A Little Hope For Ashma
32. As if numb

Adam looked at the two women he loved so much. Aunt Marianee expressed her longings and tears for her long-lost child, Lily.

Aunt Marianee was shocked to find her daughter clearly in front of her vision, she could not think of anything until Adam stood next to Lily and Aunt Marianee immediately hugged her tightly.

It is like a dream, how wonderful is the fate of God that has given them the opportunity to meet each other again. The unstoppable sobbing of the two made Adam feel the haru taste as well.

Dissolved into a happy tempest of warmth, Ashma suddenly finds aunt Marianee crying while hugging a woman, the woman referred to by Adam, whom she has always loved and will still be.

He said he was dead, but now right in front of his eyes Ashma could clearly see the figure of the woman. Right, he was at first glance similar to her. The portrait of the woman is always attached to Adam's cell phone screen, where maybe Ashma doesn't know that she is Lily.

Adam got up from his seat, staring at Ashma full of mixed feelings. The woman's eyes implied full of questions, confusion and disappointment.

"Assynolt,"

Aunt Marianee and Lily turned their heads quickly, finding a pregnant woman staring at them with a sweet smile on her face.

"Waalaikumsalam" the three of them answered. Lily was dumbfounded in her place, looking at a woman vaguely similar to her face. But the woman was very beautiful and charming, her hijab added to the impression of the beauty of her beautiful face.

Aunt Marianee forgot something, she's Ashma's daughter-in-law. How to explain to Ashma that her daughter is alive and that she is the one Adam loves.

Aunt Marianee is only afraid, Adam will turn away from Ashma only to return to his first love, although Lily is still his son Marianee's aunt will never be pleased if Adam hurts Ashma.

"Honey, come here!" call Aunt Marianee to Ashma to get her daughter-in-law closer.

Ashma walked small while holding his tent that had been lying on the floor.

Ashma stood near them and smiled at Lily, however, her feelings should not be selfish.

Adam just hopes Ashma doesn't tell Lily who she is, at first Adam wanted to tell but considering Ashma was coming out with Jhon then Adam had no chance to explain what really happened to Ashma. Now Adam only hopes that Ashma will understand the situation that has not yet made this possible.

"He who's Ma?" lily asked still amazed at the beauty of Ashma, the woman was also two-bodied.

"She is-" Ashma immediately cut off Aunt Marianee's speech.

"I'm a nurse, working here for Mr. Adam," she said with a broken heart, Ashma's words heard clearly by Adam and Aunt Marianee. Adam is stunned to find Ashma's real answer to his liking but deep in his heart he also has no intention of covering up their relationship.

Aunt Marianee is also surprised to hear that Ashma should be telling the truth that she is Adam's wife. But seeing the look on her smiling face full of sincerity that aunt Marianee finally understood.

"So you're a nurse, and then you work in a pregnant state it's not good if anything happens to you how?" lily asked with a feeling of worry, after all working with such conditions must be difficult.

Ashma shook her head and her eyes fell on Adam, "it's okay, there's no other choice. I'm happy to be a nurse anyway." Obviously Ashma, he rubbed his distended stomach with affection, which is what makes Adam become disturbed.

"It's a shame you better rest now, your condition is still not restored," aunt Marianee switched the conversation so Lily did not ask much.

Aunt Marianee immediately takes Lily away from there, leaving Adam and Ashma to give them a speaking room.

The atmosphere became even quieter when there were only the two of them. Adam immediately grabbed Ashma's waist to sit on the sofa but Ashma immediately held Adam's hand.

Adam nodded, his face filled with questions. "Later to explain, I'll take a break." Ashma said indifferently, she did not want to hear the truth so soon. Ashma just wanted to rest for a while with a calm head even though it was not because after all she must have kept her mind.

Adam also understood that therefore he let Ashma go to his room alone, giving space so that Ashma did not think too much about things.

In Ashma's room, contemplating while lying down, Ashma felt that she had lost all of her anger for Adam. Wanting to cry also feels difficult because there have been many disappointments that she got from the sweet lips of her husband.

He chose to close his eyes, hoping that drowsiness would come to pick him up in the midst of a struggle of mind that could not yet be unraveled.

That afternoon, Ashma managed to sleep, leaving all the malevolence in the household, not why just a moment and Ashma just needed a rest to prepare to receive the next news.

Adam went into their room, looking at his wife who was sleeping peacefully. It was calm as if I was not carrying a burden.

Adam decided to lie down next to his wife, but before that he kissed Ashma's growing belly with mixed feelings.

Adam also participated in the dream following Ashma carrying dreams together in his sleep. She hugged Ashma so gently that she became more comfortable in her increasingly deep sleep. They let the problems that are facing lie dormant for a moment, leaving it for a moment before being re-imposed on the test of life.

In the other room, Lily was flipping through the magazine she was reading. He let out a heavy sigh, it felt very bored to keep silent in the room.

Lily decides to look for her diary book, she recalls. Lily wants to re-read it, she also hopes that her memory will recover quickly in order to remember as soon as possible the things that many Lily have forgotten.

Lily found it in the closet, she immediately picked it up and rubbed the dusty cover of her book.

Lily smiled little to see her writing on the first page, she continued to read it until finally entering the middle twin. Lily became serious while reading her writing that revealed a feeling to someone, it was written by her three years ago to a man named, Edward.

Lily was immediately stunned to find the name, because curious Lily continued to read the diary until it was finished and almost everything contained in the book was an expression of her feelings for Edward.

"Why can't I remember this guy named Edward!" upset Lily, she tried to remember but her head was in pain.

Lily cried with annoyance, she did not know why this emotional trying to remember the man named Edward, she said, it is true that he fell deeply in love with the man but why he only remembered the expression of Adam's feelings to himself was not the man.

"I have to ask Mama directly. Adam never liked it when I asked him about this guy." Lily breezed out of her room to ask Aunt Marianee, her mother must know who Edward was.

#TBC