A Little Hope For Ashma
65. Panic attack

'Israeli Zionists attacked Palestinians by dropping nuclear bombs right in the Gaza area, as a result of the attack informed that about two hundred people were victims of a very powerful explosion.'

Ashma smothered her mouth when she heard the heartbreaking news that she immediately remembered her grandmother and uncle in Palestine because they settled in the Gaza area.

"Oh God Grandma, uncle..." Lirih Ashma, his feeling of instant anxiety was extraordinary.

His heart skipped a beat and his breathing was panting, he had a panic attack.

Ashma could not help but cry with tightness in her chest, she who remembered immediately looking for her phone in the closet in a hurry.

Ashma never get a reply to make her anxiety even more, she tried to regulate her breathing a bit less crowded, Ashma realized that she had to protect other lives in her stomach.

"Astaghfirullah's..."

Ashma who wanted to reach for the glass on the nightstand even made her glass break into the floor, the loud voice was heard by the waiter as soon as she could knock on the door, but there was no answer to make the service immediately go into their master's room and found her Miss sitting on the floor holding her chest.

"Miss Ashma," cried the ministry and immediately ran to Ashma.

Ashma still feels claustrophobic but she tries to calm down so as not to harm the baby in her womb.

"Miss, what's wrong with you?" The service was just as frantic as seeing Ashma in a worrying state, she immediately went to call aunt Marianee.

Aunt Marianee and Lily who were chatting in the middle room immediately rushed to see Ashma.

Aunt Marianee hurriedly approached her worried daughter-in-law.

"Ashma love you why?" Aunt Marianee asked so frantically to see Ashma.

Ashma immediately grabbed her mother-in-law's body with a trembling body.

"Amith's grandmother and uncle in Palestine ma," he said with a hiccup.

"Yes, baby, slow down" said aunt Marianee trying to calm Ashma.

Lily immediately contacted Adam but she did not get an answer to make Lily upset.

"Where is this guy?!" Pissed Lily.

"Ma, there is heartbreaking news that is shaking Palestine!" Lily said so shocked to see the news on her phone.

Aunt Marianee now knows why Ashma can be this sad.

"Ma I want to go home, please return me to Palestine ma..." Ashma said so heartfeltly, she was so begging her mother-in-law.

Aunt Marianee can't answer she can only win Ashma because Adam has to make a decision.

"Li, how can your sister be contacted?"

Lily shook her head weakly, she had called him since then but the phone was not active, it seemed like Adam was doing his job.

Ashma's body felt so limp and she fainted in the arms of her mother-in-law.

"O Allah is Ashma!"

"Li, quickly call doctor Alicia right now! Aunt Marianee said, Lily called her immediately.

•••

Adam was finally able to rest after completing his tasks and work, he was so tired that his head felt throbbing pain.

It's been three days that Adam left his wife at home and it feels like he's so homesick he can't wait to call her right away.

Ashma was still very cold to her, she would not return calls or messages from her before Adam sent about 150 messages and twenty-five phone calls.

Adam who had activated cellular data was instantly shocked to get thirty missed calls from Lily, instantly his feelings became uneasy.

Adam immediately contacted her back and thankfully Lily immediately picked her up.

"Where are you, brother? Why isn't the phone activated?" Ask in a row with a tone of voice full of emotion.

"Sorry, I can just open my phone right now."

Lily let out a heavy sigh, "come home right now!" He told Adam to hurry home.

Adam was getting so overwhelmed with anxiety, "what's up?"

"Siang Ashma was hit by a panic attack because hearing bad news related to Palestine, he was very shocked. Cepet's home!"

"Hey where are you going?" Zavier asked, but Adam could not answer, so he ran outside.

Adam immediately planted the gas, he drove his car so fast that some riders reprimanded him by giving a horn.

"Ashma..." His murmur called his wife.

The distance traveled by Adam did take a lot of time but in continuing to focus ahead to drive.

About three hours into the journey finally Adam arrived at his Mansion, he immediately went inside in a hurry.

Lily who saw Adam's arrival immediately told him to go upstairs to meet his wife.

Adam with his big step up he immediately went into the room and saw his wife crying in the arms of aunt Marianee.

"Having been like this from noon I was worried that her condition would drop again, Alicia's doctor had come to check her condition she said Ashma had a panic attack and experienced stress." Refusing Lily, Adam immediately approached Ashma but his wife immediately let go of Aunt Marianee's embrace and looked at Adam with an illegible look.

Ashma got up from her seat and immediately bent her knees before Adam, Lily and Aunt Marianee were immediately very stunned let alone Adam who immediately hardened his jaw.

"Ashma are you okay?" Adam asked screeched dislikefully to see Ashma who was so humble before him, he was willing to bend his knees like that.

"Mas, with all my pleas to you please.I beg you to let me go to Palestine." Ashma pleaded frailly to open Adam to her anger at once.

Adam immediately held Ashma's arms together and aligned her body with her. Adam looked at Ashma with gentleness even though his heart was so sad and the feeling was messy.

"I'm sorry Ashma. Forgive me for holding you back so much, forgive me for hurting you so much. I-" his voice felt stuck between his throat.

"I will come to Palestine and bring your Grandmother and Uncle here safely, that is my promise to you so please stay quiet here. Take care of our son and I'll pick up your family safely." Adam said with his tears in his eyes, in front of Ashma he did not want to look like a pitiful man.

Ashma was stunned to hear Adam saying she immediately smiled with tears falling from the eye fertilizers, Adam immediately grabbed the face and wiped the traces of tears and he kissed Ashma's forehead for so long.

"Im promise my sweetheart."

Adam immediately switched to kissing Ashma's stomach so dear.

"Please always wait for your return, baby." His whisper on Ashma's big belly. Aunt Marianee and Lily are moved to see them, with great hope that Adam and Ashma can join their wedding rope again.

Then he re-aligned his back to straighten his body to look at the adoration of his heart.

"Please pray for me."

After saying that Adam immediately rushed away from the outside with big strides while aunt Marianee followed after him.

Ashma stared at the straight back of her husband with a feeling that was very difficult to interpret.

"Adam," call her mama a little hard.

Adam who was preparing to leave again immediately turned to his mother.

"Yes ma?"

Aunt Marianee immediately approached her son and looked at that face sharply.

"Cry dear, you are a normal human being, an ordinary man who is trying to fix your marriage, you will not be weak just from crying Adam."

Adam could never lie to his mood in front of his mother he could not lie to the aunt Marianee whom he loved so much.

Aunt Marianee grabbed Adam's body, her son crying in his arms.

"Adam has neglected to take care of Ashma ma, Adam's poor husband, he's so because I ma, I've ruined his life..." He gave all his thoughts to Ashma.

"No dear, you are a wonderful husband. Despite all your mistakes, remember you are an ordinary human being who can make mistakes if you want to change yourself into a better human being, god willing, God's love will open the way to every servant who will change." Aunt Marianee calms him down and gives him encouragement.

Adam nodded small in the arms of a mother's affection.

"Thank you ma, you're always the medicine when Adam's running away."

"You are my son whom I love Dam so much."

"I love you ma,"

"I love you too my boy!"

#TBC