A Little Hope For Ashma
51. Fifth month calculation

That night entered the fifth age of her pregnancy month, on the day that Ashma will always remember her for life, which she will not forget at any time.

It was a beautiful evening to start dating her husband. Adam, he's willing to open his heart to Ashma, he's willing to learn to love her. Ashma will give him a chance, he will also strive for his love.

Ashma looked at her appearance in the mirror, she gave a small smile.

Ashma uses a light brown abaya with a matching hijab, her face is lightly rubbed to make it look fresher and pleasing to Adam.

Ashma captured the moment by photographing herself in the mirror.

"My child."

The door handle was pulled by someone, the man's head poked. He immediately opened it wide and looked at Ashma with eyes full of admiration.

Adam was charmed in his place by the beauty of his wife, as beautiful as an angel. The woman bewitched herself into a statue. Ashma gave a small smile with a timid face, she pulled her steps closer to Adam who was silent in the place still looking at her.

"I'm ready Mas" he said with the sweetest smile.

Adam blinked his eyes, he realized. "Ah yes, that-you are so beautiful!" Praise Adam he scratched his non-itchy nape, a bit of a daze as well.

"really? Thank you very much." The red tinge on her face added to her beauty. Adam stretched out his hand at Ashma, he immediately grabbed it gently.

"Are you ready sweetheart? (Are you ready, baby?"

"Im always ready Mr. Styles." (I'm always ready)

They walk together holding each other.

Adam opened the door for his wife, "please enter sweetheart," the sweet words entered his ear making Ashma look at him tenderly.

Ashma smiled shyly, "thank you, sir."

Adam started driving his car away from the yard, he was driving his car at moderate speed.

“Are you Happy?” adam asked a quick glance at Ashma, he gave a small nod, “Yes, maybe.”

Adam's eyebrows constrict, “maybe?”

Ashma focused on seeing the road ahead. “I don't want to pin my hopes on something uncertain.” He said calmly.

“So you doubted me?”

Ashma shook her head slowly, “No, I just want to see the solemnity of your words.”

Adam chuckles at hearing it, “Ya.”

Silence began to dominate them, Adam who felt it immediately turned on the music in his car. He chose the song from his favorite singer, Ed Sheeran, Perfect. Ashma who heard that gave a small smile, it was her favorite song.

“Darling, you look perfect tonne.” (Darling you look perfect tonight). Adam sings a piece of the lyrics of the song, his voice is very melodious but that makes Ashma meet red because it remembers the meaning of the lyrics. They threw smiles at each other, as if the world belonged to both of them.

The journey finally reached its destination, Adam took Ashma to the big restaurant there, he opened the car door again for Ashma and stretched out his hand while bowing like Ashma was a princess of the Kingdom.

“Too excessive Mas,” whispered Ashma saw the behavior of Adam who was-there only.

Adam did not care, he was really frustrated because Ashma's beauty so drunk kepayang when he saw it, on the other hand it also made him uncomfortable because many eyes of the beautiful men who looked amazed at Ashma. Women with closed clothes are still the center of attention for men, especially if they wear open clothes, Adam thought annoyed.

Adam grabbed his wife's waist, he pulled her close. Ashma slightly gasped as the big hand hugged her waist possessively. “You belong only to me.”

Hearing that Ashma shook her head small, “Yes I am indeed yours Mr. Adam Kenedy.” Continued with a sweet smile she looked into her husband's blue eyes.

They walked slowly into the restaurant, before it was greeted kindly by a waiter there and they were immediately delivered to its place.

Ashma was stunned to see their eating place, was in a special room and it was very romantic.

“Do you like?” adam asked to see the face of his wife who was still amazed to see their dinner place.

Adam took Ashma to sit in his place, after which he sat down at the table with each other staring.

The servants immediately came carrying the appetizer for them, Ashma smiled kindly at them.

“Spasiba.” Ashma thanked me in Russian.

They enjoyed the appetizer quietly. Then crochet on the main course and dessert, wrapped in their every moment with the accompaniment of a romantic song.

After finishing their dinner Adam immediately stood up from his place, he approached Ashma, giving his hand to his wife.

"Will you dance with me?" He offered himself with full gentleness, Ashma gave a small nod. But before that Adam crouched equalizing himself with the big belly of Ashma, he kissed her softly also very long I don't know but Adam felt a very deep longing turmoil with his future baby.

"I love you my child." He said he whispered in Ashma's stomach and just then Ashma felt the movement from within, they stared at each other with shock and a smile.

"Do you feel it, Mum?"

Adam certainly felt it, he nodded small.

"He loves his father." Ashma said with tears of happiness in her eyes. Adam once again kissed Ashma's belly full of haru.

Finished with the prospective baby Adam again stood up to the body of Ashma, he looked at her with gentleness.

Ashma gasped as her waist was grabbed, she felt a subtle sigh within her. Adam took the tiny hand into his grasp, one holding the chest of Adam's field.

Adam led Ashma to dance, he skillfully taught her tenderness so that the baby in her stomach would not be shaken either.

Still in a dance move, they fused their eyebrows together with a small smile at each other with an oddity.

When the desire is at the end of Adam's horn which first reaches the nape of his wife so that it can be fused with Ashma's seductive lips.

They get carried away as the romantic moment gets more pronounced, the subtle turns into a wild fondness clashing with burning desire, but Adam soon lets go of it by force, that disappointed Ashma a little but she finally looked down embarrassed for wanting more than a kiss.

"Not where Sweetheart is, let's go." Adam wanted to take Ashma away from there but his small hand that pulled his hand made Adam turn to Ashma again.

"What's wrong?"

Ashma did not answer Adam's confusion and instead approached him again and kissed Adam's forehead slightly on his tiptoes.

"I don't know what will happen next but I want to hear one sentence from you Mas, please.please tell me you love me! Please say even with falsehood." Ashma pleaded with Adam she just wanted to hear the words from her husband's mouth, for some reason but Ashma really wanted Adam to say it even if only once she wanted to hear it.

Adam cupped Ashma in the face, he looked at her attentively. "I'll say it, but not here sweetheart, I'll take you somewhere more romantic to a more appropriate place to say it." Adam said, he wanted to show them a very romantic place.

"Is that true?" Ashma asked with tears in her eyes, Adam immediately wiped her.

"Surely Sweetheart." Seeing the confidence in her husband's eyes Ashma gave a small nod.

Adam takes Ashma out of the restaurant, he opens the car door and helps Ashma to sit comfortably. After that Adam immediately went out to the driving place but had not yet entered he saw two people who were laughing heartily staring at each other and went from there without seeing the presence of Adam.

Adam turned his eyes when he wasn't looking, they were really there.

"Lilly? Edward?"

Adam clenched his hands until his veins protruded, his jaws hardened with a sharp drawn gaze.

Adam looked at his wife, "Ashma wait here, I'll be right back." He said with a different tone of voice and face, he looked angry.

Ashma was confused and did not understand the meaning of Adam's words but had not yet asked Adam had gone from there by running, Ashma gets out of the car in a hurry and there-she sees with her own eyes Lily and also a man like it was Edward, the man was her husband and Adam pursued them with his soaring anger and it signified that Adam had betrayed his words.

Ashma stepped back limply, she turned around from there and immediately left with a tearful gush of pain in her heart.

Adam does not keep his promise he goes to chase the woman he actually loves.

He was abandoned he was completely abandoned.

Ashma is caught up in her own desires, in her forcing desire to ask for love from Adam she is furious with herself for begging for love from the man who never wanted it in her heart.

Ashma was sitting drowning alone on the bench that presented the view of the river flowing fast, it was like her crying broke in the middle of her heart that was entangled in nestapa.

"I hate you Adam! Now no more love for you I really hate you!"

Ashma rubbed her tear-filled face so violently, she felt an object on her finger and immediately stared at it incisively.

"Wedding ring," Ashma smiled softly, "even I'm the only one wearing it myself." Ashma took off her wedding ring from the link of her finger.

He forced her to take off the ring which was a little difficult until it was finally able to come off but the ring fell down on the road.

Ashma pulled her body to get up from her seat, she stared lethargicly at the ring in the middle of the road and her legs moved to take the ring with a blank look, she continued to draw closer towards the road to immediately reach for the ring. Ashma got it back but the ring came back out of her grasp as her body soared into the air and crashed hard on the asphalt of the road, she felt pain all over her body but still saw the ring roll away, it was his love that had gone away.

It was his love that had gone away.

The sound of a collision that echoed made all residents around the road look towards the origin of the sound when the car violently hit the body of a pregnant woman.

Everyone immediately ran to the scene, shrouding Ashma's body that was bathed in fresh blood.

She felt her body crumble and pain so great that her body felt numb but Ashma remembered something inside her stomach she held it with her blood-filled vibrating hands.

"My son, my son, please save my son." - clearly, Ashma's voice choked as her vision grew cloudy.

At that time he remembered the memories of his time with the child who was still in the womb, he looked forward to it lovingly, saw its development every month on the monitor screen and he waited for his son to be born into the world.

To my son... My dear. Please survive.

Police sirens and ambulances echoed along the road to the site where Ashma was killed, police and medical teams immediately broke into the crowd surrounding Ashma's horrendous body.

The doctor immediately checked on Ashma.

"Oh my God he's alive." The doctor took the first action to help Ashma before she was taken to the hospital.

Police asked for eyewitness accounts, and he immediately contacted Ashma's family, which he got from his cell phone.

"Mr Hallo. Adam. I'm from the city police. I'd like to give you information and sad news, lady named Ashma she had an accident."

Adam from behind the phone rounded his eyes full of shock that made Lily and Edward look at each other indifferently.

At the same time the sound of siren ambulance shrieked so loud a voice sounded in his ears.

"Oh Allah, Ashma."

Adam turned his body and immediately ran so fast that the Edward and Lily pair exchanged confused looks, but Lily was suspicious when Adam said the name Ashma while his eyes were fixed on the ambulance that had just passed in the middle of the city center.

Adam immediately pursued the ambulance, police said Ashma would be taken to a hospital soon. Adam really could not think clearly when he tried to prove that the woman in question was not his wife but when he saw the empty car there was no Ashma in it when Adam lost everything.

"Ashma my dear, Ashma.sa-my dear." Adam was crying in the car while driving his car at full speed.

#TBC