DAMNED GIRL
42. STILL GRIEVING

Nervously, Mr. Yosan finally answered "P-ak Yan.to... Ngg.ngg..drowned in the middle of the sea this afternoon Bu" he explained.

Hearing it so both of Mom's eyes widened "What ?"

His body instantly trembled, his face was pale, his breathing was breathless

Mr. Yosan who witnessed Mom's panicked response, he couldn't do much, he just kept his head down while nodding slowly unable to look into Mom's eyes

Without another word, I cried hysterically "Hu.hu.hu. You must be lying, right ?" the accusation is fast

Mother's voice hardened as Mom's emotions overflowed no longer unstoppable.

Mother was screaming hysterically so loudly that she invited many neighbors to come to see us

While Mom was getting out of control, she was getting more and more rampaging even while pointing at Mr. Yosan's face "Aaarkkkk....arrrghhhh..!!! you lied !!! you hide where my husband is !!" yells

Neighbors who came out of hiding finally gradually pulled over in the yard of the house, and, with a confused face they compact to ask each other even some of the Mothers there who approached Mother to just calm the attitude of Mother who is increasingly like a demon possessed person

"Patience Mom, patience. This is what Mom. Mother why ?" said Ibu Siwi while stroking the back of Mother who has been crying since then while shouting continuously

But Mr. Yosan just chose to look down as if he could not see the situation.

At the same time, Mom fell in front of Mr. Yosan and all the watching eyes.

Brukh !

Mother fell down not budging

Everyone panicked, including Liana and me

Directly without anyone commanding, Mr. Yosan and the other Fathers carried Mother into the living room.

Then carefully Mother was placed on the mat that Liana gave surrounded by many people who sympathized with her.

Mother Siwi and other mothers tried to resuscitate Mother to return to consciousness but it was not as easy as hope. Mother still closed her eyes and remained silent.

Because the atmosphere is getting worse, people finally urge Mr. Yosan to tell the truth about what happened.

Finally Mr. Yosan spoke even though his voice was heavy and trembling

"Last afternoon I took him fishing, everything was normal as usual. The sea water is calm, nothing makes it difficult for us. When we rowed the boat to the middle of the sea hook Pak Yanto eaten by fish finally Pak Yanto stood up but knew his body even by himself and then he fell down just like that. I panicked, actually I could swim but I did not dare to help him.hik..hik..hik.hik" said Mr. Yosan ended the fall of tears that he had been resistant since.

Just contact the people are getting pity to see the situation of Mother

"Yes gosh"

Mr. Yosan who had already told her about it was finally only able to shed a deep cry of regret for her

While Liana and I were just silent, I could not cry hysterically or in panic like I was pouring out. Especially me, because I feel that Mr. Yanto is still alive even though half my mind is split like saying and agreeing that Mr. Yanto is lifeless.

While Mr. Yosan just continued to cry endlessly

To the extent that Mr. Naim tried to calm him down "It is sir, all this is fate. We just pray that Mr. Yanto is still safe" he said, greeted by nods of other residents.

But Mr. Yosan was still crying bitterly while covering his face with both palms as if the shadow of Pak Yanto's departure would make him regret for the rest of his life.

The sound of Mr. Yosan's cry grew increasingly boisterous when the night grew late and quiet.

Finally after a long wait, Mother began to squint her eyes but did not open wide as if afraid to see the reality.

I know your heart must have been broken and very traumatized to receive this sad news.

After Mother had looked better at last the residents gradually left us.

Now I'm left, Liana, Mother and Mr. Yosan

Mr. Yosan was still unable to leave, he was even more afraid to leave because of a regret he made himself.

He can only continue to apologize to Mother who is helpless "Mom, I'm sorry" he said again after the umpteenth time

But Mother still did not flinch at all

The atmosphere of the night is getting worse, cold gripping and tiring. But Mr. Yosan still survives in front of Mom

Finally Mother spoke after a long silence, but Mother was reluctant to see the face of Mr. Yosan. Mother spoke slowly to mengikhlaskan all the bitter facts that so convoluted his life

"It is sir, now you just go and never come back because it will only make a heartache to me" he was greeted with sobs

Mr. Yanto so joined in crying, he increasingly regretted "I'm sorry Mom, I didn't mean not to help him. Please don't report it to Police Ma'am, I didn't kill him. The vow. Mr. Yanto fell out on his own. Hik..hik.hik" please be so soft.

Mother sighed softly "Why do I report to the Police, after all my husband will definitely never live again" resigned Mother

Hearing him Mr. Yosan increasingly sobbed grievously "Mother, I'm sorry. Really" he said while prostrating in front of Mom.

"Go there!" throw Mom off in a slow tone

But Mr. Yosan is not yet ready to move on

Mother's tone back higher and higher "Go there!" mother said

But Mr. Yanto still cries

Because Mr. Yosan did not go, finally Mother looks fed up and drove him away angrily "Go therea ! go ! I said go !!!" banish

Seeing the attitude of Mother who had started to get emotional again finally Pak Yosan left without a word.

Finally, Mr. Yosan moved quickly by carrying regrets for the rest of his life.

We've been together for two weeks on the roof without Mr. Yanto. This house feels lonely and quiet like there are lives that are really empty

Usually it was Mr. Yanto who filled the joy in this house but now he was far away there, in nature that we never knew his place

Today at five in the afternoon under the dark sky due to the heavy rain all day, Grandma and Grandpa Liana came to see you. Previously they also helped report to the Police over the drowning of Mr. Yanto.

But until this moment Mr. Yanto has not been found.

Grandma Liana came just to inform Mother of important things because she thought it was time for Grandma to take a good attitude

With his hands still strong Grandma took a cup of warm tea for him to whip, after which he spoke to Mother

"That tea is delicious, who made it ?" heed

Mom smiled "Dhira made it" Mom replied

Grandma smiled at me who was already sitting near Mom with Liana as well

But Grandma did not continue her conversation, instead being joined by Grandpa Liana with a heavy and hoarse voice. It was clear that her eyes were glazed as she held back a bitter cry.

"My son until this moment has not been found, I don't want us to have to give everything" he said

Hearing so suddenly Mom cried hysterically

Hik.hik.

His cry broke out with the sound of the rain growing more and more

Because the atmosphere was increasingly sad we ended up crying together and praying together for the departure of Mr. Yanto who now knows where he is