DEAR
Episode 136's

After her argument with Alex, Sherin shuts herself in her room all day. The woman really did not end up thinking with her husband. Everything Sherin has given. Sherin doesn't even care though her family doesn't care about her. But Alex doesn't care about her. Alex even seems to blame her for being reckless to marry him. Though if Alex wants to understand all that Sherin did for the sake of the fetus in her womb which is also the blood of Alex's flesh. Fetus results from her affair with Alex behind Lena.

The aunt, who had finished cooking for Sherin lunch, knocked on Sherin's room door. This time the old woman did not know about Sherin and Alex's argument this morning because the aunt was focusing on her own work in Sherin's room, which was cleaning the bathroom.

Aunty knocked on Sherin's door several times, but Sherin did not. The worried aunt finally decided to slowly open the door to Sherin's room which was not in the key.

Aunty sighed in relief when she found Sherin okay. The distended woman sat on the edge of the bed with a straight forward view. Aunt guessed maybe Sherin didn't hear a knock on the door so Sherin didn't say anything.

“Excuse me madam.”

Sherin remained unmoved. He kept silent with a straight look ahead. If it had been like that aunty was sure her employer was definitely thinking about the problems that adorned her household life.

Aunty who was already used to being a place to confide Sherin also chose to approach. The old woman had promised herself that she would be a good listener to Sherin. All that aunty does because aunty herself is a woman is also a mother who will not be willing if until her daughter feels the things she should not. And seeing Sherin who was not properly considered her presence by the Smith family, her aunt's heart was moved.

“Mrs...”.

Aunty's quiet voice this time managed to distract Sherin. Sherin turned her head and looked at aunt for a while then straightened her gaze back to the front.

“Lunch is ready madam.” Said aunt telling.

Sherin smiled in anguish. Her stomach was not hungry right now.

“I'm not hungry yet bi.” The reply.

Aunt sighed softly. Gelagat Sherin is really very easy to guess.

“They can't be like that. Madam must eat so that the mistress is also a fetus in the womb of a healthy mistress. I've cooked my mistress's favorite menu. I have also cut the fruit and prepare vitamins that must be consumed.”

“Bi.. I stayed beside Alex not without reason. I did it all because of the fetus in my womb. I don't want this child to be born without a father. I also love Alex. I feel I wouldn't be able to live without Alex bi. I gave it all to Alex. I even went against the will of my parents who did not approve of my decision to marry Alex from the beginning. But why did so many sacrifices I've made once Alex never want to look at me? He even blames me for what happened. He assumes I am the one who made his loss of happiness.” Sherin's story is long.

The aunt who listened could only be quiet. Sherin's story is heartbreaking. And auntie knows it's real because of the aunt who witnessed how cruel an Alex is.

“According to my aunt how should I? Do I have to stay put or maybe I just stop and go as far away from Alex and his family as possible?” Sherin asked for aunt's opinion.

Aunt gulped. The old woman did not expect that Sherin would ask her opinion. Meanwhile, according to her own aunt, Sherin's position in the Smith family has been very burdensome Sherin herself. And according to the aunt it would be better if Sherin went away so as not to always be looked at lightly and one eye by the wealthy family. But auntie didn't dare to make her point considering Sherin was so madly infatuated with Alex. Sherin also never felt she had to stay away. Sherin still believes in her one-sided love that will end happily.

“Sorry before mistress. I don't know for that matter. But I will support whatever decision the mistress thinks is good.” Answer aunt politely.

Sherin clucked and sighed softly. Sometimes the feeling of wanting to go away was also seethed in his mind. But it was only for a moment because then Sherin again felt sure that her love for Alex was not wrong. Sherin just felt she had to be more patient for it.

“So yes bi?” Sherin muttered that she was feeling very desperate because of Alex's attitude towards her.

Sherin begins to feel in between staying and staying by Alex's side or going away to find a life of her own with the child still in her womb.

But on the one hand Sherin also does not want to be considered defeated because her married life with Alex ended with a separation. While the married life of Lena and Erlan looks very harmonious and even more romantic. Sherin doesn't want to suffer on her own while Lena is happy with her domestic life with Alex.

“No, I can't give up. Alex will love me someday. Well.. I can't lose to Lena. If he can be happy why can't I?” Inner Sherin who returned with her own convictions.

“I don't want other people to laugh at me because I'm not happy with my marriage. What's more, Lena, she would have insulted me so much if I knew I wasn't happy because Alex couldn't appreciate me.” Sherin continued to mutter inwardly. The woman begins to prejudge Lena, who never cares about Sherin and Alex's life. Of course because Lena is already happy with her married life and Erlan. The man who always privileged and united her with her genuine love and affection that was so great to Lena.

“Oke Sherin, stop thinking silly. You should be able to make Alex realize that you're the only woman who deserves to be with him. Lena is not what else Melisa. Show that you deserve to be happy.” Sherin's smile was full of confidence.