
I was very confused by my feelings, whether I could still forgive Eren who had killed my father. I can't understand what I'm feeling right now, all the feelings are mixed together. But in hindsight there was something strange about the murder of my father.
How could father just die with a body impaled on his body, and again no one was aware of the murder. Dad just died without anyone knowing.This is very similar to the murder Eren committed against many people.
No one knew who killed him, someone who could infiltrate violently, and just run away so quickly. That's what Eren did as I know, this matter is still not completely finished, it just needs a final touch, and it's all over.
"Eren... did you.. kill my father?" I asked her suddenly seriously.
Instantly Eren was surprised, "What!? I never killed your father" Eren said.
"Say..tell me honestly! did you kill my father!" it was my screams that vented my anger at him.
Eren got scared because I snapped, "Mom-not me. I didn't kill your father, not at all" Eren said.
"Haha! until the end you keep running this stupid game! your actions are outrageous!..."
"You are outrageous! do you think your act of killing me is not outrageous! and again you slandered me without proof" said Eren who cut my conversation in annoyance, and teary eyes.
"Then who is..."
"Not him"
Again my conversation was cut off by someone who had just come down from above. At first I thought it was Yudo, who was meddling in my matters. I was so shocked, that my heart stopped beating.
I didn't expect this to happen at all, I didn't expect this at all. It's just my fantasy, right? it's just a dream, right? this can't happen, right?. But its existence was so strong, that it made me cry loudly again.
"Am I dreaming." I said dumbly looking at the man.
"You're not dreaming, come here, and hug me... My son Claude" said the man who looked like he was a grown man, his face was so unfamiliar, that he was none other than my father who I thought was dead.
Then I got up, and ran staggering towards my father who opened wide to his two hands. As soon as I directly hugged my father's body, it felt so warm. To make my tears wet my father's clothes.
"You!. You old jerk!" eren shouted that looked very angry to father.
I don't know what made him angry, and hate my father so much. I seem to remember something about past events. Where after I killed Eren, you covered this up with the power you had.
I don't know who my father really is to be able to do that. Then the fate of Eren's parents, now in a mental hospital, the father who said that Eren's parents were patients from a mental hospital who ran away, to cover up the mistakes I made.
It seems that the news was known by Eren, if both parents were slandered insane, to be put into a mental hospital. And all of these problems started with my mistakes, and eventually caused problems everywhere.
Then dad let go of my embrace, and walked towards Eren. But I was surprised by what my father did, he kowtowed before Eren as a form of apology for what I did to a person who was very valuable to him.
"I'm sorry." said my father, to Eren's surprise.
"Haha! only now are you saying sorry to me! real funny. Though you've known where I am for a long time, do you think I don't know that you've been investigating me all this time" said Eren, who left me shocked, and my father shocked.
"Huh!? so.. you already know.." said my father who spoke with a stutter.
"Of course you're a jerk! the person I hate the most is your family!" said Eren who still could not ease his anger.
While I just stay behind them without knowing what happened all this time. I have a lot of questions I want to ask them. What exactly is going on? what kind of game are you guys doing to me? I feel like my life is being played with.
All this time I never knew what happened until it was like this, but suddenly the person who disappeared and already considered himself dead. Even coming closer again, more precisely into my life again.
"You can do as much as you do to me, you can kill me. Anything! please you can do whatever you want to me. I will be ready for what you say" said my father, who pleaded before Eren, completely motionless, and remained in such a state of prostration.
Though this is my fault.why should the father who received it, "It turns out true with the saying that I know, if the fruit falls not far from the tree. Your behavior is the same as what your son did" Eren said.
Instantly the atmosphere of this room became more gripping. It was so quiet that there was not a single sound in this room. But... will Eren open his heart to my father? and choose to forget everything that happened, and forgive my father?.
"Initially I hated you guys so much. It felt like every time I met one of you, I wanted to kill you. But. once you see the real contents of your heart before me, it makes my heart melt. If only I had been born a man, maybe my heart would have been harder, and would have killed you both.
But unfortunately I was born as a woman with a soft heart. It's easy to get hurt for a second, it feels like my heart has been hollow, and full of wounds since what you've done for the first time" Eren said.
"So the point is." I said who entered into the conversation between the two of you.
"I choose to forgive you, but I have one request" Eren said.
"Of course I'll grant you what you want!" I said, and my father simultaneously.
"Basic.. father son is the same..well my request is..."
That's the end of all these problems, finally resolved even though I'm still very confused about what happened here. There are so many things I want to ask, but it seems better that I ask later. But for Eren, it seemed like he still felt that suffering.
Who would have both parents be treated that way, and again to our family who is like this family. That trust was shattered in one day, with what I did, and continued with my father treating both of Eren's parents badly.
But.. does this story end here? I don't know if there might be anything more to tell.