DAMNED GIRL
54. AUNT ROS IS FURIOUS

Finally we arrived at home each delivered safely by Mr. Ojek good heart. I got home Aunt Ros the sky's getting dim

When I got to the house that opened Om Dudu's door

Kreeksk

"Loh, Dhira you just got home. Tumben really late afternoon home" he said

"Yes Om, I was the same Mira after looking for Dad" I replied innocently as I stepped in

Om Dudu was astonished at me "Well, where are you going ?" ask her as she sits on the sofa then goes back to face the television show she was watching

"I was going to go to the police station but I didn't, I didn't dare to go in" I said

Om Dudu turned to me "Loh, the way he was at the police station. Is your father in prison ?" tannya

"No, I just want to report a missing person" I replied

Om Dudu still silently looked at me, his face like confused to answer what else

But the chat I finally broke "I went to the room first Om" I said

"Yes, yeah. Don't forget to eat after the shower" he said while returning to watch

"yes Om. Oh, where's Auntie ?" much

"Oh, take a shower" he answered

"Oh, if so I go to the room first yes" I said as I stepped towards the room

Om Dudu invites "Yes, yes" he said

I closed the door of the room tightly then put the bag and slowly sat on the bed for some reason suddenly I felt very tired and this heart seemed excited to meet Dad. I don't know why my longing is overflowing even though I've never met him.

Without me noticing my tears falling back, I occasionally wiped my increasingly wet cheeks with my fingers. The sound of my sobbing that felt bitter broke out in this silent room.

Once again I looked at the picture of Dad, even then I was getting hurt looking at his face.

Tok..tok.tok !

The door from behind my room sounded loud

Tok..tok.tok !

The voice of the woman I knew called my name "Dhira !" dial him

I quickly regained my tingling emotions by taking deep breaths, drying my cheeks and trying to give a look that seemed like nothing had happened

I opened the door slowly, it was clear Aunt Ros was standing in the mouth

Aunt Ros noticed the school uniform I was still wearing "Loh, you haven't had a bath yet ?" tannya

"Yes Bi, I was lying down so I forgot to take a shower" I replied

"Oh yes already if so you hunt shower yes, do not forget to eat too. We eat together. Aunty and Om waiting for you" he said

"Iya Bi" I replied as I closed the door again.

After bathing and changing clothes, I finally approached Aunt Ros and Om dudu in the kitchen. The dining table is in the kitchen.

Apparently there's been Aunt Ros and Om Dudu waiting for me since.

I shifted the dining chair and sat facing them

Om Dudu gave me a leather cracker stuffed in a medium-sized jar, he knew that I liked it "It's your cracker" he said

"Thank you Om" I said thank you

"If so, as always, before we eat. Let's pray first" asked Om Dudu who became the leader of the meal prayer.

After we prayed for a meal together, we immediately ate dinner together.

There was no chatter on the dining table all ate greedily until no sound at all until I finally tidied up the dirty dishes and I lifted into the sink no chatter whatsoever. But that does not mean they are angry with me but because they have no material to talk about

At seven o'clock the night after I washed the dishes and cleaned the kitchen room I intended to go back to the room but in the living room I did not see Aunt Ros, there is only Om Dudu who has now watched football matches

"Om, where's Aunt Ros ?" much

Om Dudu replied without turning my head "Oh, go briefly to the house next door" he replied

"Oh that" I said

"Why indeed ?" ask again

"Oh that" he said

"Yes" I broke up and then went back to my room

This time the door of the room I did not lock like this afternoon, I let it only close tightly.

Because I was not sleepy then I chose to lay down my body while staring at the ceiling of the room without any thoughts.

But over time my eyelids began to clench a few times, actually I was sleepy but my brain still did not want to sleep.

But I ended up sleeping too.

A while I slept well

The sound of a door opening violently woke me up

I gasped to see Aunt Ros was already beside me with a face that was not as friendly as usual

He still looked at me disappointed from that look which made me turn into a sitting position

I also did not hesitate to ask Auntie's attitude tonight "What's Bi ?" much

Aunt Ros was still staring at me, her eyes were red in tears, her lips were tight as if she didn't want to say anything.

From there I began to realize that I had made a mistake but I don't know anything.

At the same time Om Dudu came too but he was just standing on the doorstep watching us as if watching something that was about to happen.

Aunt Ros finally spoke but her tone was slow but she sounded very disappointed

"Why are you looking for your father ?" tannya

I gasped at him because I thought Aunt Ros wouldn't be this disappointed if I found out

Finally Aunt Ros's emotional patience could not be withstood anymore, then she hit me

"For what ?" snapped

I was shocked then turned to Om Dudu who began to step on his wife's back then patted gently on Aunt Ros's shoulder "Already, Mom. Already" he said trying to calm Aunt Ros's heart

But Aunt Ros was still angry, her tone was still harsh "You've I warned you not to look for your father. Why are you doing it ?"

I'm still quiet not shaking

While Aunt Ros was still talking

"You don't appreciate Mr. Yanto's service, you don't appreciate your real mother, you don't appreciate our affection. You're looking for your beast-hearted father !" unluckiness

Hearing Aunt Ros say so Om Dudu immediately pulled Aunt Ros's hand out of the room and ended her disappointment to me but Aunt Ros brushed off Om Dudu's hand, apparently she still did not finish venting her emotions

"I thought you were coming home in the afternoon from playing with your friend but apparently you were trying to find your father instead. Do you think your dad will think of you too ?"

Aunt Ros then shed tears of disappointment to me, it made my hair goosebumps and I was moved, I felt more guilty

While Om Dudu who knew the contents of his wife's heart, then Om Dudu tried to persuade gently Aunt Ros to leave the room so that his heart was calm again.

Finally, after wiping her tears, Aunt Ros complied with her husband's persuasion. They left without another word but after the door was closed by Om Dudu I heard clearly Aunt Ros was still angry with me

Om Dudu also continues to persuade Aunt Ros so that her heart is calm again

"That's it, ma'am, that's a natural thing for every child. A child will be curious to find his parents. Good or bad a father or his mother who long separated from him, surely the child will look for what else is the fate of Dhira so" explained Om Dudu gently

But Aunt Ros was still upset

"I just don't want to after all this time Dhira was suffering, but his father only continued the happiness of Dhira only. That's not fair to Dhira !"

"Loh, but in reality Dhira did not meet his father, right ?" said Om Dudu

"Yes, but I still don't like it until they meet"

"They will be difficult to meet, because Dhira never met his father nor his father who left Dhira in a baby state. They won't know each other. So what are you afraid of ? After all, even if they get a miracle to meet each other, why should we also ban. Isn't that part of God's love that reunites them ?" said Om Dudu

Aunty Ros was silent for a moment

But Om Dudu again sulked it "It's already Mom, throw away your ego. Don't follow bad feelings. This attitude of yours only makes Dhira more hurt in living her life. Whatever choice Dhira should be we have to support as long as it does not harm himself and others" he said

"I just continue Yanto's trust, he's a pity for Dhira. I also love Dhira" said Aunt Ros

"Yes, everyone loves him but that does not mean we decide him from his biological family" concluded Om Dudu