Turns Out He Is A Boy
The Same People

Then I allowed Yudo into my room, because we lived in the same room. Meanwhile Akai was in the same room as Carlo. Then for Kajo he has his own room. Yudo tried to calm me down, even though I still could not calm down easily.

"Claude, calm your heart, and rest. Forget what happened, and go to sleep, then tomorrow you will not be angry like this again" Yudo said.

"Do you know what it's like. I'm really so angry!" I said the one who couldn't help myself.

Then Yudo took hold of my shoulder, and I saw a face I had never seen of him. He smiled widely, it was seen in his heart that something was so painful but he was still able to get up. Looking at his current gaze made me feel stupid.

A very honest look would be about her, I immediately understood the moment I saw a smile from her. A very different smile, rather a smile that has risen from suffering to happiness. It seems like Yudo is having more difficult things than I was before.

"I-I'm sorry, I really don't know that you.." Yudo suddenly moved, and immediately came out of the room.

"You don't have to apologize, you just have to hold back" Yudo said, closing the door as soon as he walked out.

"It turns out, you've had a harder life since a long time ago when you changed your appearance... Yudo" murmured me with guilt.

Then in the meantime Carlo was running around to find Akai. He forgot to ask where Akai was before, and in the end Carlo found Akai in the same place as before, it seemed like he had only been there. Maybe he was looking at the scene right now, feeling guilty for me.

Then Carlo approached Akai, and pulled his body with all his might until Akai fell hard. Bruk! Carlo looks so angry, he seems to hate what Akai did to me. But on the other side...

"What are you doing?" akai said while waking up.

"You! how dare you do something like that to Miss Gillie!" shouted Carlo who walked over to Akai to beat him again.

Akai was just him, and did not fight, he just lowered his face while being beaten up by Carlo. Maybe right now he really feels guilty about what he did to me. At that time Akai's mood was so bad, it felt like her heart was really hurt because of what she did.

And also. because of my attitude towards him, even though he already loves me very much. But seeing me who rejected her was heartbroken. It's still impossible for me to have more of a relationship than a friend with him.

Unless I'm out of my mind, "Jawab I'm a jerk! why are you doing it huh!" carlo shouted as he pulled the collar of Akai's clothes with both hands.

"Haha! ahaha! because I'm a jerk! ahaha! miss Gillie is so beautiful, so I can't stand her! ahaha!" akai said that uttered unexpected words.

Akai was devastated by the incident back then, his heart had been completely broken because of me. That's why he's quiet, and he doesn't do anything. It's better if he continues what he did to me, I think he's completely insane now.

He... is very similar to my old self, when I was slandered by Yudo who became Yaomi in 2nd grade High School. I lied because I was already very bad at that time. Therefore it is better that I continue what has become a misunderstanding of it.

I shouldn't have behaved like that to her, I shouldn't have been so hard on her. Because she's been hurt so much before because my sister killed me, the only family she has. Then he found someone who made his life change.

He wanted to chase after her, and continue to always be next to that person.that person was me, then once I behaved badly to her, it was as if someone the two wished had betrayed him, and had his life ruined. I'm really sorry, but if I wasn't like that, he'd be even more dangerous to me.

That's why I have no other way than that, I really don't know if it's going to end up like this. Then after that Carlo returned to the inn once all his anger had gone by beating Akai with satisfaction.

Then when Akai wanted to see me in my room, she saw the door of her room open, and I wasn't there. I went to meet Carlo when Yudo came out of my room, and watched television with Kajo. Because they were too cool to watch television, so I could go quietly from them.

"Hey! where's Miss Gillie!" carlo shouted in panic seeing that I was not in his room.

"What's!? miss Gillie wasn't in her room?" said Yudo who was surprised to know that I ran away without telling him.

"How could you not know!" said Carlo who was getting panicked.

"Have not made a fuss, we better look for it immediately" said Kajo who tried to calm things down.

In the meantime, I was actually there. When Carlo beat up Akai like that, I heard everything they were talking about. I could feel the pain that Akai was experiencing right then and there.

I was cursing behind the tree while watching them. I deliberately didn't go there because I wanted to listen to what Akai was going through right now. I felt really guilty, then I slowly walked over to Akai who was still lying there.

Perhaps for a while his entire body was numb due to Carlo's attack. I knelt in front of him, he was still streaming his tears from earlier. I don't know why it feels like I also want to cry, because of the pain in nature.

Not far from the pain I was in, even though I still had a family. But my heart was completely broken back then, because of someone who had ruined my life completely. Robin, he's the one who ruined my life.

My trust in others has disappeared since then, and I promise I won't trust anyone. It felt like my heart had really been broken back then, actually why the time I didn't come to my house was because I was scared.

I'm afraid they won't believe me, they'll behave like everyone else. The look I wanted to avoid, that look was very frightening to me, and it had already put a sense of trauma in my little heart. But seeing Akai like this seems like I am a fool.

Again I cry in front of others like a fool, haha. I cried so hard while bowing my head. I couldn't help myself anymore when I saw someone like me. The light in his life had betrayed him, that was how he felt right now, as well as me.

I still can't forget those moments...