A Little Hope For Ashma
57. Please untie us

His feet tread the cold floor slowly, though limp-stricken he still tried to walk solidly with the help of his hand that was propped up on a special pole to help him walk.

One or two steps the woman was still able but when she was about to step a third time she began to lose her balance because of weakness to her body but she did not fall on the floor, her husband helped her painstakingly full of speed.

Adam propped his body from behind, he did not think about Ashma who still hated the touch of his body he still wanted to protect Ashma even though the woman had rejected him a thousand times, he would still be selfish to take care of her.

Ashma looked up at Adam with a worried face, the man she scowled did not want to let go of Adam's embrace but he still did not want to let go.

“Don't be like Ashma's little boy, don't think you're being stubborn!” adam said a little annoyed, to hell with the look of his wife's dislike face he still won't let go of Ashma.

Ashma finally gave up when her body was indeed completely limp and could no longer revolt.

Doctor Alicia who saw the lovebirds shake little, she knew that they were in the middle of a cold war. I don't know what because but Alicia's doctor is sure they must have a very complicated problem, hopefully they make up soon.

Adam leads Ashma to help him walk slowly, whether conscious or not but this is a good opportunity for him at least Adam so can be close to his woman.

“Pelan-pelan darling,”

Ashma ignored his words, she kept trying to let go of Adam's hand that was perched on her stomach.

The nurse suddenly came and told Alicia's doctor that there were new patients that must be treated immediately, Alicia's doctor asked them permission to let Ashma let Alicia's doctor go to carry out her duties.

Now that there are only two of them in the room, it becomes a very unpleasant thing for Ashma to be alone with Adam, he simply did not want his heart to falter let alone see Adam trying to tear down his defenses again.

No. gabe. Ashma will no longer fall into the same trap, even if it will hurt both Ashma still will not fall again in the lie made by Adam.

“I can myself, so release!” Ashma let go of Adam's hand as hard as she could, she also made a revolt because the man kept holding her body.

“I said let go sir!” as Ashma shook Adam's hand, he had lost his patience when tears were present in his passionate emotions, and Adam let go of his embrace of Ashma.

Adam looked at him with a dull feeling, as the weak hand brushed him off with struggle.

“I plead with very much Mr. Adam. Please don't try to lie again, don't shake me don't try to be a beggar of love I don't need that anymore I don't want your love anymore so I beg you please.please let me go!”.

Adam smiled as his wife began to slant, he approached her with shaky steps and his hand stretched out to ask to be held by Ashma.

“I beg you, don't be like this Ashma. Please... I ask you Back to me also do not ignore my feelings anymore.”

The man crouched down before him, humbling himself in order to ask for his love back, he was crazy, yes, Ashma felt Adam was not sane anymore because he could not get his love Lily because the woman loved others and now Adam even vent to him to give his love to her again the one who thirsts for love.

“No, now all I can give is Adam's hatred I really hate you, I don't trust you anymore!” he was angry yet he was crying with a trembling body.

Adam rubbed his face roughly, “then what do you want?” his voice sounded stronger than before, he was trying to regulate his emotions from exploding.

Ashma looked at him like he was a despicable human being, “please untie this bond, I want to go home to my home in Palestine!”

As the speech drifted through the air and into his hearing Adam began to lose the limit of his patience, he angrily hit the wall so hard that his whitened fingernail was injured and bleeding fresh blood, Ashma was certainly shocked to smother his mouth.

“Can you not say such an impossible thing Ashma, I will never break our relationship until anytime, you are my wife and forever will remain my wife!” The tone of Adam's voice rose, making those who passed by outside seem to wonder and wonder what was going on in the room.

Adam approached him with a hunting breath but Ashma tried her hardest to get out of Adam's reach.

Thankfully when she had no more energy to step back the nun came on time, Ashma immediately asked the nun to take her away from there.

Adam who saw it was so frustrating, he ruffled his hair violently, again he had messed things up. Ashma must have been getting scared and hated.

“Stupid, you are stupid Adam!” hardik was so upset with himself. He was out of control in front of her.

While his wife was downcast with tears in her nursery, she hugged her son affectionately.

“Even he still hurt me by giving me false hope. Does this seem like a joke to him?!" He cried out with tears streaming down his face.

Ashma only wants to break this painful bond, as she wants the man, his promise that they will part. Adam himself said it plainly even though he had to wait a year, not Ashma would not wait that long again for their separation.

But now with this state of affairs where possible, so Ashma would heal himself until he came back strong to step up and stand before him again to ask him farewell steadily and courageously, he said, he will not be shaken again.

...•••...

Adam sat down while daydreaming in the hospital garden chair, a strong wind blowing his elongated hair. Adam hasn't shaved his hair yet, he doesn't even care much about how he looks now, he just keeps thinking about how he can make Ashma trust him again that he loves him, that he loves him, he was in love with that woman.

Maybe he used to not realize that he had actually fallen for Ashma, yes Adam had indeed been blinded by his pseudo love for Lily so he closed his true feelings to Ashma.

"Then what should I do Ashma?"

"If I have to beg for love for you, that's perfectly fine for me Ashma" she said so softly, Adam was like a man in need of pity.

"At least that's what I can do about it"

"No!"

"I have God, I can ask for it. I can ask you to stay by my side."

"I-"

Adam remembered the words of Daniel his best friend last time.

"No matter how much you love people, do not exceed your love for God."

Daniel's words were ringing in his head, he always remembered it.

"Right, I'm guilty and I'm wrong."

Adam bowed in shame because he was too obsessed to get his love for man without ever wanting to seduce his God with love for him.

#TBC