A Little Hope For Ashma
54. Loving His Creator

Adam noticed the ring he was holding, the wedding ring he had never worn all this time. Adam hooked it on his ring finger, he commented a faint smile as he looked at the wedding sign.

“When I wear it you lose our wedding ring Ashma,” he said, Adam immediately prepares to return to the hospital, there is Aunt Marianne who is guarding him.

It was the seventh day after the accident happened but there was no sign of Ashma yet of him, he was still at home in his long dream. After doctors told him that his wife had fallen into a coma, Adam was desperate, but aunt Marianne always supported him.

He stared at the bed, there the fragrance of Ashma's body was so attached, now he felt it, when he was alone again. Ashma had been by her side all this time and her loss was a nightmare that Adam never expected.

“What is karma to me? I used to be very confident that I would never fall in love with him but now.” Adam laughs at himself because it is so easy that God turns back the heart of man.

“No! This is not karma but the grace of God who has given me an angel as good as he is.”

Adam steps out of his room, he immediately goes to the hospital to look after Ashma again. For one week he had many students living, so this is how God educated him from destiny.

He intended his marriage in a wrong way but now he will try to build a half-destroyed pole.

Adam was a convert, but he had known Islam for a long time, he knew the real God since he was a child but the opportunity to say two words of the shahadah happened because he was going to marry Ashma.

That woman, she is the bridge that connects Adam to become a Muslim when he was very reluctant to enter the religion of Islam.

Ashma is a gift in his life, now he understands why God made him his wife, it turns out this is an effort by God to help Adam in finding his faith. Although he is still full of disability in becoming a Muslim Adam will continue to learn to strengthen the pillar of his faith.

"Before loving his creation, love first who created it."

The sentence is a handle for Adam, one of the reminders of an old friend, Daniel Amirov who had assisted Adam in reciting the two words of the creed.

After his return to Adam's hospital, there was a sudden arrival of special guests who wanted to visit his wife, Daniel and Maryam. Maryam was in Ashma's room, she was swiping at him while Daniel was talking to Adam in the hospital garden.

“So like that,” he said full of calmness, he listened to Adam who told him that had hurt his heresy.

“Yes, and I'm so guilty of my wife, she's had so much disappointment and pain all along because I never wanted to make peace with the past. Now that I am aware that she is a woman who has sincerely loved me, she is the woman of God's choice to accompany me,”

Daniel smiled knotfully, “True, God is indeed almighty Adam. You are still given another chance by Him. Regardless of what your intention was to marry Ashma if God has already determined your path like this, of course he has his best plan,”

“But you must remember one thing, no matter how much you love humans, so do not exceed your love for God.” Daniel continued, he also felt it first when he mistakenly loved Maryam.

Adam glanced at his best friend, “Thanks for waking me up,”

Daniel shakes a little, “no, I speak like this because of permission from God. I used to be a very layman and always held in love with God but now I am very grateful for all His guidance and gifts that have made me realize how much love God has for us.”

Adam also smiled to hear the words of Daniel, he was really happy to be given permission to be reunited with Daniel, God is indeed all good.

Adam came back from his memory with Daniel, now he was looking at the peaceful face of his wife who was still asleep, whether when his lover's eyes would open again and Adam would continue to be patient waiting for him.

"Is it still okay, baby, with your sleep?" Adam's murmured grabbed his wife's hand which was attached to an infusion hose.

"It's okay, I'll keep waiting for you." she smiled slightly and then kissed her forehead.

Even if you find the bitter reality later that Ashma has thrown away his love Adam will still try.

His mouth began to move out the rhythm of shahdu, Adam was small in front of Ashma's stomach, he wanted to give love to his unborn child.

"Goddess..."

It is a sign of the greatness of God. Adam brought back tears, he was so happy.

...•••...

"Daxter, why are you moving all you want?" Edward asked, breaking the silence between them.

Daxter snorted bitterly as his rest had to be interrupted. "You're so noisy Ed!"

Edward chuckled in annoyance, "just answer my question!"

Daxter got up from his leisurely seat he looked at Edward cynically then his gaze was fixed on the glass containing wine, he gulped it down to the toilet.

"I got a golden opportunity to destroy him, when he hit his pregnant wife I was so happy." Edward gave a small smile, he was so happy when he imagined how bleak Adam's face was to see his wife suffer.

Edward goosebumps himself to hear it, Daxter is already like a psychopath.

"But you almost killed that woman and the baby son of a bitch!" Hardik Edward was upset.

Daxter threw a glass in his hand, causing a clinking sound and a shard of glass, which almost hit Edward.

"So his wife is still alive huh," the look on his face turned furious.

"Damn! I should have dragged the woman's body!" Daxter's hiss gave Edward even more goosebumps, he knew how ruthless Daxter the man did not have the slightest heart he was like a human who had been possessed by demons.

Edward knew he was not a match either because he had also eliminated someone just that he was not as cruel as Daxter in torturing and killing his victims. Besides the Mafia he's also a cold-blooded killer.

Edward is forced to work with him because he still wants to get the chips that have been confiscated again by Adam.

"Dam." Edward's hiss.

"Ed, shouldn't we make Adam suffer so why do you look upset and dislike?" Daxter looked at Edward suspiciously.

Edward giggled in amusement at hearing that.

"What kind of stupid question is Daxter? Hah, damn you this makes my blood boil!" Edward did not like it.

"I just don't like you acting alone Daxter, you know I feel betrayed by you!" He said so furiously, Daxter laughed loudly.

"Yes right, you must be prepared if I betray our cooperation!" Daxter stopped laughing then looked at Edward with his cynical smile, it upset Edward half to death.

He had to be careful with Daxter, the man could have betrayed their cooperation.

"Huh asshole!" Sizzle Edward before exiting the Daxter Mansion

#TBC