A Little Hope For Ashma
56. His feelings have disappeared

“Le—letle!” he said in a hoarse voice, Ashma tried to shake off the hand of Adam who was holding it. Adam still did not let go of Ashma's hand, he immediately pressed a button next to the bed to call the doctor.

But Ashma remembered something she immediately held her stomach very limp, Ashma breathed a sigh of relief because the baby was okay, she was still in her stomach.

Ashma recalled the moment her body crashed and felt her whole body ache with blood coming out from behind her calf.

That night, when Adam took away his trust and Ashma lost all her feelings for the man, now she only felt hatred for the man she really hated him.

The doctor immediately came to check on Ashma, Adam took a few steps back to make room for the doctor to check on his wife.

Ashma holding his head that felt very sick was a concern for Adam, he had wanted to step forward but was not because the doctor was still focused on checking his condition.

“Dok I want to drink,” pinta Ashma because his throat feels very dry. Hearing that Adam intends to take a glass that is on the nightstand but again snuffed when Ashma only wants to be taken by doctor Alicia.

Ashma gulped down the water until the toilet, it felt like her throat became relieved after being exposed to water.

“Do your head hurt?” asked Alicia's doctor, Ashma gave a small nod.

“Is my baby okay?” tanyanya turned around in a raucous voice. Doctor Alicia smiled faintly. “Your baby is fine, she is so persistent in fighting with her mother.” Ashma gave a small smile with condensed tears, she was happy to hear it.

“Thank God dear.” he said to make up, he would like to rub his stomach again but his hands feel weak to move.

“What can your body be moved?”

Ashma nodded weakly, “hm, but felt so limp.”

Doctor Alicia holds Ashma's leg, “Do you feel the touch of my hand?” ask again, Ashma nodded.

“Because Ms. Ashma was in a coma for one month, it makes her body feel stiff and limp, but don't worry because we will help the lady's recovery to improve.”

Ashma was stunned to hear the words of doctor Alicia who said she had been in a coma for one month, meaning her pregnancy had also entered the sixth month.

The doctor finished checking Ashma's condition, Adam immediately asked Alicia's doctor. “Doctor Alicia, how is my wife doing now?” his eyes did not break to look at Ashma, but unfortunately Ashma was reluctant to just glance at Adam.

Doctor Alicia smiled faintly, “God Praise the progress is very good, he woke up faster than our examination predictions so far. It's just that we should not neglect to continue to monitor the development of your wife master, so once the condition is completely stable we will move your wife in the care room.” He said explaining the condition of his wife, Adam would be very happy because God has granted his prayers so soon.

“For now you must keep your wife's condition stable, don't make her think of something weighing on her mind, I hope she can recover quickly. Then excuse me to continue my examination on another patient sir.” Doctor Alicia said before leaving Ashma's room.

Adam nodded in understanding and allowed Doctor Alicia to continue her duties.

The atmosphere in the room was a little quiet but Adam immediately approached Ashma and pulled a chair to get close to Ashma, the woman was still reluctant to glance at her husband.

“Honey,” call Adam very gently but the master still does not answer it.

Adam grabbed the fingers and then kissed them at a glance, “thank goodness you're awake,” Jemari Ashma put on his forehead, Adam shed tears and it felt wet on the shoulder of Ashma's hand.

Ashma pulled her hand, she did not want to be touched by Adam. “Le—letle!”

Adam looked at him softly, “I'm sorry Ashma, I'm guilty. You may hate me but I beg you, please do not scare me anymore, do not leave me again.” His words were full of regret. Ashma no longer believed him, she did not want to hear his words anymore.

“I don't want to hear your lies again Adam!” ashma replied in a cold tone of voice.

“Ashma my dear I mo—”

“Please Adam I beg you, please come out.”

Ashma begged him with tears streaming down her pale face, she begged desperately.

With a heavy heart Adam inched from the side of Ashma's bed, he was about to leave but his steps were stifled when his desire to kiss his wife for his longing had been stirring. Adam bravely kissed Ashma's forehead gently without caring for his wife banging softly on the chest of his field.

“I love you.” Those words escaped the lips of Adam that Ashma never wanted again, he no longer expected them.

Adam immediately came out after expressing his feelings, he was very relieved even though Ashma seemed to dislike when Adam said it.

Adam sat on the bench, looking at Ashma's closed door. He was overcome with anxiety for his wife, although he was prepared that Ashma would hate him but Adam finally could not, he was disturbed when he saw the look in Ashma's eyes that looked at him coldly.

Ashma, the look in his eyes seemed to not believe him anymore.

Adam took a deep breath and immediately contacted aunt Marianne and Lily to tell him the happy news.

"Ashma, oh my Ashma." He murmured with a little frustration.

Half an hour went by and she was still waiting outside, sitting on the bench waiting, not long after that aunt Marianne and Lily came to her.

“Ma, please take care of Ashma, she does not want to be with me.” Aunt Marianne and Lily finally understood the situation.

Aunt Marianne went in and followed Lily, but she stopped her steps and turned to Adam, and she sat down next to him.

“You must be very sorry, right Adam?”

Adam did not flinch he just let out a long sigh while leaning against the wall. Lily leaned on her shoulder.

"really. Regret always comes to an end, whether there is hope or not but Adam, you still have it so, fight for Ashma and your children!" Lily patted Adam on the shoulder a little hard and then he got up from his seat.

"Hey I know one thing, there's no giving up for an Adam Kenedy. You must reclaim your wife's love!" Said Lily gave a burning spirit to Adam so as not to be pessimistic in fighting for his love again.

Adam looked at the woman's shoulder that disappeared behind the door, he gave a small smile.

"Yes right, I must be eager to get her love again "

...•••...

After Ashma woke up from her coma everyone seemed enthusiastic and happy.

After one week of waking up from his long dream, Ashma can be moved to the hospital room where his condition has improved and only make a recovery.

Aunt Marianee was feeding Ashma an orange, the woman was eager to eat the orange fruit that was so refreshing her throat.

Adam sat a little away from them, he could only look at his wife without being able to touch her, Ashma was very unwilling and she always cried as Adam tried to get close and wanted to touch her, he's been like a bully fly to Ashma.

But Adam never gave up even though he didn't want to.

"Do you want something else?" adam opened his voice between him and his wife.

Ashma took a quick glance then looked back at another object, "Ma, after this Ashma wants a break huh." Hearing her aunt Marianee's telling of her daughter-in-law nodding in resignation, the awkward situation between the couple slightly overwhelmed Aunt Marianee.

"Yes baby, Mama after this will go home first to the Mansion so you are guarded by Adam huh?" aunt Marianee said deliberately so that the time between the two of them more and hopefully make their relationship better.

Ashma nodded resignedly she also did not feel well had much burdened her mother-in-law during this week, she had to recover again soon.

"Yes Ma is fine, thank you for looking after Ashma and sorry to trouble Mama."

Aunt Marianee immediately shook her head, "no dear, I don't mind if you have to recover again yes for the sake of your child." He said as he glanced at the thinly smiling Adam.

Aunt Marianee finally left from there, she intended to stop by briefly at the Mansion but stopped and let them have a longer time together.

Now in the room there were only the two of them the atmosphere turned awkward.

Adam drew closer to Ashma, he sat beside her with his eyes constantly staring at her.

"Do you want anything more, baby?"

"Sweetheart?"

Ashma again and again did not say Adam made the man have to be extra patient.

Ashma changed her sleeping position to not face Adam precisely she turned her back on her husband.

Intentions heart not want to talk to him suddenly the man even rubbed his back with a smoothness.

Ashma initially wanted to protest but suddenly could not because Adam's Gentle swipe on her back made her become sleepy.

"Darling, my Ashma," Adam sighed for a moment. "I'm sorry, honey..." He continued with hope that Ashma would just respond a little.

"I really love you, please Ashma give Mas another chance, please..."

Adam stopped his words when he heard the fine snoring from his wife's mouth he immediately examined it and he smiled a little because he saw his wife who had fallen asleep so it seemed to be in vain, it's okay Adam will keep trying to reclaim his heart.

"Sleeping well but you promise to wake up again after this, Mas won't let you sleep long anymore dear." He said that smooth in Ashma's ear it makes him squirm small making Ashma lamentable can hear it in a dream.

Adam kissed Ashma's cheek long, he misses his wife very much.

#TBC