Turns Out He Is A Boy
Apparently You!?

Kyura insisted on pushing me with her bound body. I knew I was wrong, I could only cry like this, and right now I was crying loudly in front of me. I can feel it, I can see it. If all this time you've suffered a lot because of me.

I guess saying sorry isn't enough for her with what I've done to her. What I had to do with her, hatred, suffering, sadness, continued to envelop her fragile heart.

"What's the matter exactly? why are you crying? I still don't understand. But. It seems like it will be fine if I stay, I will wait for you upstairs. I'm leaving first." said Yudo leaving this basement immediately.

As usual Yudo very easily understand the feelings of others, but not with him. Looks like you need someone to understand your feelings Yudo, let me be your best friend who takes that position for you.

"You! huhu.. go! no.. hiks... again be here!" mister Kyura shouted at me while crying out loud.

Not... not Kyura her name, her name is.., "I'm sorry... Eren... hiks.. I know that I do not deserve to apologize to you.. hiks" said I who cried loudly in front of him.

Right now I don't know which real feeling I'm feeling. The feeling of pleasure that I finally wanted to become a reality, that is, with Eren's return, or my feeling of guilt towards him, for having tried to kill him.

"Basic stupid! huhu.. go!" said Eren who looks like he hates me. The aura of his hatred was so great that it made my heart goosebump.

"I beg you to listen to me. Hiks, just once, for the last time" I said, pleading with him, prostrating in front of him.

Again his hatred made him unable to accept my existence. He pushed me hard with a loud cry. The hatred from him was too great for me, and again, I was the one who made him hate me. It's all my fault for my stupidity.

If only I hadn't met him then, maybe our world would have been fine. Everything was ruined because she met me, because my envy for her was so great because she was so smart from me. That's what made me unable to accept the fact that there was someone smarter than me, so I thought about killing him.

I was so confused at the time how I killed him. But at the right moment Eren suddenly came to my room, and invited me to the roof of the hotel, and that's when I killed him so easily.

But... By the way how could he still survive? I still don't understand that. The hotel was tall enough to kill someone by knocking them off the roof.

"I will never forgive a murderer like you!" shout Eren.

"We never should have met!" I shouted out loudly all of a sudden which made Eren speechless.

"What do you mean.. Do you still hate me? haha. Stop that meaningless cry!" eren shouted loudly.

"If only we had never met, your life would be happy." I said looking at her with a smile full of tears. Eren was shocked to see me like this, and his tears started to flow profusely again.

"You are. you are.. hiks... first person... who makes me feel alive..how can you think like this!" eren shouted while thrashing.

"Because I thought it would be better that way, so that there would never be hatred for you, nor would there be much bloodshed like this" I said lamenting my guilt.

"Bas stupid, if you don't meet me! surely you will vent your malice towards others right! you are so selfish!" said Eren.

"At least, you're not the one." I said as I wiped my tears, and then went over to Eren.

"Hey! what do you want to do to me! hey.. ah.." I untied the rope that bound Eren's body, and tied the rope to both my feet, and lastly to my hand.

"W-what are you doing...?" asked Eren who was confused.

"You can vent your hatred now, please.

As soon as I said that to her, she suddenly stood up, and looked at me sharply. Well. it should be like that, after that he has to kill me, that way we'll break even. I can only pray for Eren, may he live happily so much as to kill me.

Plaque! I was so shocked that he suddenly slapped me tightly, and immediately hugged me with a loud cry. He hugged me so tightly that I choked. He wanted to strangle me as the right way to kill me.

"This is your chance to end your suffering. So please. to end your suffering, just kill me" I said, begging him to kill me immediately.

"Are you a fool because of this, you can't understand my feelings if you're not around!" said Eren.

"You will be happy, right." answered me who suddenly Eren directly slapped me.

"I will never be happy at all for killing you, nor for taking away this suffering. There I'll suffer even more, you know!" said Eren who was upset with me.

"Then punish me forever, and don't get killed" I said, leaving Eren agape.

"You... do you want to die to that extent?" eren asked with a horrible look at me.

"Eh!? what it can't be" I said dumbly.

"Huh hast I been lazy to speak to you." said Eren who took off the rope that bound me.

"Why don't you want to do it when there's a big chance coming for you. And before you said that you would make me deformed, and then you would make me suffer here forever" I said sadly.

"Eh!? don't talk about it here anymore!" said Eren whose face blushed in embarrassment.

"Oh yeah.I'm sorry. Maybe it was because I was a kid at the time, and I didn't understand that feeling yet. Is your love for me still there for now?" ask me to relax.

Y-you.. ja-so you've read it! don't look at me!" eren shouted that his face was red as if he was about to explode.

Suddenly the atmosphere became more tense here, maybe this is the right time for me to tell her now. But I still doubt whether he will forgive me, or not. But at least I've been sincerely trying to her.

"Eren..."

"Yes!?"

"I don't know if it's worth it to me or not, but.... If you want..would you forgive me?" I asked with guilt.

"I. I'm still thinking about it, please give me some time to decide to forgive you, or not" said Eren facing back.

"... I understand, sorry I was in too much of a hurry. I hope we can be together again like before.ah shit..my tears will come out again" I said.

"By the way..."

"Hmm?"

"You're so pretty! ahaha!" eren's laughter was so loud that it embarrassed me.

"H-hey! stop that! you're embarrassing me to know?" I said I couldn't help my embarrassment. I just realized that I'm still Miss Gillie, damn it.

"I really didn't expect that the Claude I knew to be a famous idol who was the idol of men! ahhaha!" eren's unrelenting laughter.

I feel ashamed that my biggest secret is known by others. Ah.. right also.how would it be if I showed the real me to the world that I was a man. One person knew it made me feel humiliated like this.

What will happen later.want to put where my face is. I had plastic surgery to change my face as soon as I told her the truth. But... I... do I still hate Eren? because he killed my father.