A Little Hope For Ashma
6. I'm Ashma! not Lily.

"Ashma! Is everything okay? Why can't you go back to Palestine?" Uncle Amith was so anxious from there.

"Uncle Amith, I'm sorry to worry you. There were some sudden things that happened and made me have to stay here for a while. Uncle take it easy, once the problem here is over I'll be back to Palestine soon."

Uncle Amith breathed a sigh of relief at Ashma's words, but still had concerns for his nephew, how not when he picked him up to Ashma airport not there, it was very strange.

"It's good if you make sure you get home soon. Uncle is very worried about your situation. Let uncle know if there's any news, okay? And your grandmother is also very worried about you. Do you want uncle to tell him?"

"Thank you, Uncle. I will always tell you. Please say hello to Grandma and tell her I'm fine. I don't want to worry her."

"Okay, I'll give you your message to Grandma. Please tell us we're always here."

Ashma is relieved to inform her uncle Amith. After informing his uncle somehow Ashma was very difficult to fall asleep even he felt not sleepy at all.

Because Ashma was still awake, she finally decided to get out of the room. Ashma walked slowly down the stairs, everyone in this mansion must have fallen asleep.

Ashma saw the room around him had extinguished the lamp but Ashma's view was fixed on one room that was still burning so Ashma went to check it.

Ashma sees someone there she recognizes the broad back, Adam is there and Ashma decides to return to her room because she does not want to disturb or disrupt Adam's personal moments. Ashma turned around and stepped back to climb the stairs. However, before Ashma could go any further, Adam suddenly called out his name.

"Ashma."

Ashma was shocked and turned to face Adam. "Oh, sorry if I'm interrupting. I just want to see what's going on here. I have trouble sleeping."

Adam staggered a little closer to Ashma where he was standing now, for some reason Ashma felt Adam's aura a little scary.

"I miss you so much Lily, so." Adam raved under his consciousness and assumed that Ashma was his lover's lily.

Ashma was shocked to hear Adam's words. His eyes looked at Adam with a mixture of confusion and anxiety.

"What do you mean, Adam? I'm not Lily, I'm Ashma!" answer Ashma in a high tone.

Adam stepped closer to Ashma, his face filled with a look of confusion and disappointment. "No way... Lily, that's your name. I know you're Lily. How could you forget your name?"

Ashma felt increasingly uneasy about the situation, she tried to keep her cool and explained to Adam carefully, "Adam you're drunk, I'm not Lily."

"You can't not be Lily" murmured Adam, his voice filled with disbelief. "You look exactly like him, you talk, your gestures, they're all the same."

"Do you want to get away from me again? Lily I really love you but why did you cancel our wedding?" Adam increasingly mengacau unclear Ashma more afraid of the aura of Adam then Ashma decided to leave immediately, but Adam managed to pull his hand and bring Ashma that he thought Lily into decapan.

Ashma was panicked and anxious. He tried to break away from Adam's strong grasp. "Adam, let me go! I'm not Lily! I'm Ashma! You're wrong!" cry Ashma with a soaring fear.

However, Adam continued to maintain his grip and spoke in a disjointed voice, "Don't lie, Lily! I know you still love me. You can't just leave me!"

Ashma tried to calm the tension down, "Adam, listen to me. I'm not really Lily. I don't know what's going on between you two, but I'm Ashma, not Lily. Please let me go now!"

In a panic, Ashma tries to make the most of the situation. He tried to calm Adam down in a soft voice, "Adam, listen to me. I know you're confused and angry, but I'm not Lily. Adam wake up."

However, his efforts did not seem to have yielded results. Adam still did not listen to Ashma's plea. Worried for her safety, Ashma begins to feel desperate and finds a way to escape. But however he tried to lose his power with Adam's greater energy, Ashma was afraid.

Ashma is shocked when Adam suddenly kisses her, Ashma is so angry he wants to avoid, but Adam's strength is still too strong for Ashma. Ashma tries to fight back and kicks Adam with all her might, trying to break free from his powerful grip.

Instead of letting Adam go further, the situation worsened when Adam brought Ashma into the room. Ashma tries hard to escape, but Adam's great strength makes it difficult to escape. He felt increasingly desperate and fearful of what Adam might do.

In desperation, Ashma tried to shout for help hoping that someone would hear and come to help. However, the calm atmosphere in the mansion made his voice sound faint and did not reach anyone, it seemed like his room was also soundproof.

Adam threw Ashma's body into the bed basket and kissed Ashma's lips again greedily. Adam managed to remove the hijab used by Ashma until his long black hair decomposed, Ashma cried so much that he felt very dirty. Ashma continued to revolt, clutching Adam's shoulder hard, but the man felt nothing at all.

Under the influence of liquor Adam's brain is getting crazy, without realizing Adam managed to tear the robe that Ashma wore the man was completely overpowered by his lust

"I-I beg you to stop!" pekik Ashma was so angry.

"I'm Ashma not Lily." Ashma cried and the feeble voice slowly made Adam's consciousness return, he covered his body from Ashma. Adam immediately noticed Ashma crying nearby, and his facial expression showed deep fear.

Adam hit his head very dizzy he felt very dizzy and went to the toilet to wash his face. Meanwhile, Ashma who was still frightened shook her body because she felt so dirty, she then covered her body with a blanket.

Adam washes his face in frustration, he remembers what he did, how could Adam think Ashma was lily, Adam had never been like this before.

Adam returns from the toilet after washing his face, he sees Ashma shaken and crying on the bed with her hijab and her messy robe. Adam felt very sorry and guilty for his actions against Ashma. He realizes that he has made a big mistake thinking Ashma is Lily and almost harasses Ashma. Adam approached Ashma cautiously, trying to calm the girl down.

"Ashma, forgive me," said Adam in a soft voice.

Ashma raised her face that was still wet with tears. He looked at Adam with a mixture of fear and anger. Ashma's voice trembled, "why do you think I'm Lily? I'm Ashma, not your lover!" pekik Ashma because he felt disgusted with his body now.

"You're not coming any closer!"

Adam stopped in his place, providing the distance between them as Ashma asked. He understands that Ashma still feels scared and uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry, Ashma," said Adam in a soft voice. "I don't know what happened to me. I was shocked and lost consciousness. I thought you were Lily because your face looks like her. But now I know that you're Ashma, not Lily. I'm sorry for the misunderstanding."

"I won't come near or hurt you. I'll keep my distance, unless you feel comfortable talking to me. I'm sorry I-"

"Go Adam!" Ashma threw him away, he was currently completely frightened.

Adam nodded sadly, "Alright, I understand. I'm going to leave now. I'm sorry, Ashma. I'm really sorry." With a heavy heart, Adam left the room and made room for Ashma to calm down.

He immediately entered his room and looked at himself in the mirror. He saw her as such a jerk for almost committing an indecent act on the woman he was supposed to protect.

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