Turns Out He Is A Boy
Loss of Trust

Tomorrow at school something happened that was very surprising, and made people afraid. In my class were written a few words on the blackboard that used someone's blood, and the body was placed under the blackboard.

The inscription on the blackboard, "It won't be long before this school will experience the same incident as that school! but there is one condition to stop this murder. You have to kill Claude" the inscription on the blackboard says.

Then after everyone read the writing on the blackboard, everyone faced me, and looked at me with a strange look. Are they thinking of killing me? I was so scared that it would happen.

"What is this really about!? holy jeez! who did this!" said a teacher who had just come, and seen what happened here. Someone who is one of the students of this school.

"Better this matter we just ask Claude sir" suggested one of the disciples among this crowd.

"Yes that's right! because Claude's name was written on this blackboard!" people sided as they pleased regardless of the other party. I thought they wouldn't be like this, I thought they would be on my side, and sort this out together.

Then I was taken to the teacher's office, and asked for an explanation. Because the message on the blackboard was about me. Actually I already know who did this, I'm pretty sure that Robin did this kind of vile deed.

I didn't expect Robin to go this far. What exactly was the purpose of him doing all this to me! if he wants to kill me. Just kill me don't anybody else you son of a bitch! why don't you just kill me!.

I understand why Robin did all this to me. He just wanted me to continue to suffer, and suffer for all eternity. Then all of a sudden I was thinking about my father's death.

Those words kept repeating in my mind, I was so angry, and hated it so much. I instilled a great hatred of him, and also an explosive anger towards Robin.

"Claude! explain everything that happened here. What exactly have you done?" ask my principal.

"I really didn't do anything sir! believe me" I said in a panic.

"Father, I'm really disappointed that you've done something like this Claude! do you want to tarnish the school's good name? though you are an accomplished child, and also good. Now be honest, and tell me the truth!" shouted my principal, who was very angry with me.

"Why don't you want to listen to my words first. Why do you always act so easily! why are there humans like you! you all better just die!" I shouted with explosive anger.

All the teachers who saw my behavior, as well as all the students who saw me from the outside were very surprised by my actions just now. I couldn't control my emotions, because I kept thinking that the one who killed my father was Robin. I'm so angry I want to destroy everything I see.

"Claude! now you dare to yell at the teacher! you think you're the killer!" shouted the headmaster who was also angry because of my disrespectful attitude towards him.

I see the eyes of people I don't want to see. The gaze that had happened in the past, which was caused by Yaomi. The look of hatred from them. I was very angry with all of them as well.

Though I have been good to all of them, but once they do me evil, they immediately throw me away like an item. Smiles, they are gone, which is always given to me.

The good I've done is all for naught, just because... Robin!. I'll kill you Robin! I'm gonna kill you, Robin! just watch out you fucking!. Sorry dad.again I broke my promise, I must hate Robin even if she has been hurt all along.

I'll never let go, I don't need to find out who he is, once I find him I'll run after him, and kill him. I don't care about the pain you mean, my pain must be further away from him.

"Claude! so this is the real you!" the principal said with a snarl at me.

Then I lowered my head, and immediately ran out of the teacher room as soon as possible. Because I know if I don't escape now, I'll definitely be arrested, and put in jail. I don't want to be in a place like that, because I still have a purpose.

"Hey where are you going! quickly catch the boy!" the headmaster shouted to get everyone to run, and caught me.

Then they all came after me. But I ran away anyway, I would never turn myself in even if I was wrong. They have really been drifting in their self-made stand, they are truly selfish people.

At first glance while I was running, I bumped into Glasya. I looked at Glasya who was crying loudly while looking at me with sadness. I said in my heart, "Sorry Glasya, because again I have made a mess".

I kept making a mess, and again Glasya had misunderstood me. Yesterday was a great day for me with Glasya, and Peter, and Yaomi.

I didn't expect that after I experienced happiness, suffering came to pick me up. Sorry Glasya. someday I will explain it to you, after my goal has been completed all. Maybe we won't see each other again.I don't know why I'm so sure of that.

My tears started to come out, and wet my cheeks. I kept crying, thinking about everything that had happened. I hate everyone so much, I will instill my hatred for others in the depths of my heart.

I walk no longer be nice to everyone, I'll throw away all my attitude all this time. This is a completely meaningless attitude, just an attitude that brings trouble! I hate the good.

Maybe someday I'll be a jerk, haha! I don't know why I'm so sure of that. The smile they gave me, and their good attitude was just fake. I will never trust anyone else, even if they have a blood relationship with me.

I don't care at all. I start to understand it from now on. Because everyone will behave as they please, and not think of others who suffer because of it. Fuck the good guys! they are all just fraudsters!.