya Glasya who was pensive.

"Eh!? why... am I like this?" I just realized I was crying.

"I promise from now on, I won't bother you anymore, and now I'm going home" Glasya said.

"Wait..."

I took his hand, but this was not my will. Butwhy? why does it feel like this heart doesn't reject such a shitty woman. My mind rejected him, but my hand.

"A-what's up?" glasha was surprised.

"Don't go and stay here" I said.

Not just my hands, but my mouth speaks to the will of my heart. Actually what I'm saying anyway. I obviously wanted her to leave, and not bother me anymore.

But why did he say he wanted to leave, and he won't bother me anymore. I resisted his departure, as if his words made him completely disappear from my life.

"Come to my room, and sleep in my room just for today" I said.

Then we both went to my room, I slept under the bed, while Glasya I let him sleep in my bed. He invited me to sleep in my bed, but I refused him because I was not good with him.

I was afraid that someone would get hurt again because of me. It's enough. Just one person, I can't let myself hurt anyone again. Although he's causing so much, but actually he's fun.

In the end it is the heart that will give way, what we must do. The power of the heart cannot be compared with the mind. The heart can be hurt, and it can feel, but the mind cannot. Ii'm sorry... Eren's.