DAMNED GIRL
38. SOUL TURMOIL

It has been one year I was in the first grade and apparently it is true that all Septi estimates that Gea had not liked me because he was afraid of losing competitiveness from academic values. But come to think of it, Gea should not worry because the defending champion is obviously always that's it, always Bowo.

The order never changes either. Gea is second and I'm third.

What to fear from me

Honestly, I never realized I could be this smart in academic science. All I know is that I've been pretty bad at school. But I don't know where I can do things well enough and easily

Today is the last day in first class. Report acceptance is represented by the parents of each student.

Coincidentally the one who took the report of me and Liana was Mom. But I'm not proud of my book. He was flat as if there were no achievements I had given him.

Not with Mr. Yanto

"Congratulations Dhira and Liana who are now second class. Hopefully you can get through various obstacles in this life" he said so deeply

I smiled blushingly "Yes sir" I replied

"Although Liana cannot rank but Dhira already represents achievements in this family. But despite all that I am proud of you" he said again

I think the class break will be a little more relaxed than usual, I hope I will not break down much energy because there is no activity to school. But apparently a full day every day there is only homework given by Mother.

During the day as usual Mr. Yanto works and will go home later in the afternoon at six while Mom and Liana are used to lazing in the living room relaxing on a chair while watching television

Mother called me who I just finished sweeping through all the space

"Dhira !"

"Yes Ma'am" I replied

"Every day you have to wash clothes, in the bathroom there should be no dirty clothes hanging" he said

I just nodded "Yes Ma'am" I said

Liana also began to dare to rule me like a great mistress in all her luxuries

"Dhira grabin drink dong" told him while still relaxing lying in front of the television.

I looked at him as if he wanted to refuse but I was afraid of being a thing.

Finally, with a big heart, I took him a glass of water

"This" my sodor to her

"Don't water cake, hot-hot like this nice drinking water iced tea sweet. Make it there !" command again

Mother who heard Liana's expression finally agreed "Yes right. Sana. I also wanted to drink sweet iced tea" he added

"But the ice has to buy first" I said

"You bought it there !" ask Mom

"It's not that I can't go to the stall, ma'am "my correction to him

Mom glared then snapped at me "You've dared to fight me ?"

"No ma'am, I'm just asking" I said nervously

"So, you mean the one who bought Liana's ice cubes ?"

I fell silent as I glanced at Liana who was so relaxed yet did not pierce our debate a single word

"No ma'am, I'm just saying it" I replied slowly

Then Mom gave me a thousand rupiah coin. He put it on the table

"Take it, buy it !" heed

I picked it up "Just buy some ice cubes, Mom ?" ask me slowly

But even like a sensi an to me

"What else do you think you're going to buy. Sugar and tea are still plenty" he said

Liana immediately said "I bought a snack, Mom, I want crisps" he asked

Without a second thought I immediately took out a piece of money five thousand then put it on the table again

"Buyin it all but mixed there are spicy chips and sweet chips" he said

I took it "Yes Mom" I nodded

Immediately I rushed to the stall to buy what was my destination

"Buy what deck ?" ask the mother who owns the stall

"Buy the ice one, and the spicy chips mixed with sweet chips buy five thousand" I replied

The shop owner prepared my request.

Wrapping it the shop owner watched my body from top to bottom with a jacketless garment covering my skin

"You're Mr Yanto's stepson huh ?" tannya

I nodded "Yes Ma'am"

I don't think he knows about me

"Sir Yanto is good ?" tanyakanya. I feel like it's just a pleasant question

"Yes he is very good" I replied

The mother smiled "Yes she is indeed famous. Lucky for you to be his stepson. But even more fortunate is your mother" he said as he handed the package to me

"Yes Ma'am" I nodded

Arriving at home I went back to Liana and Mother and handed them the snacks they ordered.

"It's the chips" I said wishing I had been given one

But apparently not at all

"Sana makes her iced tea. That's sweet yeah" tell Mom

"Yes Ma'am" I said

But I haven't even reached the kitchen yet

"Es sweet tea is filled in a teapot, so you can add. So you can drink too" he said

I nodded "Yes Ma'am"

"Oh, yes, not for long" asked Mom

I nodded again "Yes Ma'am"

I made it for them without any grudges or heartache.

After that, I placed a medium-sized plastic teapot on the table in front of them equipped with three empty glasses on a tray

Liana who realized her desire had so finally changed her position to sit "Pour dong !" he said it to me

Without commenting back, I quickly poured iced tea in Liana's glass and I don't forget the glass in my glass.

They took it and drank it to look like they enjoyed it while eating chips and watching television shows. One piece they didn't offer it to me.

But it's getting used to me, the more my heart gets stronger

They were sitting on chairs while I was sitting on the floor it was common for me. Living among family members who do not like me like this is like a living spice that I have to accept carefully.

Actually, I'd like to buy you a new uniform, but I don't think that's possible for me. Mother must have rejected it

But my mind says what's wrong with trying to ask for it

"Mom" call me nervous

My mother looked at me with a flat face like always

"What ?" tannya

But I lost first from my mind

I was silent not being able to ask

Seeing my plinplan attitude Mother became upset

"What do you want to ask ?" unluckiness

I shook my head "Not being Mom" I said

Mom sighed "You've finished the kitchen yet ?" ask Mom

"Not yet" I answered

"What are you waiting for, let's clean up !"

At the same time, Liana seemed to be as thoughtful as me

"Mom, I'll buy a new uniform, ma'am" Liana said

"Isn't your uniform not broken yet ?" ask Mom wonder

"Yes it is not broken but if you go to class it is better to see that the uniform is new" said Liana

Mother nodded her head "Oh so, yes, I will ask your father so that later we go to the market to buy your equipment" he said

I don't know

why is there my mouth so boldly issued a request also to Mother "I'm also Mom" I asked with hope

Mom changed her face to be upset "What ? what do you mean ?" tannya

Hearing Mom talk as soon as I'm sanctioned. My mind regrets that I've been so speechless

I was confused to shake my head but I needed to because my school uniform shirt was getting duller

"You want to buy me a new uniform ?" sure Mom is to me

I nodded in doubt "Yes Ma'am"

Mom laughed cynically "Hahaha. Ngaca you. Where do you think money is coming from ?" ketch

I fell silent

"Owh, here it is. Liana's uniform is still clean. Later if Liana buy a new, old uniform you just wear" idea

I can't hear it but I can only refuse in my heart

"Do you understand, right ?" ask Mom

I haven't answered anything

Mother assured once again "Unclear, right ?"

I finally nodded

"Yes there clean the kitchen, just clean everything that looks dirty" he said

"Yes Ma'am"