Turns Out He Is A Boy
The End of a Painful Story

Two weeks went by. We relied only on the food courts we had to survive. But due to an unexpected incident two weeks ago, now our food court is quiet. Not as many as before when we were still known by their idols.

The fact that my life is going to be like that is very difficult. I also told my name in public at the time. They were all extremely shocked, their faces looking goosebumps of fear at that moment. But somehow I'm no longer a fugitive, maybe that's what you mean has taken care of my problems.

I'm relieved that it ended that way, but I haven't heard from Eren in a long time. Did you sacrifice Eren for my safety? but I don't think that's possible. When I found out that he was Eren, it was like I was dreaming in a world full of pain, and happy.

But now that dream has passed, and maybe I will never have that dream again. Because maybe Eren still can't take advantage of me, and what I fear most is that he'll never forgive me forever. I want our relationship to be as good as ever.

I'd love to go back to those days, and again I haven't seen his real face. Because at that time she was still disguised as Kyura, as well as her who had not seen my face because I was still in the form of Miss Gillie.

"You're so sick of what this is.. hmm! Gillie look at your cooking!" said Carlo.

"What's!? how can this be! god, I forgot I was making pancakes. Damn why didn't you tell me earlier! and again don't call me by that name!" I said that I was daydreaming about Eren.

"Haha! well, I'm sorry, but your fault is with the pancakes you made" Carlo said.

"Ah shit I have to re-cook again!" I said.

Then suddenly Akai came, "Here let me make the pancakes, you can rest now" said Akai whose eye bags had blackened ever since she knew I was a man.

I felt guilty for him, because I he had experienced good things turn bad once I knew the truth that I was a man. Thank goodness everyone who was with me didn't hate me.

Then suddenly a very suspicious person came. The man was wearing a black mask, sunglasses, and also a black hat. But her existence was no stranger to me, and again the blond hair seemed familiar to me.

"Excuse me.. Are you right Claude?" ask the man to me.

"Yes!? what's the matter?.." Then suddenly the person pulled my hand, and led me to a quiet place. I've been quiet for this guy, because I don't care what happens to me anymore.

"Hey..it looks like our boss was kidnapped by that blonde freak" Akai said.

"Hmm? let it go, he can take care of himself"

Then suddenly Yudo came down the stairs, and approached the two of them, "Hey did you see Claude? hoaam" said Yudo who was sleepy after just waking up.

"That's it, man, it looks like he was taken by a suspicious blonde" Carlo said.

"Hmm? blond hair? all right, I understand!" yudo shouted which made everyone surprised.

Then the strange woman stopped pulling me, as soon as we got to a park. With the moonlight, and the wind that blows that makes the leaves fall. Then this silent atmosphere, made me fantasize that I was in a different dimension now.

After that, the woman removed all the objects covering her face, and removed her hairband. Her hair was flying in the direction where the wind was blowing. Waving in the moon, and smiling sweetly at me while shedding glittering tears.

Then she stretched out her hand, and I seemed to know that if I held her hand, I would be taken to another, more beautiful world, a world without suffering, and only happiness for ever.

My heart said, "please" so I took her hand, and clasped her dumbly. My mind kept saying, "it's a beautiful dream" yes.I want to continue like this, happiness, and a warm beat like this.

I kept on pulling, and ran towards the beautiful moon. Until finally we stopped at the garden guardrail, which below was the sparkling sea water along with the beautiful moonlight. The woman continued to hold my hand with her happy face.

Then the woman pointed her finger at the beautiful moon. The wind was blowing fiercely, and the sound of good waves heard filled the beautiful atmosphere. The world belongs to both of us, forever and ever, and will never end.

Then the woman held my cheek with her other hand, and she began to bring her face closer to me. Then we kissed in the middle of this beautiful world, maybe there would be no more world like this for us afterwards.

"Claude..."

"Yes..."

"I love you..."

"I, too, love you..."

"I thought you'd been out of my life all along, but"

"I also thought that way if you'd never come back"

"I'm so afraid of losing you. Because of that. From now on don't go again ya..."

"Yes, I'll stay by your side wherever you go. I'll stay by your side while holding your hand tightly so we don't part anymore"

"Holding tight like this?"

"Yes, from now on I will never let go of this grip for ever"

"Thank you. Thank you Claude because you still want me..."

"I'm also grateful to you for still accepting me back when I was a bad man for a perfect woman like you"

"You're not bad at all, only this world is bad"

"I also feel that way.I feel that this world will separate us both"

"But good too, right? this way our relationship becomes stronger"

"Yes, the world gave this bad life for both of us. For the time being..."

I realized a lot of things I could take from my story. About what is something precious, about what is suffering, and pain, it is all just a process for us towards true happiness.

No matter how hard life is, no matter how much you cry, no matter how painful the world is, no matter how much the world has separated us. By holding on, and being quiet, everything will be fine. In the end, happiness is what awaits us in the future.

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