Warrior (Shewolf)
Chapter 11: I Kill Someone?!

"Again!"

Beck shouted out loudly. Allana sighed and wiped her sweat.

"Allana! Don't be slow, hurry up! Do again!"

Allana grunts annoyed. He no longer felt strong. His whole body was sick and tired. Allana gulped and prepared. He held the shield and pointed it in front of his chest. He began to run and strongly pushed the person who was already preparing not far in front of him.

Klang!!

The sound of the shield's thump was heard.

"Too weak. Stronger still."

Allana took a few steps back. He immediately started running again and crashed into the person in front of him again with the shield he was carrying.

"Still weak Allana! You need to be stronger!"

"But I've been pushing it hard!"

"Not strong enough. Do again!"

Allana grunts annoyed. He felt like he was pushing hard but still not enough for Beck.

"Allana, you're a warrior. You can be stronger than that."

"Yes maybe and maybe you also forgot I just became a werewolf. I didn't even ask to be the strongest warrior." Allana grumbled as she walked to her original place. Beck heard all Allana said. Beck walked over to Allana.

"I didn't ask to be a beta in my life either. We don't choose all the roles in the werewolf pack, whether it's beta, gamma, warrior. The power of those who choose their roles. When you become a beta, then you do have that beta power. For those who have just become a werewolf like you, your true strength is still hidden or not yet honed. That's my job here. I'm trying to get the true warrior power out of you. So Allana, don't hold it. Take all your power out."

"What if I can't control that power?"

"You can Allana, you should. I'll teach you how to control your powers."

"What... Uhm... Could I be a normal werewolf? I don't want to be a warrior." Allana lowered her head.

"Trust in you and your strength Allana. They'll guide you."

"Huf.. I don't know. I've been practicing for a few days but there's not the slightest development."

"Because you're not doing it wholeheartedly."

Allana looked at Beck.

"I know you're here to practice. But this is no ordinary exercise. We all went through this exercise. It's an exercise to shape your character, develop and master your strengths. Or maybe you have another goal?"

Allana. He's getting nervous. Right what Beck said. He doesn't want to train too hard. All he wants is to find out the truth of who he is, what he is. Just want to master the wolf side and after that? After that he would no longer be a werewolf. Once she knows the truth and can control her wolf side, she will return, returning to being the old Allana.

"Of course I want to train." Allana answered lying and sure, Beck and the others didn't need to know that. Beck looked into Allana's eyes. Allana just looked at Beck for a moment and lowered her head. "But.. Does it have to be this hard?"

"You're a warrior of Allana, especially the warrior who predicted it. It means you have great power. You must be able to control that power."

"But I don't feel any power! Yes, that's right, I am indeed stronger than before I became a werewolf. But that's it, nothing else. I'm sure you feel that way too."

Allana grunts annoyed. That was what really made him believe that he was not the warrior. He told me the truth, if he didn't feel anything.

"That's because you didn't do it wholeheartedly. Do it again, now."

Allana took a deep breath. Beck went back to his place.

"It seems like a dead end." said Melisa who was already standing near Beck.

"Entahlah Mel. Something's holding him back."

"Do we raise up the wolf soul? We're asking Luna to do it."

"I'm not sure Luna can. Seeing from the condition of Luna and Allana's mother who is not from our pack anymore."

"But what's wrong with trying. Or the. We're asking your highness for a favor?"

Beck looked at Melisa.

"Your highness?"

"You know, king Lycanthrope, king Kei."

"No, no. Don't involve them. You remember what Luna said. Do not involve the king in our pack especially this. Besides they don't necessarily believe that our pack still exists."

"Huf.. Then how should we?"

"I'm sure he can. It's just that he's too... Restrained it. I don't know what the problem is."

"Maybe he's scared. You know, he has the equivalent alph and beta powers. He's very strong. Maybe he's afraid he can't control his powers."

"Maybe."

Beck looked at Allana who was preparing.

"You ready for Allana?"

Allana nodded confidently.

"Don't hold back your power Allana. Let him out. She's..." Beck pointed to the woman who will be hit by Allana. "He's a werewolf. He's been trained. He will be able to withstand your attack. If he gets hurt, he'll be fine soon. We can heal ourselves."

Allana nodded. He still doubts.

"Do Allana!"

Allana galloped and smashed into the woman in front of her with a shield. The woman moved a little.

"Not strong Allana. He's not even begging!"

Allana is back in her position. He closed his eyes and regulated his breathing.

"You want me to take all my power out and not hold it back? Alright. You'll get it. Although I'm not sure I have that great power, but you'll get your wish Beck."

Allana opened her eyes. He seemed focused from before. He took a deep breath. He felt something in his body. A great power. He felt his power.

Allana ran fast. He pushed the woman in front of him with all his strength. The woman floated quite high and crashed far away. Allana's surprised. He did not believe what he saw. Beck and the others were shocked. They took her place.

"Allana, you did it! YOU SUCCEEDED!!" Gyria shouted and jumped in excitement. He hugged Leysha who was still standing by his side and jumped with Gyria.

"Gosh, this is amazing."

Beck and Melisa smile.

"Told you's. He just held it." Beck patted Melisa's shoulder.

"It looks so."

"Quick check Arnett. See if he's okay."

One of them went straight to check on Arnett, the woman who was in Allana's hempas. Gyria came to Allana and shook her body strongly.

"Allana you succeeded! Why are you quiet?"

"What's.... Did I do that?"

"Yes Allana, that's you. That's you!!"

Gyria shook Allana's body again.

"May!!"

One of the men who was checking Arnett came back in a hurry.

"Mamma..."

"Yes? What was? Why is your face so pale?"

"I-it's... That's..."

"Tell it right. What's up with Arnett?" Melissa seemed impatient.

"He.. He was unconscious beta. Her.. She's.."

Beck runs towards Arnett, followed by the others. They arrived shortly. Arnett has gone far enough. Beck saw Arnett's body. His body was lying on the ground and unconscious.

"Take a look, is he still alive."

Melisa squatted down and examined Arnett's body.

"He's alive but very weak."

"Hurry up and bring him. We'll take it to the pack."

"But our pack is far away Beck."

"really. Let's take it to the city hospital. Hospital of ordinary people. Just tell me he fell in the abyss."

"good. Let's lift him up!"

Some people helped to pick up Arnett and take him away.

"Oh no... No. gabe... L'm.... I killed..."

Allana looked scared. He's sitting on the ground.

"I killed him.."

*****

An annoyed snort came out of Renald for the umpteenth time. He put a backpack on his shoulder and pulled his suitcase and left his room.

"Why should I?" he was angry when he was in front of his house.

"Oh my god Renald... Stop saying that." complained his aunt.

"But Renald doesn't want to go bi."

"You need to get out of here. You've been like a madman, practicing constantly."

"What's wrong with practicing?"

"It's not wrong Ren. But if you practice from the beginning you wake up early until you're going to sleep, that's wrong. You only quit at school. Eating is not regular. So you'd better go." Auntie gave me a pretty big parcel.

"What's this?"

"Creep for aunt's friend. Ahh there's more, wait a minute."

"Uhm.. Wait a minute, not much bi!" renald half-shouted. His aunt just kept walking while waving her hand without seeing Renald.

"Huf... It sucks."

"Stop complaining about alpha." Ted, the beads are coming over.

"I just don't understand, why should I join this exchange of students. What should I do?."

"Ren, you're smart, you know. Even your academic grades are very high. You're one of the smartest students in school!"

"Then? There are still many other clever students Ted, not just me."

"Didn't you hear what the principal said at the time? Some have been sent to other countries. It's a school program every year since the principal became the principal. You yourself want a headmaster from among ordinary humans and know nothing about werewolves."

"Yes, yeah... I wanted that. I just meant that we could blend in easily especially at school. But I'm the main donor at school, I want to turn him down."

"Huf... Alright, alright. But alpha what left the pack."

"Pack will be fine. You know this pack is protected by your mother's spell. At least until you can independently protect this pack. You are looking for trouble yourself. Why do you have to train like crazy, nonstop."

"Hey, I'm just practicing! Didn't you just say that I had to independently protect my pack, without the lady's magic?"

"Woman it's your mother Ren. Either way you hate her she is still the mother who gave birth to you. Blood relationships can't just break."

Renald looked at Ted in disbelief.

"Tumben once you said wisely like that. Are you sick? Or possessed?"

"Well! Do I look possessed now?" Ted pouting. Renald smiled amusedly.

"And also, why do you have to come? You're not one of the smartest students."

"But I'm one of the prettiest students in school of course I'm coming."

Renald. He looked dumb for a moment and then finally...

"Yahoo!!!"

"Hey, hey that's right. I'm really handsome!"

"Ughh alright, all right.. Just thinking about it makes me sick."

Ted pouted ria. He moved his lips. But finally he smiled.

"Alpha.... I'm good-looking, cute and sweet" Ted said in a made-up voice. Ted has turned into a cute. "Come alpha... I'm a cute, handsome wolf."

Renald tried hard to avoid Ted who continued to approach him and be cute to him

"Stop doing that or I'll bite you with my alphabetic teeth!"

"Whoaa you are. A little bit of your alphabets, aren't you bored?"

"That's all because you're a bitch."

"Akkhh really hurts my heart.. Ugh... It hurts..." Ted held onto his chest and made an expression of pain.

"Well! Very amusing. Then why are they coming too?" Renald pointed to a group of young people gathered not far from him and smiled at Ted's behavior earlier.

"Ohh... They're just looking after you."

"Gosh, you've just been a hassle. What need?"

"certainly necessary. You are alpha and still young, being in another city even in another country alone. And I heard that there's neutral territory, so it'd be very dangerous if you met another werewolf and they found out you were the alpha of a pack. You have no descendants."

"If alpha, beta and some gamma come along, who's gonna keep this pack?"

"I told you, this pack is safe. Your aunt can take care of her while you're gone. Just two weeks Ren."

"Huf... Alright... It's very troubling."

"What are you guys talking about? Seriously so?"

Aunt Agatha came to them with a large parcel. Renald and Ted were silent. No one answered.

"Why are you quiet?"

"It's okay bi. Is everything done?"

"It has. Here, give this to aunt's friend."

Aunt Agatha handed over a large parcel she was carrying, even larger than the one she had just.

"Geez bi, isn't this an exaggeration?"

"Of course not. I'll leave my favorite niece and her friends the diner. Of course all this is necessary." Rendal and Ted put on a sullen face. "Here we go. You're gonna miss the plane."

"Did Renald have to go?"

"We've already discussed this Ren and aunt stick to aunt's decision."

"Huf... Alright. Renald hopes aunt will regret sending Renald away from home."

"Ohh aunty will not regret. Auntie was happy to send you away, away from your pack problems and madness at rehearsals. What's really going on with your training? Aunty never saw you train that hard?"

"I think I know why" said a man who had just arrived.

"You know Beny?"

"I think I know. Maybe he's holding back.. Sexual lust. Maybe it's time for her to get married."

"Well! Very funny uncle!" renald protest.

"Is that really Ren?" everyone looked at Renald.

"Of course not bi!"

"But we also think the same thing as Mr. Beny" said one gamma named Immanuel, greeted by another nod, even Ted.

"What?!"

"Alpha invited us to endless training."

"And alpha is really excited."

"Whoa... I really didn't expect you... You're like that alpha." Ted folded his hands on his chest and shook his head.

"I... No. gabe... Wahh you guys are really working together... Waahhs... I can't believe it!!" Renald looks panicked. Everyone smiled amusedly. Renald rubbed his face.

"Tell aunt, is that true? Well yeah if it's not a problem Ren, maybe it's time. Don't forget to buy a lot of tissue and don't forget the room key."

"Auntie!!"

"Bwahahahahahha...!!"

Everyone laughed amusedly. Moreover, Renald's face is as red as a tomato. She's upset.

"I'm not like that!" enraged Renald was angry. His eyes turned red.

"Whoa... Relax alpha.."

"Okay all right, all right... It's time you guys left. Say goodbye, I'll wait for you in the car."  Beny patted Renald's shoulder gently while laughing softly.

"It's all because of uncle!"

Beny just laughed amusedly and waved his hand. Beny's not a werewolf. He's just a normal human being. Renald's family and Beny's family have been best friends since time immemorial. They always help each other. The whole Beny family knows about the werewolves. Beny's family kept it a secret for years.

"alright... Careful there. Call me if there's a problem or mindlink is okay. And please... Don't make trouble and trouble others. This was true for everyone." aunt Agatha looked at everyone sharply. Aunt hugged Renald tightly. "Your alpha body."

"Good mistress."

"Go, otherwise you will miss your flight. And remember, the aunt's friend was an ordinary human being and she knew nothing about werewolves. So beware. You understand?"

"We understand bi, take it easy. Please let Renald know if there's a problem with the pack."

"certain. Go."

Renald nodded and walked towards Uncle Benny's car.

****

Allana was still silent in her room. He just kept biting his nails. He waited nervously. Even if he didn't eat dinner with his family, he was too tired. Though he wasn't tired, he was just too scared and nervous waiting for news about Arnett. Beck told him to go straight home and wait, but it was almost midnight, he didn't hear from her.

Yoke!

The sound of a small knock on his window. Allana heard that and immediately ran towards the window of her room. Allana opened her curtains and saw two people inside into the deck. One of the people he knew as Gyria waved his hand, asking him to come down. Allana immediately opened her window and immediately went down. They ran away from home.

"Hows it? Is he dead? Did I kill him?"

"A lot of questions?"

"Ahh come... I'm worried! You said you'd tell me soon, but at this hour you've just arrived!"

"Calm Allana. You need to calm down!"

"How can I calm down?! I killed people!"

"You didn't kill him Allana, he survived."

"Really?"

"really. He entered the operating room at the hospital. He had broken bones in the ribs, arms and neck and even the back."

"God..." Allana covered her mouth with both hands. His eyes were shocked.

"He almost died, that's right. If he were an ordinary human, he would have died with that many fractures. But he's a werewolf, although it takes time to heal with that much wound, but he'll survive. She's powerful. Beck's gonna take him right away to our pack. We don't want ordinary humans to know Arnett's speedy recovery."

"You're not lying? Just to make me not afraid anymore?"

"Of course not Allana. We're telling the truth. Arnett is one of our senior coaches, he is almost as strong as Beck and Melisa. Of course we'd be sad if we lost it."

"Well if it's like that."

"Go back and sleep. We have to go to school tomorrow, remember?"

"I knew. Then... Where is Beck?"

"He's back in our pack."

"That's right. Looks like he's gonna ask the witch of our town."

"Indeed, I must ask Leysha."

"Hmmm... What will you ask?"

"About you, about your strength. Al, you have great power! Not even Beta Beck has that much power. A little late, Arnett's gonna die. But just calm down. Beta will come back and teach how to control a great power like yours, Beta is very good at controlling its power. So don't worry, everything's gonna be okay."

"I hesitated to use it again."

"No, don't say it like that. Your power is a gift, not everyone has power like yours. All you have to do now is control it."

"That's what I'm afraid of. What if I can't control my power? I'll hurt someone else again!"

"Al, if you allow your strength, you will gradually bring it out and you will still hurt others. But if you control your power as soon as possible, the chances of you hurting people will be even smaller."

"Gyria's right Al, I know it's hard for you, but try it. For your sake, your family and everyone else. You must be able to control your power."

Allana was silent. His mind was filled with all his fears.

"Okay, I don't know. I really don't know how to."

That's all Allana can say. She was so confused by her mixed feelings.

"What's this about? Is there a problem?"

They all turned their heads and found Derek standing not far away from them.

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