20 Years Adrift
Chapter 63. Feel Doubtful

"Roll!" cry Amanda.

His heart raged withstanding bitter. This man should not have come to this country. Previously he was released on bail by his family and of course spent a lot of money.

"Yes, it's me."

Roland was speechless. Amanda's thin body with my eyes made her heart feel sick. Her little heart was touched when she saw Amanda's enlarged belly.

They looked at each other for a while. After mastering her feelings, Amanda then hugged Roland tightly. Her tears were unstoppable again.

Roland carried Amanda sitting on the sofa without letting go of his embrace. His hand continued to caress his head that was leaning on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry, Amanda. I don't know if you're pregnant with my son. I should have paid more attention to you instead of living with my ambition."

Amanda hurriedly let go of her embrace. He remembered that Roland had committed immoral acts on Amanda despite being prevented by Affan

The previous feeling of happiness just evaporated. Moreover he remembered that Roland did not want to have a serious relationship with a woman. In other words, he couldn't possibly marry her.

Roland's hand held Amanda's chin which was turning her face away. He slowly pulled her gently and positioned Amanda's face straight with his.

"Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant with my child? Are you afraid if I ask you to abort it?" ask Roland.

Amanda shakes.

My eyes still shed tears. Amanda doesn't trust Roland completely.

"Be prepared! We're going abroad. Why do you live here, you're alone." Roland likes to be honest.

"Don't go too far, Roland! You have no right to rule my life. I can live with my baby and raise him without anyone's interference."

Amanda's pregnancy made her very angry. Often he loses his mind when he is emotional.

Roland looked down full of regret. Her eyes were teary and almost crying as she revealed her heart.

"I'm not sure you're going to marry me." Amanda turned back.

Unexpectedly Roland was willing to lower his pride by kneeling at Amanda's feet. His hand grabbed Amanda's hand and then kissed her several times.

Roland's sudden treatment took Amanda by surprise. He didn't want to think that he was special even though a Roland didn't just do this to everyone.

"Amanda, marry me. Let's raise our children together. We start everything from scratch and live a new life abroad."

After saying that, Roland took out a jewelry box. It wasn't the ring Amanda proposed to wear but a necklace with a diamond pendant.

Amanda was silent as Roland got up from her seat and stood up to put her around her neck.

"My time in this country isn't much, Amanda. I have to go back tomorrow morning." Roland's voice sounded very sad.

Amanda's lips are still tightly clenched. All decisions cannot be made in a short time. Marriage is a sacred relationship.

"Marriage is not as simple as how we say it. Give me time to think."

Roland understood Amanda's doubts and he didn't blame her for it. The mistakes he made were so many, no wonder Amanda was hesitant.

"All right! I can only wait until tomorrow. Em, can I stay here?" ask Roland. She really doesn't want to lose Amanda.

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