
Tomorrow has come, this morning I must get ready to go to my television station. My heart was pounding so much, it felt better that I just die. Many people will be watching, and will soon find out the truth.
"Miss Gillie.. Why does your face look so pale?" ask Akai.
Ah right also I almost forgot about Akai, her, and I have repaired our broken friendship since she took part in helping me. At first he wanted to leave, and isolate himself from me. But because I don't have a problem with what happened back then.
And talking to Akai, Akai finally did not leave. But behind my current fear, I wanted to know what Akai's expression would be like when I found out that I was a man. Maybe I'll laugh out loud, or feel embarrassed, ah I don't know!.
"Is it because you want to show everyone something when the broadcast starts?" akai asked, before I told him that I wanted to show something to the entire audience.
"Yes, you might be surprised, I'm really looking forward to it" I said with a chuckle.
"Hmm? I don't know what it is, but I promise I won't be surprised" Akai said confidently.
"I'm done... So we're just going?" asked Yudo who suddenly came, after he got ready.
"All right, I'm ready come" I said with my trembling body.
"Haha! ready for what until your body shakes in fear so haha!" laughter Yudo.
"Whisper! all right let's go" I said who immediately entered the car driven by Kajo who was our personal driver.
"Oh yeah, you guys are coming over to watch our show right?" yudo asked Akai, and Carlo, who was already prepared with dazzling clothes.
"Of course we're ready Miss Yaomi" they said in a male-ass pose.
After that we finally left, I was still very nervous. My body still trembled, and became limp because I was so afraid of him. But yesterday my dad told me that you're going to be a spectator at my show in person.
But still, even though father said so I still felt an overwhelming fear. Because all this time I lived in hiding, and lost my true identity. I have also invited Glasya to watch our live broadcast.
"Miss, we have reached our destination" said Kajo who immediately exited, and opened our door.
I'm surprised that we've arrived, time seems to go so fast for me because I keep thinking about what will happen when I'm on stage, and tell me the truth about myself. I was so scared, then suddenly Yudo patted me on the shoulder with a smile while blinking his eyes.
"Calm down. You don't have to be afraid, because after this, you can live freely as you want. You no longer need to cover up who you really are as you are now" Yudo said, making me confident in his words.
Then I got out of the car, and walked, "Thank you, my best friend" I said.
"Haha what the hell.your words amused me" Yudo said.
"What's!? you were the first to say such words just now. You don't think I'm ticklish hearing it!" I said the upset one.
"Hahaha, but I don't remember what I said before" Yudo said.
"Bas with you." I said, furious with him.
As soon as we entered, we were greeted warmly, and gently as usual by our staff. Before the live broadcast began, we were getting ready again. This time I will be asked what I want to say before, like a talk show.
I was very tense, so appeared on the live broadcast this time. It is not felt that the talk show has been going on for 20 minutes. At first we were just talking, and it seemed like it was time for this to start with what I wanted to say to the public.
"Well I'll show you right now, wait a minute, yeah." I said leaving the stage.
Then I went to the locker room with a fear of ghosts enveloping me. I was so scared, and nervous, it didn't feel like my heart was beating. Am I ready... to.. show myself to the world, who am I really?.
I looked in the mirror and looked at my face. Then suddenly I heard a small voice in my heart, "Do it". Those words gave me courage even if it was just a little, at least it was enough for me.
But all of a sudden I heard a commotion, which I don't know what's going on outside. I better think about myself, about how I say it later on stage. But I heard something from the noise.
"Sorry sir, you can't be here, even if you say you're an important person here" said someone out there.
"There's something I want to show you, so please just let it enter the stage" said a person whose voice I'm familiar with.
"Sorry sir but you're not..."
Then suddenly came the boss who arranged this event, "Let him"
"What's!? but boss..."
"Thank you. I'm leaving first" said the stranger.
I try to remember whose voice it was? it felt familiar, it seemed like I often heard the voice of that person. Then suddenly after that there was someone talking on the stage who replaced me talking. I don't know who he is, is he the one that Dad sent to solve this problem?.
"Hi everyone, there's something I want to say to all of you" said the man, whose voice reached the dressing room. Of course the sound is heard because it is a very large place, and filled with many people using a microphone, and speakers that work make the sound sound louder, and festive.
"This sound! no mistake anymore!" I immediately cleaned up the makeup on my face, and changed my clothes to men's clothes, and immediately ran into the stage. The people around me were surprised that the one who came out was not Miss Gillie, but a man.
"Actually I am..."
"Wait... Yudo.." said I who was bored, Yudo was not surprised to see me, and even smiled. It seemed like he had planned all of this, that he would reveal his true identity to the world. Butwhy? will he not live in the form of Yaomi for a long time, or perhaps forever?.
Of course everyone who saw us was very surprised, and there was a commotion. They're wondering what's going on here, and where is Miss Gillie. The noise of the crowd, and the noise in my ears, made my body tremble again.
Then Yudo approached me with a smile, like a friend who always helped me when I was in trouble. Every time I don't know which path I'm going to take, Yudo is always with me helping me choose, and walking along the path we decide.
"Don't be afraid like a woman, you must remember that you are a strong man, tough, and also brave" said Yudo who tried to strengthen my heart.
"I can do it. Just look at the audience has frightened me like this" said I, who was still hesitant, and trembled.
"There's me who's always with you here, we're not friends. My job as your best friend is to always support you, no matter what" Yudo said.
"You've always been like this, while I can't give you anything" I said, disappointed in myself for always relying on Yudo.
"You have made me feel the warmth of the family." said Yudo who smiled broadly at me, to my surprise, and slowly my fear of the world disappeared. His gaze was that of a tough man, despite being given various sufferings.
Even so, he was still tough, and never fell down. He continued to pursue what he wanted, that's what I see from my point of view on Yudo at the moment. Do I have to say it right now? i... I'll tell you right now!.