A Little Hope For Ashma
63. Ana uhibbuka please ya zaujati

Sweat drenched his wife's face, she seemed to have a nightmare. Adam immediately approached Ashma on the bed, he tried to calm his wife.

"Darling, hey calm down..." Adam stroked Ashma's cheeks gently.

As she stroked her cheeks at once Ashma stopped moaning, her countenance calmed down again.

"I'm here" whispered Adam in his ear.

His sleep had calmed down again so Adam intended to return to the sofa but his hands were blocked by Ashma. Adam immediately turned his head and found his wife still asleep but his hand moved to hold Adam's hand.

Adam smiled slightly, "alright if this is what you want dear." Adam decided to lie next to Ashma, and he had no intention of going back to sleep on the couch. Already his body is big, not fit, aches too, complete already suffering Adam every night if you have to continue to sleep on the sofa.

Adam looked at Ashma, so as not to make her piqued so that she woke up and drove Adam out of bed so he tried to get on the bed with great caution, if Ashma wakes up and sees him next to her, they could have a war that night.

Adam managed to lie next to his wife he smiled with satisfaction because he could see Ashma's face this close.

"The wife of Mas is like an angel," he muttered his own mess.

Adam looked down and saw Ashma's stomach, and he forgot to talk.

Adam got up from his fall to lean in front of Ashma's stomach.

"You must be missing the same father, right baby Dede?" Adam invited the boy who was in his mother's stomach, miraculously he responded by rioting in his mother's stomach.

"Dede baby don't moan later if your mother wakes up dad can be kicked from here." He said he rubbed a little on his son-in-law.

Adam kissed Ashma's big belly with tenderness he was very dear to his son who was still in the womb of his wife.

"Is this the definition of loving without seeing what it looks like?" Adam murmured with happiness that filled his soul.

"Thank you for staying with your mother until now, I will fight to regain your mother's love so please help me."

Adam lies down again after landing his last kiss on his future son.

He still looked at Ashma's face before finally sleeping next to his wife, he did not care how important it would be now that he could sleep next to his wife.

Ashma who heard the voice of Adhan from her phone woke up but she felt a warm breath that hit her neck, Ashma turned to the side and was surprised to find Adam was beside her, the distance of their faces was very close. Ashma was eager to throw the body away from him but stopped because Ashma was comfortable with their current position.

But because the dawn adhan had reverberated he immediately decided to ablution, Ashma broke away from the body of Adam who was attached to it, the empu wriggled and finally woke up.

Still collecting his life Adam rubbed his eyes that still felt heavy.

Ashma looked at him in annoyance, "can ya take a chance in narrowness?!" He said because Adam had crossed the line.

"Honey not so," said Adam with a heavy hoarse voice, he sat down to follow Ashma.

Ashma thunts an upset she immediately wakes up from her seat in a hurry.

Adam's own confusion saw his wife sulking, "dear don't be angry, mas sorry." He chased Ashma to the bathroom.

Ashma looked at him sharply, "ih there come out and come inside!"

"Sorry, but really do not intend to sleep beside you last night you deliriously continue to hold the hand of the gamau released yasudah want me to not sleep beside you." He said it was a fact like that.

Ashma was silent for a while, he often dreamed of his parents and usually woke up in the middle of the night with restless but last night his sleep even became sound.

Ashma glared sharply, "anyways you've taken a chance in narrowness!"

Adam shook his head in frustration, "dear-love is not..."

Ashma snorted loudly, "you've gone out there I want to wudhu!"

"OUT!"

Adam sighed resignedly, "yes mas out." He came out of the bathroom lethargic, Adam sighed heavily for making Ashma even more angry at him.

Adam immediately took ablution water after waiting for Ashma in the bathroom, they had a chance to meet face to face but Ashma first cut off their eye contact.

"Yourf..." Adam took a deep breath and immediately took the water.

Ashma who was ready with his mukena immediately held a prayer and was about to start praying but Adam immediately stopped him.

"Wait baby, we're the congregation." Adam immediately rushed to pray, Ashma did not protest because if the matter of worship where he could reject Adam who wanted to imitate.

The water of ablution in his hair fell down, it made Adam's aura even more dazzling. Ashma stole a glance at him, honestly he could not deny how handsome the man was.

"Later after the prayer you can look at the mas as much as you want my dear," said Adam teasing his wife because he knew Ashma from earlier steal a look at him.

"What the hell!"

Adam ignored Ashma's words he immediately faced the Qibla and began the obligatory prayer of two rakaats.

Fajr it's vibes so different and soothing to them. Adam immediately stopped his wife who wanted to go after prayer, he wanted Ashma to stay with him on the prayer mat.

"Sweetheart,"

"What?"

"Sit down first,"

"Hmm, why?"

Adam looked at his wife with a smile he was so grateful to be given the opportunity by God to love Ashma.

"I saw a random post on Instagram, you know ustadz Adi Hidayat right?" Adam's question suddenly made Ashma frown confusedly but she gave a small nod in response.

"Then?"

Adam's eyes looked so gently at her. "Ustadz Adi said, 'Married the beloved is hope, but loving the married is duty.' It was more or less his words that I caught, so I have an obligation to love you regardless of how you feel right now to me."

"Ashma, I regret having been entangled in a past that I cannot change or improve, but now God has given me the opportunity to love you, so I will keep trying to ask Him. Let my prayers in the sky soar a lot asking you to be my companion and my angel in heaven later. By Allah I love you Ashma."

Ashma was shocked to hear Adam's words, she also fell silent with a haru in her heart.

The man's eyes implied earnestness and hope, Ashma was eager to answer the beautiful words that her husband had just said just that her throat felt faint to let out her voice that felt choked.

"So don't forbid me to keep fighting for you Ashma, I won't back down or be daunted." He continued his remarks made Ashma bowed confused as to what kind of response.

Ashma still has her fears, she is afraid that Adam will lie to her again and play with her feelings. She's afraid.

Adam smiled faintly at his wife's silent response. He grabbed Ashma's chin to look her in the eyes, their gazes met looking at each other full of gentleness.

"But I won't force you if you don't have feelings for me anymore."

Ashma is increasingly confused and does not know what to answer, she can only be silent without responding to Adam's words.

Adam chuckled softly and then brought his face closer to Ashma to kiss his wife's forehead, he was so relieved to have expressed his feelings now without asking for her, truly sincere in the depths of Adam's heart.

"Ana uhibbuka please ya zaujati."

#TBC