Turns Out He Is A Boy
The Strong Determination

Today I went to the streets by myself in the square after school, not because no one wanted to accompany me. I just need time to be alone here, I just need time to be alone, and think things through quickly.

I sat on the park bench looking at the sky, many birds flying in the afternoon coming back to their nests. The air here is also very fresh because many large trees are well maintained, and fragrant flowers around it.

I sighed slowly, then suddenly I was surprised by the sudden arrival of someone who was nongolous in my sight. I was very surprised, that person was a beautiful woman, and was wearing charming clothes.

"Do I want to be with you?" ask the woman?.

"No need, I already have a boyfriend" I replied coldly.

"Oh... Then can I sit here?" ask the woman again.

"Overall, this is a public place" I said.

"I'm sorry, 'cause I thought I'd be interrupting your alone time" she said.

"Why are you apologizing? strange.." answered me who was lazy to serve him.

"Let's go. I think I should apologize to you. I'm sorry if I may know." said the woman stopped talking because I cut her off.

"Stop those sorry words, you're not bothering me at all. I don't want to listen to someone's apology right now" I said with a sad face.

"Alright... Then, can I know what your problem is? I see you're in trouble, and feeling overwhelmed" said the woman.

"Whatchu mean? I just want to breathe some fresh air here" I replied.

"Sometimes saying your problem to someone you don't know will make you feel better" she smiled at me.

I saw Eren's mature face. But that is impossible, Eren is no longer in this world because of my mistakes. But it's weird because I can see a mature face. The last time I met him was like a child.

"What's your name?"

"Eh!? na-my name is Ritsa" said the woman smiling sweetly at me.

I was quite amazed to see his smile, "Ehem. My name is Claude" I said.

"So... Can I now know what your problem is?" asked Ritsa who was unceasingly asking me that.

"Well, what can you do, you are very curious about the lives of others" I said.

"Haha.I'm sorry, because I think I saw you need someone's help" Ritsa said.

"Huh again you're sorry. Well then, I'll tell you" I said.

But I didn't expect that I could speak calmly like this to a stranger I just knew. Maybe it was because her voice sounded so smooth that I wanted to cry, and say everything.

"So then...Why don't you just follow what your heart says?" said Ritsa.

"What my heart says doesn't seem to exist, because I always follow what my brain wants" I said to the surprise of the woman.

"Eh!? hmm..how is it, if from the way your friend Robin treated you it seems like she really wanted to show me something. Another possibility is that he seems to have a grudge against you so you get worried like this" Ritsa said.

"Sudge... So you're saying that he seems to have a relationship with my friend Eren?" my many.

"Yes, that is one possibility because of her treatment of you" Ritsa said.

"You're right too.. Then..what should I do now?" many confusions.

"Well, how come, you're so weird because your heart is still numb. Then there's another way" Ritsa said blinking her eyes.

"What is that..."

"Just go ahead and do what you want to do now. Oh yes then I go first huh.. until later" said Ritsa who immediately hurriedly left.

About what I wanted to do. maybe it's gonna get better, or not. What if it's going to be bad in the future, then what I have to do. Then I'll have to pressure Robin to say what he means.

But what if his words were true, and all his treatment of me was just a coincidence. Then what should I do if it happens, maybe I'll be hated again by everyone. Then I'll be stamped as a bad guy for forcing someone.

I have to how dad... What should I do right now? I'm so confused. Though my father told me to protect my friends, but do I have to obey my wishes now. Will it have a bad impact on me, or not?.

Then about not hating my friend because he's been hurt enough all this time... Robin?. Because according to the information I'm currently gathering leads to Robin. Because he was trying to remind me of my past.

Yep! aye! what I mean is Robin then there's no need to be confused anymore. I need to talk to Robin right now, if I don't want anything to do. I had to force him to tell me everything he knew, what it had to do with Eren my past friend.

To hell with the worst possibility, for now I just want what answer he will give. Even if I have to repeat my past mistakes, I have to know the answer. Rather than me continuing to suffer like this because of his attitude towards me.

I immediately ran to the parking lot, and took my motorcycle. Then I immediately went home at full speed. As soon as I got home I put my bike in, and changed my clothes.

"Excuse me!" I shouted, and Robin's mother came out of the house, and opened the fence.

"What's up, son?" ask Robin's mother. But somehow it feels like there's something weird about Robin's mother's style of speech. Though usually Robin's mother will welcome me warmly because I have been considered as her own child.

But why does Robin's mother look different today, and her appearance is chaotic. Actually what happened, Robin's mother looks like she doesn't know me. But it could not be true, however, if seen from his chaotic appearance.

It seems like his life is getting worse therefore the appearance of his mother Robin looks very bad at the moment. I don't know why I feel something so strange. Like there's something I haven't known, but what...