Turns Out He Is A Boy
3 Months Passed

Akai who saw me cry because she was so shocked by the look on her face. I fully understand what he is feeling. It seems like my arrival in this world only caused a lot of trouble. I keep making mistakes that affect others.

I should never have lived, or been born in this world. If I knew I was living, I would be a burden to others. Why do I keep seeing things I don't want to see, I just keep experiencing them, and doing them over and over again.

Then Akai's hand grabbed my cheek, and held it gently. I was forced to let her hold my cheek as if I were a real woman. I won't hurt anyone, even if my pride as a man is ruined because of myself.

"Why are you crying. Miss Gillie?" akai asked me who stopped crying.

"Pardon me! huhu!" I said who was still crying.

My heart is very weak, but sometimes my heart is as hard as a rock, and as cold as ice. My heart is weak when someone suffers because of me. My heart is hard and cold when someone is close to me.

It's so weird of me...

"You don't have to apologize, because I was wrong. Please.stop crying for my sake" Akai said in a soft voice.

"Me! huhu.. I was wrong!" I said I tried to stop crying but I couldn't.

"Thank you, thank you for everything you've done for me. I really appreciate it. From now on, I will go far away from your life" Akai said.

I thought he was just talking nonsense at the time, but he was real. He kept his word back then, he has really gone far from my life. He submitted his resignation from the film industry. After that, he was completely lost, and somewhere he went.

Maybe he's an ordinary person now, and I don't know where he lives. But the day after he left, someone sent me a letter. It was a letter that Akai had written to me, a letter that contained an apology.

At that time, I told him that I was wrong, not him. But he stays in his mind if he's wrong. My life is getting lonely because someone has left me again.

The letter said, "I'm sorry Miss Gillie, from now on you can live in peace, and live a better life than before without me. You have many friends who support you, and also from the people around you.

"Everyone likes you so much because in their eyes you look like an angel who makes their hearts melt because of your existence. Likewise with me, when I first saw you actually at that time I was a little surprised.

I could see a beautiful angel in front of my eyes. But I was consumed with my hatred for you because you killed my sister. I shouldn't have to talk about the past anymore. But I just want to say that your ten-year existence means more to me.

Thank you for being a part of my life, you don't have to think about where I live. I've been living happily here as long as you're happy without me" Akai wrote to me.

The content of the letter was so meaningful that I cried again as soon as I read every word on the letter he wrote. I told you I was wrong about everything that happened that day

It's been 3 months since that incident, I've been trying hard to change, and forget everything. I will continue to rise, and I will never mourn the past again. Because I still have a purpose, even though the past still haunts my mind.

Now I have 3 letters that are very valuable to me. 2 letters written by Robin, and one more letter written by Akai. I still kept it in a small box, I only read it once, after that I put it in the box, and never reopened it to read it.

"Hey Claude... Why did you take on a different movie acting with me? haven't we always acted in the same movie?" ask Yudo to me.

"I. I just wanted to try the rights just now, I wanted to know what it was like" I said.

"Well then, the important thing is that we still work in the same film company" Yudo said.

"Oh yeah, I just remembered that today I have an appointment to Glasya after returning from work. So I'm sorry I can't accompany you to watch television" I said.

"It's okay to watch television alone" said Yudo, whose eyes were glazed.

"Hey you want to cry" I said.

"What's? no, maybe it's because of the dust" Yudo said.

"Haha! all right then, the break will soon be over, and we'll have to start working again. Is there something you want to talk about meeting Kyura then?" my many.

"Ah right too! last night I actually wanted to talk to you about this. But at that time I was very sleepy, and I fell asleep, haha!" yudo.

"So..what are you talking about when you accidentally met Mr. Kyura while in jail?" my many.

Then after that Yudo told him everything he did when he met Mr. Kyura at that time. It was just at night when Yudo told me to buy some food outside. Yudo accidentally hit Kyura's master to the point of falling on the road.

But master Kyura was not angry back then, and was about to rush off to leave. Then at that time as Yudo's apology for accidentally bumping into Mr. Kyura at that time, Yudo invited to buy Mr. Kyura's meal into a restaurant.

Of course, at first, Mr. Kyura refused Yudo's apology. But because of Yudo's extraordinary acting thanks to the teachings of a handsome prince, myself. In the end, Mr. Kyura resigned, and accepted Yudo's offer to buy food to the restaurant.

At that time no one knew that Yudo was a famous actress. Because he covered all his face with my gear. A mask, a hat, and sunglasses that are all black. Then Yudo invited Mr. Kyura to eat at the restaurant we used to visit, and at the VIP venue.

After that, start a stressful conversation.