DEAR
Episode 197's

That afternoon Melisa went with Alvin to the boutique to look for a wedding dress. Yeah, they both don't want to put off any more time. In addition to the two of them already pocketed the blessing of both parents Alvin, they also felt they had no reason to delay his good intention to live together.

As for Alex, she has heard firsthand that Alvin and Melisa are getting married soon. Alex was angry and upset. Because he could not hold back his emotions, Alex also evaporated it by driving his car at full speed. Alex even several times almost hit another vehicle and grazed several pedestrians. Alex doesn't care. He was completely overwhelmed by his anger.

“Job !!” Bump Alex while continuing to increase the speed of the car that is in his vehicle.

Though Alex thought Alvin really not seriously want to have Melisa. This makes Alex convinced that he still has hope to have Melisa. But today Alex heard for himself from Melisa and Alvin's mouth that the two were already planning on looking for a wedding dress.

Alex was also angry. His hopes were dashed because of what he heard earlier from the friendly chatter of Alvin and Melisa. In addition to the insults Melisa and Alvin who went straight into the recesses of his heart.

Feeling aimless, Alex stopped his car in a deserted place. The man rubbed his handsome face rough. Accepting a reality that he never expected to be true makes Alex feel lost direction and purpose in life now.

“Why Melisa? Why would you prefer him over me? Obviously I'm better than him. I'm more everything than that guy.” Alex felt very broken.

Alex never expected his heart to hurt now. Alex thinks he is a strong and tough guy who won't feel any pain in his life. Like when I saw Lena happy with Erlan, Alex just felt angry. As for the pain it was just a moment because Alex still had Melisa as her impingement. And the pain is not as painful as it is now.

The shadow as she acted arbitrarily to Melisa came back. The shadow is so clear. Like a shadow when Melisa who cried when she was harassed, even when Melisa tried her hardest to escape from her grip that always forced Melisa to serve him wherever and whenever Alex wanted.

Alex shook his head. Alex admits he's gone too far. But now Alex really seriously want to improve and take responsibility for his actions to Melisa. Alex wants to make Melisa his companion. Alex had even intended to take care of Melisa as well as possible. Alex will change and be a good husband to Melisa. But unfortunately it's too late because Melisa already hates him and now chooses to marry another man, Alvin.

In the midst of turmoil and frustration, the shadow of Sherin who smiled at him arrived. The shadow of Sherin's beautiful face replaced the shadow of Melisa who was crying under Alex's power suddenly arrived.

Alex was stunned by that. Sherin's face so clearly shadowing her made Alex's feelings even more chaotic. The guilt re-emerged in his heart. Guilt for mistreatment on Sherin who is clearly willing to do anything for her.

“What is this?” Alex was angry. Right now fate is playing tricks on him. The two female figures he had once hurt compactly overshadowed him. Even Sherin who no longer exists in this world.

Alex has never felt wrong. Alex has always thought what he does is a way for him to satisfy and please himself. It doesn't matter whether the pleasure is harming others or not. All Alex knows is that he's happy with what he can do.

Alex clucking. His feelings are starting to get mixed up now. From anger, anger, regret, and guilt into one. And all those feelings make Alex feel unclear right now.

Alex took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. Alex doesn't want to get carried away with emotions this time. The man tried to calm himself.

Not wanting to dissolve with his own feelings, Alex also decided to go home. Alex believes playing with Arkana can make him forget what he felt earlier.

Alex revived the engine of his car and drove at moderate speed from the deserted road.

And as soon as she got to her apartment, it turned out that big lady Smith was there. He was playing with Arkana who always wanted Sherin's photo to be near him when he was on any move.

“You've come home.. Tumben once home at this time?” Ask the big lady Smith as soon as Alex gets close to her and Arka.

“Ya.. I feel a little tired today.” Answer Alex accordingly.

Alex put a crackle containing a dus of legit layer cake and a dus of banana sponge that he bought from Melisa's store on the table in front of the sofa sat by his mother. Not bought actually because Melisa gave the cake only even though first insulted Alex indirectly.

The big madam Smith who saw the familiar pictorial crackle in front of her frowned. Grandmother Smith grabbed the crackle and looked at what was inside.

“Alex is Mel's cake. Where did you get it from?” Asked the big madam Smith who made Alex raise next to his eyebrows did not understand.

“Mbak Mel who? Alex bought this cake at Alex's former secretary's pastry shop.. Her name is Melisa.” Alex was confused.

“Your former secretary? So Mel was once your secretary?” Big madam Smith asked in surprise.

“Mbak Mel who the hell is mah? My ex-secretary is Melisa, not Mel mah.”

“Iya mbak Mel it yes Melisa. He's a cake seller who used to also be a cake shop. Sherin also asked mamah to buy her legit layer cake while still pregnant Arkana. But at that time Sherin said there was a dead cockroach in the box of the cake. Since then, you do not buy any more cakes mbak Mel.” Obviously big lady Smith.

“Kuenya mbak Mel is not hygenic. So better this cake is thrown away than make disease.” Said the great madam Smith again.

Alex narrowed both eyes. The man did not believe what his mother said that Melisa's cake was not hygenic. Alex believes Melisa can't carelessly serve her customers. What's more, his customers are also many.

“Sherin..” Inner Alex growled.