DAMNED GIRL
49. MISUNDERSTAND

Finally, it has been almost a week I can pass the days of going to a public school that is famous often bawuran, a school that is not a favorite for students whose academics are above average. Paint the walls of the building one floor leter U was as if hinting at the lack of care from the school was clearly visible from the light brown wall paint that almost all peeled off. Even worse in the classroom almost a lot of feet rickety chairs and almost broken plus many tables filled with scribbles of pen ink, pens, ink markers even up to a white streak of pen eraser was seen real cover almost part of the table. Not a single desk back survived at this school. Not to mention the class ceiling

Afternoon in the hot weather of the sun is quite stinging this lesson should have started active since yesterday but because this is not the school that is expected for this nation, it is not the school that is expected for this nation, therefore the teacher who should be present in the class is always absent is not present. Maybe because it is still the adjustment of the teachers or indeed the teachers who are lazy to teach

Finally from yesterday one teacher has not shown his form even in the morning until this afternoon the classroom atmosphere is still as boisterous. Other friends prefer to be noisy and exchange stories and laugh with each other but me and Rinai are not coming along like other friends, rinai and I just sit back and back on the chair without talking to each other

Rinai was busy with her phone that she had been typing.

While since then I just daydream as my hand flips through page after page of the notebook from the first page to the last page. Nothing I read was confused about what I should do

Even so, I really enjoyed my slaughter while also kicking slowly the pieces of wood under my desk

It was already two noon apparently but in my class was still crowded like the market and even until arriving at the end of the hour home even no teacher was present to teach.

Teng..teng..teng!

The sound of the bell coming home from the beaten iron finally sounded loud in our ears.

The roar of happy new students in my class compact hurriedly tidied his school supplies into their respective bags and quickly rushed to scramble home

While it was only me and Rinai whose movements were more relaxed

Rinai is still tidying up her uniform, which is what she always does before going home to step through the classroom door

But I just noticed he didn't dare to say hello

My other classmates one by one had already gradually left with only three remaining students that I did not know their names one by one, they were gathered at a fourth row table at the corner of the wall of their class dressed together. Wearing powder, lipstick and other makeup tools. They look happy doing it while they tell each other stories

At the same time Rinai began to rush away because he felt his clothes were neat, without saying goodbye or saying other words as usual. Rinai just left me.

But I don't care about her cold attitude towards me because to me it's a common thing to happen to me and it seems like Rinai is a typical introverted woman

Actually I also want to quickly get home but do not know why I was even fixated on those who are still preening, my eyes did not stop looking at them until one child from among them turned to me with a sharp eye. His hair was straight black thin long shoulder-length yellow skinned and had finished preening with powder powder powder that was too white and chili red lipstick that made his face even more fierce

He looked at me and then I replied with a friendly smile. But he was not interested in my good attitude

He threw his face away from me and then added the powder on his face that was getting whiter.

For some time I still keep watching them, actually I have no desire to preen but somehow I am happy to see their familiarity. That's what I expected. Familiarity with friends.

Since I had also felt that I had not been going home for too long, I finally decided to hurry back to Aunt Ros's house.

I slowly carried my backpack and began to step out of my chair

But

I was stopped by a woman I didn't know her name but apparently she had been suspicious of me ever since

He stood in front of me and behind him were two friends who had finished dressing up. None of them smiled kindly, and they looked more hostile to me

"What do you think we're doing ?" tannya

Seeing the look on his face that made it impossible to be friends, I became nervous and did not know what to answer

But he kept asking me for answers

"Huh, why ?" ask again

I who was not able to make a sound, just answered him by shaking my head

The friend behind him snaps

Hearing the words of his friend I immediately dodged "No, no. No!" answer me quickly

But he who seems to be the head of their genk is not satisfied with my answer

"Surely you want powder, lipstick, mascara and others right!" accusingly

I still shake my head "No" I replied

From behind his friend said "My Lady is Lu. Plain but timid soot in fact !"

I still shook my head because what they were accusing was clearly wrong but they seemed to know very well that I was in a panic against them. And they are getting more and more brave to pressure me

One of his friends again snatched "Directly teach me aja, Nasya" he said

From there I found out that his name was Nasya.

Nasya looked at me deeply, his facial expression he made like an antagonist in the soap opera story.

He slowly stepped up and stopped right in front of my face.

His face with mine was finally so close

From there I was getting nervous and didn't know what to do other than just be quiet

Nasya was still furious with me "No need to be a hotshot yes, what else is the matter of the cave wearing makeup is not your business. Besides, if you don't have makeup, buy it there. And one more thing do not worry about the genk cave if you want to safely study school here !" threaten him firmly

Hearing his words I was even confused because at least I had no evil thoughts to them.

Nasya still wants to talk "Partially if the cave pay attention to yes, the part of yourself that can be made up what ? Your body is like gini many black spots like leopards. Cave wonder so, you're this guy what a demon ya ?" chetus

Hearing Nasya say so his two friends laughed at him

"Mahaha"

Nasya still continued his remark "Don't you be a human who is cursed to be laughed at by the universe huh ?"

Two of his friends laughed crazy

"Haha!"

Honestly, Nasya's words and the laughter of two friends made my mind back to remind my life in the past when I just barely forgot but this afternoon Nasya managed to reopen the bitter memory in my head

Nasya and his two friends finally left me after being satisfied to laugh at my shortcomings and like he also knew that my eyes had held back tears.

I don't know why I just sit back and cry alone.

The class atmosphere was getting quieter there was only the sound of my sobs faltering.

Almost a few minutes I was lazy to go home, I felt I was unable to survive. I'm starting to worry about continuing tomorrow.

The wind that entered through the classroom window seemed to greet me gently and coolly. He seemed to say that there was still a God who accompanied me in distress.

But my little heart is turbulent, if God was with me long ago why do I always get bad treatment from people who should be part of my life. And why all the people who loved me only temporarily became a part of my life all went away until they never came back again.

My tears came back just to think about what I really didn't need to contemplate.