DEAR
Episode 187's

Because of his great worry, Alex to drive his car blindly. The man broke through traffic even several times to graze other vehicles and pedestrians.

There was not the slightest fear of something happening to Alex. All he was thinking about now was how his son was doing now. Alex is afraid something unwanted will happen. Alex is afraid of losing his son, Arkana.

In a short time Alex has arrived at his apartment. He immediately looked for his son who was crying in his aunt's arms.

“Huaaa.. Mam mam mah's... Mamah.” Tangis Arka who continues to call mamah name. The puffed-up toddler continued to thrash in his aunt's arms and refused to be given a photo of Sherin. Though usually if you are fussy, Arkana will immediately go to the herd if given a photo of Sherin.

Not having the heart to see his crying son, Alex rushed over to aunt. He swiftly took over Arkana from his aunt's sling.

“What happened bi? Why Arka can fever suddenly arrived?” Alex asked as he rubbed Arka's back that directly leaned on her shoulder while crying so bitterly.

“I don't know either sir. Suddenly the young master cried while continuing to call mamah. The body is also suddenly hot.” Aunty explained.

Alex clucking. Without saying anything else, Alex finally brought Arkana passed from before aunt. The man had intended to take Arkana to the hospital for a checkup. Arkana is very hot.

Alex drives his car while carrying Arkana who then falls asleep. Several times Alex sighed in an inexhaustible manner with Arkana's state suddenly deteriorating.

Not half an hour later, Alex arrived at the hospital. His mind is really fucked up right now.

“How is doctor?” Alex asked after Arkana was examined by a doctor.

The doctor sighed before answering Alex's question about Arkana's condition.

“The temperature is quite high sir. If you can know since when the patient has a fever?”

“Newly this morning doctor.”

The doctor nodded. He understood and understood the situation of the child with the puffed body.

“For the sake of the patient, I suggest for a while the inpatient first. At least until the fever comes down, sir. Because the fever in your child is quite high.” Advice from the doctor.

Alex gulps. He really did not expect his son would suddenly have a fever even to have to be hospitalized because of his very high fever. And hearing the doctor's advice, Alex had no choice but to agree to what the doctor suggested.

Arkana was finally treated in the hospital which also makes Alex can not work today. Alex was forced to hand over all corporate affairs to his secretary. Alex even called off meetings with some of his business associates because it was impossible for Alex to leave ailing Arkana alone unattended.

“Hey.. You shouldn't call her by name. He no longer exists. All you got is papah, oma, and opa. You don't have to think about anything else.” Alex muttered while rubbing a swab of Arkana's puffed cheeks that were flushed with her fever. The toddler slept quietly in the gurney. Even when the doctor checked her state Arkana also remained asleep quietly.

“How are grandchildren doing?” Ask the great madam Smith as soon as she reached the side of the gurney where Arkana was lying. The woman even immediately kissed and rubbed Arkana's forehead which felt very hot.

Alex could only sigh. The man himself was confused by the current state of his son. What's more when Alex gets home is also Arkana crying while calling mamah which means Arkana wants Sherin's presence next to her now. That of course could never be because Sherin no longer existed in this world.

“Huaa... Mam mam mah.” Because of the touch of Smith's great mistress, Arkana was disturbed from her deep sleep. The toddler cried out screaming. Her face that was no longer red is now back red from crying. Arkana even immediately tried to get up from her lying down and was about to descend herself from the top of the gurney if only Alex did not swiftly grab her body.

“Sshhttt.. Whiz papah.. Calm down, dear.. Papah here.” Alex starts trying to calm down Arkana who is crying in her sling.

“Papah.. Mam mam mah.” Arkana continued to cry while pointing to the corner of the room. Tears instantly soaked her puffed face.

“Ya darling.. Yes. mama mama yah.”

Alex feels like he will cry to hear the heart of his son who continues to call his mother, Sherin. The man is very confused now. Arkana is in desperate need of a mother right now. But that's impossible considering that Sherin doesn't exist anymore in this world.

Big Mistress Smith who also felt very unbearable to see her crying granddaughter also shed her tears. The woman felt very touched to see Arkana crying as she continued to mention mamah.

Not knowing what to do, big lady Smith chose to wait until Arkana calmed down in Alex's arms.

“Mam mamah pah.. Mamma.. Huaaaa..!!”

“Iya yes dear.. We will go to mama.. Papah's hotshot can't cry.. Cup cup.. Great kids need to be strong.. Okay.”

Alex continued to try to calm his son who then immediately shut up and looked at Alex with his innocent face.

“Alex..” Ogre the great madam Smith with a trembling voice. The woman could feel what her granddaughter was feeling right now. Because indeed, no matter how hard Alex's efforts are always beside Arkana, the figure that is needed by the toddler is still the figure of a mother.

After almost 20 minutes of calming Arka, the toddler finally fell asleep again. Alex, who felt unbearable to lay his son on the gurney, decided to hold his sleeping son while sitting on a long sofa opposite the gurney where Arkana had been lying.

Madam Smith slowly approached and sat right beside Alex. The woman sighed while wiping away the tears that soaked her cheeks.

“Do you want to marry again? Maybe Arkana needs the figure of a mother son.”

Alex quiet. There was not the slightest intention in his mind to get married now. All Alex thinks about is how he gives his best to his son. There is also hope of her being able to get close back to Melisa not getting to the stage of wanting to marry the woman.

“Already mah, no need to discuss about marriage. Alex just wants to be happy with Arkana. That's it.” Reply slowly.