Turns Out He Is A Boy
Problem Solved

Then suddenly I saw a light coming towards me. After that I ran towards the light, hoping that I could find Eren there. After I entered that light, there were only people I had killed before.

In that empty, white room, I couldn't find Eren. I've been running, looking everywhere, but I still can't find Eren. I fell down, and cried alone, and nothing helped me get up.

Even if Eren was here, he would have come, and helped me get up like I first met him. I cried loudly, while remembering all my mistakes to him, and also to others I had treated badly.

Everyone I killed gathered, and looked at me with hateful gazes from them. Then suddenly there was a child of my age who approached me with a different face than the others. Her face, her gaze, and the smile she gave me felt very warm.

He was one of the people I killed, he was called Hajime. It was a sign to me that I still had feelings, and not a very cruel figure, without caring about it.

Then he gave me his hand, as if he was going to help me get up from a fall. Then I grabbed her hand, and I felt the warmth from her hand that made my mood calm.

"I forgive you." replied Hajime.

"W-what? is it true you'll forgive me?" I started crying again.

"Yes, don't cry anymore. You don't have to feel that guilty anymore. Because I have forgiven you" Hajime said.

"Te-thank you." I said hugging Hajime tightly.

Then all of a sudden when I opened my eyes, everyone I killed came up to me with the same face, gaze, and smile as Hajime. It was getting warmer, and warmer, a taste I had never felt.

"Send my message to my brother that I love my sister's flowers, and my sister's" said Hajime, who smiled at me.

Then suddenly my whole body glowed, and slowly my body flew upwards. I was very surprised what happened, but their gazes did not change at all when they looked at me from below. They waved their hands at me, I was very confused as to what would happen to me.

Then as soon as I looked up, I saw a light brighter than this. I was hoping that I could find Eren there, and I would apologize to him. But as soon as I went in the direction of the brighter light, I suddenly woke up.

I am not dead, it is just that I was in their world when I was losing my consciousness. I'm very happy that I'm alive, but on the other hand I'm very sad that I didn't get to meet Eren there to apologize to him.

"You are awake" said the man sitting beside me.

I was shocked when I woke up because I was in my bed. I was afraid that he would know the real me, and would hand me over to the police. Then I'll be in jail, or on death row.

"W-what are you akh!" I said I was in pain trying to wake up.

"Don't move much first, you're still sick" said the man with his flat face.

"Are you... doing something to me?" my many.

"Huh!? why do you think of such a thing when you are conscious" said the man.

"I didn't do anything to you believe me. I just picked you up, and moved you here" said the man staring at me honestly.

"Well, I believe you" I said with a sigh of relief that no one knew my true identity until now.

"Why... in your last moments... did you cry?" ask the person who seems very curious about me.

"Do you want to know about me? then tell me your name" I said.

"Yet a name. What someone's name is very important to you huh. My name is Akai" said the man.

"Well, I really care about someone's name. Names cannot be taken lightly, because in a person's life, names are everything" I said.

"What do you mean?" asked Akai who was confused by my words. Then I smiled a grin, "You'll find out sooner or later, and I'll start my story, so you just shut up, and let me tell you" I said.

After that I told him about me, everything I've been waiting for all this time. I said all the secrets I had hidden from others except this man who even he had taught without mercy.

Not only that, I just got to know his name. But her existence, and the suffering she endured, the pain it caused my heart to move to tell me about myself. She was the only person I told you about everything I've ever experienced.

All my problems from the beginning to the present I told him. I don't mind telling her, but there's only one thing I'm hiding. That is about my identity as a man, I just change my story enough that I am a woman. There's something very easy.

As soon as I finished telling her everything, I was strangely relieved. As if there were no more burdens that I bear, it felt like everything had just disappeared after I told this person. Maybe he was the second person more precisely, the second person who knew about me after Eren.

"So then.sorry..if only I knew.if only I knew I definitely wouldn't" said Akai who started crying again.

"Don't.don't cry." I said smiling gently at him. Then suddenly he looked very surprised to see me, like seeing someone else from me?.

"Your words just now." said Akai in surprise.

"Well, those are the words your sister said to me" I kept smiling like her brother smiled at me.

Then she cried lightly, and smiled at me, "Thank you?" akai.

"When I was unconscious, I went into the world of the people I killed. I saw your sister there, and she forgave me, and then she smiled like that to me while saying that.

Then he delivered a message for you, he wanted to thank you for the flowers you gave, and was very grateful to you" I said.

Then I saw a face I had never seen from Akai. The same face as her sister back then, smiling cheerfully, and warmly. I felt that warmth from him, too. But I felt something strange about her, what was with her red face? what can't he!.