DAMNED GIRL
36. JOVIALITY

This Monday morning my head hurts so bad, it feels unbearable. I'm sure this was the effect when I was doing the experiment of taking my life at that time.

Apparently the clock has shown at half six in the morning. Every day I wake up at five in the morning. Liana had also finished bathing after Mr. Yanto who was preparing to leave for work.

After I took a bath and dressed in full uniform I quickly ate breakfast together as usual. We ate breakfast very heavy. That's a habit in this family.

After finishing breakfast then Pak Yanto said goodbye to us

"I go first ya "he said as he rushed himself and waved his hand at us

"Yes" said Mother.

After Mr. Yanto had really left, Mother told me to feed the ducks. A routine job that has been Pak Yanto never realized.

"Don't forget before leaving to feed the duck first" said Mother while collecting dirty dishes for me to wash after school

I nodded "Yes Ma'am" I said as I stepped into the duck cage and fed them.

But because this morning my head hurt so much I ended up doing it so slow that I didn't realize it was almost noon

To the extent that Liana approached me, she protested to me

" You're a long time. His love" he said

"Yes soon finished" I said as I put food in the duck meal

"When is it, what time is it ?" unluckiness

"Yes, if you go first, "my proposal

"Why didn't you say that !" unluckiness

Liana's voice apparently invited Mother's instincts to come to us, she was also surprised to see me who was not usually slow working

"You why so long ago, you've started fighting me huh ?" unluckiness

I turned to Mom "Gak Ma, my head hurts a lot" I replied slowly

"sickness ?" said Mother does not believe

"Yes Ma'am"

"There are not many reasons for you, if you are sick how can you move until this second !" ketus Mom

Liana was still grumbling in the middle of my and Mother's debate

"I'm leaving first !" unfortunately, then ran quickly to leave me and Mom

"Be careful Liana !" I said to Liana who was gone

Then Mom came back to scold me

"You don't have many reasons. You are here to live well, eat free, sleep free and school free. But you don't know yourself that you're just hitchhiking here. At least you should give your gratitude in this way. But the bad thing is you never do well !" ablaze

"It's not so Mom, but I did have a headache once again" I said

"Shut up !" Mom snapped at me

"How dare you fight me. Quickly finish it and quickly go to school !" then he left me.

A few moments later I was finally able to finish it even though I had been grimacing in pain.

With quick steps I left for school without Liana.

Until finally I was in front of the school gate even though time had shown me at eight I tried to force myself to enter

The gate was closed by security

But I kept making up for him to get in

"Sir, ask for help so that I can enter" I asked

"Can't go in !" emphatically

Because so scared not to go to school, my mind was turbulent erratically which eventually made me cry so bitterly

"So I was chased by my mother to feed the ducks first sir" I said innocently

Mr. Satpam who initially did not care finally softened his heart seen from the look of his face began to soften

"Why can that be ?" tannya

"Because every morning I am given such duty, sir" I replied while still sobbing in tears

"Well, but you can get up early" he said

"Yes sir, but today my head also hurts so much that I work slowly" I said

"Why don't you just tell your mom that your head hurts ?" tanyanya wonder

I shook my head "My mom doesn't believe I have a headache" I said

Mr. Satpam was silent to hear it, he was quite surprised by my answer which must have been hard to believe by his common sense

"Well, this time you I escaped in. But if tomorrow don't expect !" threaten him to open the gate

"Thank you sir" I said thank you

Mr. Satpam nodded "Yes, he is the same" he said

Immediately I ran in the hallway of the class as soon as I did not care about the sound of my shoes that disturbed the other classes. Until I finally arrived in front of the tightly closed classroom door

I started to tap on it slowly and was a little scared

Tok.shock.tok.

But no one opened it, I heard from behind the door there was a voice of a mature woman explaining the subject matter

Then I tried to tap a little hard

Tok.shock..tok.

Without waiting for long the door was opened by Miss Rie

We finally looked at each other at the door

Rie's mother sighed then looked at her watch. He also shook his head

"You're too late. How did you get into the school !" heed

"Sorry Mom, I'm late" I said, only able to answer so

"Yes I know, what I ask is how did you get through the gate ?" tannya

"So I asked permission to enter the same guard" I replied

"So you managed to trick the security guard ?" tannya

I shook my head "No ma'am, I said honestly to him" I replied

"Oh well, then what's your excuse ?" tannya

"So I'll feed the ducks first" I replied

Rie's mother grinned at his forehead "What ?"

I nodded "Yes Ma'am it's my job every morning but this time because my head hurts so much I'm working on it slow" I explained

Rie's mother who listened to my reasons tried to believe what was said from my mouth

"Did your mom know you had a headache ?" tannya

"Know" I answered quickly

"Why your mother doesn't care. I honestly can't believe your story. Can you find a more reasonable reason ?" tannya

I shook my head "No Ma'am because that's what happens when you don't believe me, you can ask my half-brother. Liana" said

Rie's mother was fixated with my answer as if remembering the figure of Liana "Owh, okay" he nodded

"Well then, you can go in and please don't repeat" he said, opening the way by sliding his body to the side

"Good ma'am thank you" I said as I stepped towards my seat.

When I sat down Gea quietly behind my ear "Oh pantesan nih child every morning the smell of duck poop" he said then greeted the little laughter of his colleague "Hihi"

But Septi who also heard Gea's words just kept silent while glancing disdainfully at me.

Even so I still do not want to bother with his words.

After Ms. Rie's lesson was over, my head was getting crushed, I thought it would heal by itself but it was getting worse.

My body is weak and can only put my face on the table because of the pain I try to tilt my head to the left and to the right on the table with my hands

Septi who has been watching me ever since is so sorry for me

"It hurts so much Dhir ?" tannya

I just nodded

"Why can that be ?" tannya

I was silent and did not answer

"I'm anterin to UKS only yuk. We're asking for headache medicine" he asked

"I don't know what kind of headache medicine it is" I said

"You don't have to worry because all headache medications are the same, except for migraine, vertigo and other head injury drugs" he explained

"Where do you know ?" much

Septi grinned "I'm just guessing my shadow is so" he said

I smiled, "It can be you" I said

In the same time the second lesson Master enters. A middle-aged gentlemen with a tall thin body with a face decorated with thin whiskers. He was carrying a bag containing our leptop and a book of duties.