
Everyone fell silent, and no one dared to disturb this silence. Until Fred sat down again to the chair, then everyone went back to their respective places. Looks like Fred solved the problem well, not using violence.
Free chose to give in, and kept quiet.I finally plan to cry it worked. I didn't think such a cheap way could solve such a big problem. Maybe if I were the real me this commotion would continue. But I'm still suspicious of Fred's intentions, why would he interfere in the matter?.
"Let's go, baby, let's go home" I said, drawing Carlo's hand.
Then we left the bar and went back to where I lived. It's very dangerous, what if Fred will keep coming to my bar until his goal is done, which is to find me who has made a fuss in my own bar.
"Umm... Is she crying because of me?" asked Carlo whose face was flushed.
"Of course not stupid! I just acted in front of everyone. Because I want to go home, and you know for yourself, that he's looking for the culprit, and that's me" I said.
"Ah.. true as well" said the sad Carlo.
As usual once I got back, they all greeted me with respect. Today I was very tired, better now I go straight to bed, and change clothes to sleep first.
"Miss... are you okay? your face looks pale" asked Akai who was worried about me.
"I'm fine." I said with a smile.
"Hey Carlo.. What have you done to Miss hah!" said Akai who thought badly of Carlo while pulling his collar.
"I didn't do anything to Miss" Carlo said.
"Hey it's Akai. Don't make a scene here! I want to sleep!" I shouted in annoyance, which made people shocked, and fell silent with my loud voice.
Then I change my clothes with sleepwear, once I get to bed I feel lazy to sleep. Like there's something I've missed that I haven't done. Then I went to the edge of the building to look at the stars in the sky.
For some reason it felt like my heart was so empty, I felt like there was something lacking for me. I didn't know what it was, and my mind was always feeling tired. The world no longer feels good to me, again every time I look up at the sky.
Eren always just pops into my mind, "Sorry Eren. You must hate me so much. Then for dad.I also want to apologize to you dad, because now I'm a lot different from what I used to be. I was a bad child, it seems like I don't deserve to be your son" I muttered in the midst of solitude.
Then suddenly in the middle of the silence someone came, approaching me who surprised me. I was very surprised that Akai suddenly came to the 4th floor. What I'm so afraid of, did she know that I was a man? or he just found out.
"Since when have you come!" yells annoyed.
"Don't be sad anymore.don't feel guilty again to someone who doesn't exist. Because it will only make you feel burdened, and slumped. You have to rise from that painful past, because they always see you from nature.
Then I paused for a moment, and thought back to Akai's words just now. I thought that his words were true, that I could no longer continue to mourn him for the rest of my life. Because it'll only cause me trouble, and it won't make me rise.
I'm just going to stay behind, behind the people I want to beat. Because I can't develop, and just think about the past. A past that I must forget so that I can rise up, and start a new life.
"Did that moment...have you forgotten about it?" my many.
"Yes, there is nothing else I can do but step forward" Akai said.
"You're right, but since when are you here" I said, waiting for the answer.
"I came when you walked in here, and actually I wanted to surprise you. But all of a sudden you say that. You gotta get up, miss, I'm sure you can!" akai said cheering me on.
"Haha, you're so funny" I said, unconsciously acting like a woman.
"You're so funny, I've always admired the beauty God gave you" said Akai, who smiled at me.
"ah! come back quickly, and never try to come here again without my permission!" I said while pushing Akai's body.
Then I caught my hand, and pulled it so we fell, and crushed each other. My face is red as well as Akai's, this doesn't mean I like her, it's because I'm so embarrassed. It's too much, I can't let anyone behave like this.
"Akai.. quickly get out of here. someday you will regret it" I said with a cold look.
"Ah... alright.I'll go" said Akai who was slightly surprised.
I just remembered that the back is not closed properly. So one could enter freely easily around the wooden wall, and just walk into the 4th floor. Tomorrow morning I have to ask them to close it later.
But on the other hand if only the wooden wall that is made is covered properly. Of course I won't get any lessons from Akai. I am very grateful to Akai for telling me, and also encouraging me even though Akai did it all because she thought I had a woman.
The next morning a princess woke up from her sleep, and immediately got ready to go downstairs. To take care of his people, akh! I am so disgusted to read it. This morning we were surprised by the arrival of a bus that stopped in front of the entrance to this building.
We were all freaking out when we saw one bus coming here, and again what the people who were on this bus were trying to do. But as soon as I got off to see the bus, I was very surprised that it was the bus I had been on before.
The bus with the number 9 in front of the windshield, which made all my body tremble with goosebumps. I felt that something bad was going to happen to me, because the arrival of this bus made me feel uncomfortable. Then two people got out of the bus, and he was... Peter, and Fred.