A Little Hope For Ashma
37. Fear of abandonment

"So, why should you be uncomfortable hearing it?" Lily asked Adam, the two of them were just sitting by the pool and of course with the supervision of aunt Marianee who was not far away sitting in a relaxed seat.

Adam was caught up in his emotions towards Ashma this morning while they were having breakfast. Unfortunately because Adam did not accept Ashma saying that they would soon be separated and not live together again, it offends him.

The interpretation that Adam could make is that he was a husband who left his wife just like that in the middle of her pregnancy and was not responsible for her birth.

"No, it's just that such conversations shouldn't happen in the middle of breakfast or eating anything!" Adam said it looking for safety, it is impossible for him to explain why so clearly if they are a couple to Lily.

Lily remained dissatisfied with Adam's answer. "But you don't have to yell at her like that, she's a woman and you don't have the right to scold her anyway she's someone else and not your wife!"

Adam searched around for the right answer, "what explanation am I still lacking Lily?"

Lily plays the water, she looks at her swaying cheerfully due to the touch of her hand. "Do you have feelings for him?" Lily turned to look at Adam who seemed hesitant, it was visible from the look of her eyes.

Adam suddenly showed a chaotic face, "What you're asking is Lily. Don't you know who my love is for?!"

Lily sighed heavily, "everything can fade Adam, after all after I disappeared for a year is still your love for me, huh?"

Adam clucked in annoyance, "from the beginning until now it still remains the same!"

Lily laughed discordantly, "already Adam, do not force the will. Besides I can't accept a man who can't read his own heart."

Adam looks at Lily, if only he knew that they were almost married, but Lily herself chose to save her in her own way.

Adam always remembers the day his marriage failed, when Lily preferred Edward and secretly saved him. The woman would bet her life to marry a cold-blooded man, doesn't that prove enough that Lily loves her, but she instead dismisses him now. Adam is aware that Lily has lost her memory and has not remembered the truth, after she remembers Adam is sure Lily will definitely remember their love.

Ashma in the room contemplating the incident this morning, Adam snapped at her that hard just because Ashma answered Lily's question about her husband.

"Why do you say it like that!" adam shouted in a high tone of voice making Ashma gasp in his place.

It should not have made Adam angry, and did not dispute what Ashma had said that they would indeed part.

Ashma massaged her throbbing forehead, thinking about her current relationship with Adam making Ashma's head ache lately. His stomach also often cramps, Ashma had asked the obstetrician over the phone he said the trigger was due to stress, Ashma immediately asked the doctor to immediately check.

"Sir, Miss still did not come out of her room when it was noon and she had not filled her stomach" said the maid.

Adam immediately got up from his chair and took a tray containing food for Ashma.

"Give me?" Adam headed for their room, he opened the door handle carefully. The first sight he saw was Ashma who was asleep bathed in blood around his lower body area. Adam's eyes turned back in shock, he immediately put a tray of food on the nightstand and immediately headed to bed.

"Ashma," call Adam smooth with a small shake. She was really scared to find Ashma never moving.

Adam immediately carried the limp body of his wife, Adam will take her to the hospital. He's overwhelmed with fear.

John who had the apparition rushed straight to Adam who was taking his wife down the stairs.

"Sir, what's wrong with Miss Ashma, why is she bleeding?" Jhon was no less anxious to see the condition of his Miss.

"I don't know. Jhon please get the car ready!" Jhon immediately moved from his place to prepare the car.

Adam immediately got Ashma into the car, "Jhon, hurry up and walk!" adam's voice seemed hoarse, he could not bear to see Ashma in this weak state.

"Holden to Ashma," muttered Adam raucously, he stroked Ashma's pale mane.

John increasingly put on a face that did not like to see fear in the face of the hypocritical Adam. It must be like that because of her own actions.

"Jhon is faster!" Adam shouted in frustration. Ashma's hand grew colder and Adam was really scared.

The memory of seeing his biological mother covered with blood again flashed in his head, Adam was afraid of being left again in such circumstances.

"Master has arrived" said Jhon. Adam immediately brought Ashma to be treated by a doctor.

Already several times Adam paced unsettled waiting for the door of Ashma examination to open, he continued to pray in his heart that his wife and child could be saved.

Jhon's phone rang displaying an incoming call from Mrs Marianne, "Yes ma'am,"

"Sir Adam is still waiting for the results of the examination,"

"Alright," Jhon turned off the connection, he immediately told Adam but the man was indifferent as if not listening, he was only focusing on looking at the door of Ashma's examination.

"Lord be calm, Miss Ashma and the baby will be fine" said John trying to calm down the frustrated Adam.

"How can I be calm while in there Ashma is suffering!" The man no longer called for his charisma, he looked lethargic and messy. Jhon never saw again this messy Adam, the last time he lost Lily.

After waiting for a while, the door to Ashma's room opened and Adam immediately approached Miranda, who came out of the room.

"Doctor Miranda, what about Ashma and the baby?" adam asked quickly, the Miranda doctor looked at him seriously.

Adam immediately went inside, he saw Ashma lying limp on top of the gurney with an infusion hose next to him.

Ashma stared at Adam's face at a glance then turned to another direction, the woman's gaze colder than before.

"How are you doing?" adam asked, he grabbed Ashma's palm gently.

There was no response from his wife, Adam tried to understand and then he turned to rub Ashma's stomach.

"Daddy's okay, right?" Adam tries to interact with the prospective baby who is able to distract Ashma.

"Sorry, dear Daddy can not take care of Mommy and you well," said Adam the man was seen holding back his tears, Ashma to the point of not believing to see the eyes of the man glazed.

Adam turned his back on Ashma, he rubbed his eyes that were holding back a puddle of tears.

"Basic prestige!" inner Ashma was ashen.

Doctor Miranda came and asked Adam to come to his room, before Adam went to kiss Ashma on the forehead, the woman still showed a cold face.

In Miranda's doctor's room, Adam is hearing an explanation of Ashma's current state.

"Ashma was bleeding quite seriously, but thankfully you quickly brought Ashma in on time to be dealt with immediately. The content is still very vulnerable and weak is also triggered because the mother's stress can also occur due to severe shaking,"

"Adam are you on good terms with him?" ask Dr. Miranda to refer to the activity of husband and wife.

"Of course, where might I be rude,"

"Is there any strenuous activity he's doing?" ask again. Adam recalled that the incident last night seemed to be because Ashma who tried to save himself from the evil driver had a big impact on his womb.

"Basic shithead!" adam's mind rebukes the taxi driver's disgusting deeds, just look at Adam must make him tortured in prison.

"Yes, he had to run last night because someone wanted to do him a bad job" said Adam, Miranda's doctor was sensitive to the man's intentions because Miranda's doctor knew Adam, the man must have many business rivals around him and impact on the safety of his wife.

"You really have to take care of it as best you can, such an event should never happen again! One more thing, Ashma can't stress!"doctor Miranda warns Adam to take good care of Ashma.

"Sure, it won't be repeated again, I will also take good care of it!"

Doctor Miranda gave Adam the results, "you can take the cure. Ashma will soon be transferred to the hospital room, we will wait for her development at least wait for two days."

Adam nodded in understanding and then paid the price to redeem the medicine and pay the Administration. After he went straight to Ashma's ward, he had already been moved.

Ashma tried to reach the glass on the nightstand but he struggled because the glass was located far enough away, Adam who had arrived in his wife's room immediately helped Ashma to take the glass.

Ashma grabbed a glass of water from Adam's hand. Afterwards Adam grabbed back the glass his ex-wife drank.

"Are you hungry?" adam asked, Ashma nods lightly as she remembers she hasn't had lunch.

"Suster will be taking her in soon," said the man with a faint smile, his gaze turning warm and very disturbing to Ashma.

Not long after the nurse came to bring special food for patients, she put it on the nightstand.

"Let me alone" said Adam taking over the food the sisters brought.

"Then excuse me," the nurse passed away after finishing her task.

Adam sat next to Ashma, intending to feed his wife but Ashma soon refused. "Let me!" his wife was still talking ketus to him, Adam tried to be patient and not take too much dizziness.

Ashma tried to scoop herself up but her hands were so limp that the spoon she held back fell off.

"Don't be stubborn! let me feed you!" sergeant Adam is anxious. Inevitably Ashma had to be fed by Adam, ah that was very annoying.

Ashma grabbed a bribe from Adam's hand, she chewed it while feeling. Ashma felt no taste because the food did not fit in her tongue.

"Why?" adam asked curiously because seeing the look on Ashma's face was like holding something back.

"let this be the last bribe!" ashma said that the more unpleasant the food was in her mouth. Adam immediately understood but he did not want Ashma to eat very little.

"You've got to spend it!"

"No way!" reject Ashma still do not want anymore.

"That's not just you but our baby too!" Ashma immediately recalled, yes she should not be selfish.

"Well three more spoons!"

#TBC