DEAR
Episode 65's

Sherin stands in front of a large glass wall in her room and Alex shows a view of Jakarta that was so crowded by vehicles that night. Yes, the city of Jakarta is like never sleeping, almost 24 hours are always crowded by people passing by. Of course because they have different activities from one person to another. Like someone coming home from work, there are also those who want to go to work.

Sherin breathed a heavy sigh. His stomach is getting more visible. Alex never noticed it. Alex is busy with his own world. And this week Alex has even brought her secretary Melisa three times into the apartment. It made Sherin's mind shake violently. But Sherin does not know where to complain. Only the aunt always strengthens and scatters her. Auntie is also very attentive to him and continues to care so that Sherin does not think too much about what Alex does. Of course because it will have a bad effect on Sherin's content.

“What is karma to me? I went after Alex and betrayed Lena.” Sherin muttered with a distant look. For some reason every time Alex brings Melisa back to the apartment, Sherin always remembers the Lena she once betrayed. Lena is his best friend who is so close and already like a sister to Sherin.

“But I just want to be happy. I want to be able to have the man I love. I want to fight for what I want.. Although in reality what I did by betraying Lena was a sin.. But.. Isn't there any happiness I deserve? I want to be like Lena. I want to be loved.” Sherin closed both of her eyes. It was then that the tears of the race race dripped from his two eyes. Sherin never once imagined that Alex would be so cruel to her. So unconcerned even continued to pound her mentality as a wife. Alex is trying to knock down Sherin's defensive wall by continuing to hurt Sherin.

“Alex.. You can love Lena very much. But why can't you be the slightest bit gentle with me since we got married? And when we're in a relationship behind Lena you're so sweet and romantic. You're so soft on me. showering me with seduction that finally makes me powerless and resigned under your power.”

Sherin's messing with herself. Tears are no longer able to she weirs because of the tightness in her chest. Everything that's happening right now is completely inversely proportional to what happened between him and Alex. Alex used to steal the chance to be with him. But now, don't be with him. Just tell him Alex is reluctant.

“Mrs..”.

Aunty's voice made Sherin turn. The woman shook her head then ran from scattering into the old woman's arms. Right now no one understands her other than aunt.

“Money why?” Ask the confused aunt.

Sherin could not answer. He kept crying roared and occasionally sobbed.

Aunt who had deliberately entered the room because since knocking on the door there was no answer could only be silent. Actually the old woman intends to tell Sherin that there is a big lady Smith in the living room and says she wants to meet with Sherin. But seeing Sherin who was so very sad aunt became doubtful.

“What is this?”

The stern and loud question of the great madam Smith managed to stop Sherin's roar from crying that very second. Sherin immediately let go of her arms to her aunt and was surprised to see her mother-in-law who was already standing in the doorway of her room and Alex. Sherin gulps. He had not expected that big madam Smith would be there.

While aunt. He just kept quiet. She doesn't know what to do when Sherin cries in her arms.

“Mamah.” Sherin's murmured gulps.

Madame Smith stared intently at Sherin who then directly lowered her head not daring to return the glare from her mother-in-law.

“Leave us both bi.” He said still with a firm tone.

“Good mistress. Then I'm sorry.”

After the aunt passed, the great mistress Smith stepped closer to Sherin who occasionally wiped the tears that drenched her cheeks. Sherin kept her head down not daring to return the woman's gaze even though the great madam Smith was already standing right in front of her.

“Why are you crying?” Ask Mrs Smith to sue.

“Do you think it's appropriate for you to cry like you did in aunt's arms? You want to drop my family's pride huh?!” This time the tone of Madam Smith's question rose up signifying the emotions that were mastering it.

Sherin closed both eyes did not think he would be judged like now by his mother-in-law. It was as if she had no mercy for him.

“My jawab Sherin?!” His impact made Sherin's two shoulders scowl in shock.

Sherin's tears back racing dripping race wet both cheeks. Sherin knew it would happen. He will continue to be judged despite his innocence. But once again Sherin pressed on herself that was the consequence of her choice. Not considered and continue to be blamed.

“Ngak.. Not so..” Sherin said with a trembling voice.

Big Mistress Smith instead of feeling pity just feel increasingly anxious to Sherin. The woman could already guess exactly why Sherin was like that. Of course because of Alex's behavior.

“I told you to think first about what you decided Sherin. But you are very stubborn and still choose to stay here. And now you accept the consequences of your stubbornness. One more Sherin. I don't want to see my future grandchild why napa. Because if that happens I will make sure you will suffer more from this.”

Sherin shook her head. God's punishment for what he did by betraying Lena was too much Sherin said. God seemed not to allow her to feel a little happy after her marriage to Alex. Every day is just a cynical speech there was a mockery of Alex. What's more if Sherin protests with what Alex did, Alex will yell at him and even hit him.

“Already, remove your tears. I'm waiting for you in front. Today it is time for you to check your content to the doctor. Dress as beautifully as possible and never show suffering in front of people. Understand you?!” Big lady Smith is back on Sherin. This time very firmly.

After that the woman who always looked elegant was passed just like that from the presence of Sherin. The great madam Smith felt no pity and pity for Sherin, who was distressed and suffering because of her son. The woman further pressured Sherin and even threw all the blame on Sherin.

Sherin was crying. His heart was completely broken by the Smith family. Not just Alex, but his parents.

The aunt who heard and saw that could only look on Sherin with pity. As a woman and a mother, the aunt felt unbearable to see Sherin being pressed from various directions by the Smith family. But aunt realized who she was who certainly could not do anything to defend Sherin.

“Yes God... Strengthen mistress Sherin in the face of the test from you.” Murmured aunt lirih.