A Little Hope For Ashma
62. Enforcing backrest

Doctor Alicia happens to be on her schedule tonight so she can pay a visit to Adam's Mansion to check on Ashma's condition.

Doctor Alicia immediately approached him in the room, the woman was finished taking her medicine, there was his mother-in-law who accompanied him.

Adam was silent behind the doctor, he looked at Ashma with mixed feelings.

If allowed Adam wants to continue to hold his hand, and is always on his side but for now he can not because Ashma would be emotionally close to Adam again.

"How are you Ashma?" Alicia asked the doctor to greet the woman with a bright smile.

Ashma smiled faintly, "me, I don't know." He spoke with everything he felt in his heart and mind.

"All right, it's okay. I'll check your condition so there's nothing to worry about."

Doctor Alicia approached Ashma who was sitting on the bed, she would examine him.

During the examination, Adam's eyes did not look at him but the claps from his mother made him immediately turn to the side.

"Ma," he muttered, Adam smiled faintly at aunt Marianee.

"Everything will be fine" said his mother to calm Adam, knowing his son was worried about his wife's condition.

Adam swooped a faint smile then gave a small nod, he was also sure that everything would definitely be fine.

Adam felt his phone ringing on his pants, when he saw he got a phone from Zavier then Adam immediately came out of there.

A little while passed Doctor Alicia who had finished examining Ashma immediately went to follow Adam to explain about the condition of his wife in another place.

Doctor Alicia sighed for a moment, she wanted to make the atmosphere not tense.

"So how's doc?" Adam asked impatiently again, he just wanted to hear what Ashma's current condition was like.

"Physical condition depends on his psychic condition, there is nothing to worry about with the condition of Ashma's body but you also have to routinely bring him to check up to do a more detailed examination." Obviously doctor Alicia, Adam nodded in understanding.

"But Adam, your wife's psychic condition is not good. The accident could be traumatizing or it could be your wife remembering a traumatic thing in her past. Sorry but I can't explain more, there's a realm this is described by more experts. I suggest taking Ashma to psychologists, those who better understand what happened to Ashma."

The explanation of Alicia's doctor is the same as Lily's opinion, Adam also thought to bring Ashma to the psychologist.

"All right doctor thank you for taking the time to come here to check my wife's condition," said Adam, doctor Alicia chuckled.

"No, this has become my duty and duty as a doctor and must always be ready to be needed by his patients."

After completing her duties, doctor Alicia immediately returned to carry out her duties, she was escorted by Adam's bodyguards.

Adam prepares himself to meet his wife he hopes this time Ashma will calm down when she sees him.

Adam knocked on the door slowly, Aunt Marianee immediately let him in. As he stepped into Ashma, he immediately saw himself stopping at the door.

They were involved in throwing eyes at each other but Ashma immediately disconnected him first.

"I want to talk to you Ashma, is it okay?" Ask for permission when Ashma won't.

Ashma did not answer him immediately she let silence envelop them but a moment later Ashma finally nodded to give him permission.

Adam smiled faintly with a feeling of happiness, he stepped out his feet to approach Ashma.

Aunt Marianee is leaving them to provide communication space, she hopes that their relationship will improve again.

Adam stood beside him awkwardly so confused as to what kind of conversation he wanted to start, but Ashma patted the mattress next to him she allowed Adam to sit down.

Adam still paused for a moment to digest what Ashma was doing.

Seeing Adam's confused response Ashma gave the intent of his remark, "Sit here,"

Adam finally understood, because he did not want to waste this golden opportunity finally Adam immediately sat next to his wife rather they sat opposite each other.

Ashma let out a long sigh, "you don't have to be confident just yet, I still hate you."

Adam smiled slightly, "it's okay if you still hate me, worse than that it's also not what you've always been by my side."

His hands stretched out to grab Ashma's fingers but his wife immediately brushed off.

"Tell me, don't hold it!" He was so sensitive and fierce, Adam could only sigh in lethargy.

"sorry. I-" she didn't immediately resume her remarks she was just afraid of offending him.

"I'm sorry if my presence made you hurt, sorry that I ignored you so much." Adam lowered his gaze with a feeling of guilt, he tried to deal with it with a more open feeling of wishing the woman would open another glimmer of hope for Adam.

Ashma actually did not like to see Adam's pathetic facial expression, only this time she saw the man was really very messy. Even from when around his face was filled with fine hair that extends, his hair was shaggy and messy and the circle of panda eyes was clearly visible on his face.

Ashma had always been indifferent to him because she no longer wanted to get involved with Adam.

After waking up from his coma Ashma already has no more trust for Adam He accidentally locks his heart to not melt again, enough of his feelings were yesterday played out by Adam but no longer for now and beyond.

If Adam can be selfish first with his feelings, it means Ashma can be selfish now by rejecting him.

So it's even, Ashma thought.

Adam had no idea what Ashma was thinking right now, maybe Adam looked so pitiful in his eyes.

"Do you just want to talk about that?" Ashma was convinced Adam wanted to talk about something else.

Of course Adam confirmed Ashma's remarks, but he was afraid that his wife thought nothing if Adam wanted to tell her his intention of taking Ashma to a psychologist.

"But you promise not to be angry" Adam looked like he was asking his mother for permission, for some reason Ashma wanted to laugh but she immediately turned her face away to show a normal look.

"Hmm, say!"

"About your condition now, Alicia's doctor says you're much healthier, but with your psychic condition it's-" Adam says it with a sigh to make Ashma anxious herself.

"Yes I know, doctor Alicia told me. So what do you want?"

Adam stared at Ashma's brown irises intensely. "I'm sorry if I'm presumptuous but would you go to a psychologist?"

Ashma's eyes widened but she did not display an angry response to him just that she was speechless thinking about him.

Adam let out a heavy sigh, "forgive me for not understanding how you feel, I never held my shoulder up to give you back to tell you, I did not understand the wounds in your heart. I'm just selfish with myself." Adam was full of regrets.

Ashma knew she had lost her cool lately and turned emotional. It was not entirely because of Adam, but Ashma became hard to believe him again because the trauma wounds of the accident still fell in his memory because Adam had given him wounds that he could not tolerate anymore.

She has also been dreaming lately of her parents, Ashma has always dreamed about their death and the loss wound is back to tease her again, plus the pain of her own husband, Ashma, therefore Ashma wants to immediately part with Adam she just wants to live quietly with her baby in Palestine.

"No, I'm not interested in your offer. I'm more interested if it's a farewell offer."

Adam again had to hold himself back from being carried away by emotions, he had to be able to be calmer again in the face of Ashma's indifference.

"If you don't want to be okay, but from this moment onwards I will always be by your side, I will always listen to your grievances even if you hate me."

Ashma blinked her eyes in Adam's blue irises, strangely she found no lie there but she immediately cast her eyes in another direction in annoyance.

"Of Ashma you should not be easily swayed just by seeing her reassuring facial expression!" He is alone with all his thoughts.

"I want to rest." Ashma ended the conversation first, she immediately turned herself down and turned her back on Adam from behind.

Adam did not mind Ashma who immediately broke off their conversation, frankly Adam felt relieved to be able to talk to him without emotion like this morning.

Adam got up from his seat to immediately return to work, he would take his laptop and files to clean up his work immediately. Adam will accompany Ashma in the room while doing her pending work.

Ashma, of course, still turned his back on Adam who turned out to be back in their room.

ten minutes passed, Ashma felt like he wanted to change positions but he was prestige if he had to look at Adam. But the longer he lay in the same position the more his body felt sore and unpleasant. Ashma inevitably had to lower her prestige so she slowly changed her position while closing her eyes.

Adam who was now sitting on a couch holding a laptop immediately turned to look at Ashma, he smiled a little because he knew Ashma was just pretending to be asleep.

#TBC