
During the trip we talked a lot about the past, and laughed out loud at each other. The air is very cool, and the view is very beautiful. We continued to drive on the cliffs. The view from up here is so, many mountains are lined around it.
I never knew this place, how could Yudo know such a beautiful place. It was as if I was united with nature, then as soon as we arrived. We got out of the car immediately, and went to the inn we had booked. But before that I want to go around first alone in this tour.
It's been a long time for me not to go away like with friends. In the past, with my friends, we always played together every time we went home from school even if only for a short time. Well. but what can be done, the more mature a person, the more narrow life. Because his free time is spent working.
I went to a beautiful place that was on the edge of a cliff. Looks like it's the place to see the view from up here. There were so many towering trees, and I realized that there was a river down there.
I put both elbows of my hands on the supports, and put my head on both palms of my hands while enjoying the beauty of nature. The air's getting cooler, and it's fresh, it feels like I want to fly.
"Hey... Great view, right?" asked Akai who suddenly came to me while looking ahead.
"Yes, did you plan all this?" my many.
"Yes of course..who else would it be if not me?" ask Akai.
"Huh.. I expected, I thought this kind of idea was from that kid" I murmured.
"How about tonight we go here again?" akai.
"For what? after all, it will be very cold tonight" I said.
"It's true, but you can't miss the night view" said the excited Akai.
"Alright, we'll see the scenery at night together" I said.
"Eh!? that's not what I mean, it's just the two of us" Akai said.
"It's more fun to be together, right then tonight we'll gather here. Then I go first, I want to go back to the inn.." I said.
Then all of a sudden my hand was held by Akai, and when I was facing back to look at her. Akai immediately kissed me, without warning, I was very surprised, and very upset. I was silent as soon as I was kissed, holding my anger.
I clenched both my hands ready to beat him. But I had to hold it in, my mouth was also anxious to say that I was actually a man. But I had to hold it all for my sake, I was really very angry.
I have to control my emotions, I cannot lose my own emotions. I won't lose again, but I'm so upset, I can't help myself anymore. I better just tell you everything about the real me that I'm a man.
"You! don't act like that anymore you idiot! did you know that.." Then suddenly Yudo came up to me, and patted me on the shoulder slowly. He was trying to contain my explosive anger.
"Huhu...this jerk guy kissed me all of a sudden, huhu" said I who ran while crying. This is my act, because Yudo blinked his eyes at me. Gesticulating me to do the acting.
"Gillie! you're a real jerk!" yudo approached Akai, and slapped him. Then Yudo went to get to me, because it seemed like Yudo had seen what Akai had done to me.
So I don't have to shut myself up again if he kisses me. That way my acting is perfect, but I'm still very upset with him. I wanted so badly to beat him up that it grew killing intent on me. My heart is so hot, my mind has only the thought of killing him.
My body continued to tremble even though I tried to calm down. I'm so upset, I feel like I want to destroy this world. How disgusting! so disgusting! I'll kill him! I'll kill him! only words like that came out of my mind.
I went back to the inn, and there was Carlo, and Kajo watching television. Maybe I should also act crying in front of them. So I ran crying, and went into my room, and locked it.
Then the two of them who saw me like that, they were surprised, and approached me. They knocked on my door many times, and said what happened to me. But I just cried harder and harder.
"Miss Gillie! what's wrong, miss!?" ask them while knocking on my door.
Then it was time for Yudo to continue his acting. Yudo returned to the inn with a sad face, and was lethargic. It was as if his hope had been lost, then Yudo sat in the living room bowing his head.
Then the two of them immediately went to Yudo to ask what happened to me.
"Miss Yaomi! what happened to Miss Gillie?" ask them with worried faces.
"Akai.. akai jerk! she had kissed Gillie one-sidedly all of a sudden!" yudo shouted furiously.
"What's!? goddamn bum! you fucking guy! I'll beat him up!" said Carlo who went out.
"Wait for Carlo" said Kajo, who drew Carlo's hand.
"Are you not upset what Akai did to miss? he seemed to have lost his mind until he dared to do so. I'll fix his head, by smashing his head!" carlo said very angry.
Since Carlo was already angry like that, no one could stop his anger. Kajo also allows Carlo to go beat Akai, because he does not know which one to do. Therefore the kajo chose to let Carlo beat up Akai.
But... Yudo saw the annoyed face of Kajo, it seemed like he also wanted to beat up Akai. But he was holding back from fighting. As Yudo saw at that time with the two of them. It seemed like the two of them were fine men, as they were not as reckless as Akai.
They can still hold themselves back to us because they are guarding the honor of a woman. Even though we're not really women, I don't have to beat her up anymore. Because Carlo has replaced me to beat up that jerk.
But my body is still trembling uncontrollably, I would love to kill him. Really a very high killing desire. My soul is fighting against my will. I have to hold myself back, because I can't kill anyone anymore.