DEAR
Episode 56's

About half an hour away, Erlan's car arrived right in front of a public cemetery not far from the city crowd. Erlan was soon put down by Lena who did not know what to say. The fact that Erlan already had no real mother made Lena surprised and confused simultaneously. All of that is really far from Lena's thinking since Erlan told me about his parents who did not give him blessing when Erlan intended to marry him.

“Sayang.. You're not papa, are you? Shall we just go home? You have hem?” Erlan asked gently touching Lena's cheek with a very attentive look.

Lena looked up slightly at the handsome face of her husband. He was really confused now how to. For his body Lena admitted that he was fine and did not feel anything at all. But his heart and mind were in such great confusion.

“I'm fine. I just still a little bit unexpected that it turns out your mommy..” Lena could not continue her words. Although she also has no parents, even her life is very heartbreaking, but Lena can not deny herself is also sad to hear people around her also feel what it feels like to lose. What's more Erlan lost her mommy since she was first born in the world which means Erlan never felt how warm and comfortable the embrace of a woman who had made her present in this world.

Erlan smiled. Lena's expression was very easy to guess according to him.

“All that's been through so long, baby. No need to think about it. Now there is you beside me.” He said he was trying to entertain.

Lena smiled hearing that. Erlan grew up without the affection of her biological mother. But his attitude and behavior were so kind and gentle. Erlan was not like the person who never got the attention of her biological mother. From there Lena means that maybe Erlan's mother is very kind and loves Erlan as Erlan is her own son. So Erlan could grow up to be such a gentle and affectionate man.

“Come.” Bring Erlan. His big hand grabbed Lena's little hand. Erlan led Lena into the common burial area. The two of them walked together through several tombs that they themselves did not know whose tomb was until Erlan stopped his steps right in front of a tomb that was so simple. The tomb was only covered by green grass with black marble stone as its headstone. While on top of the tomb, lies a white tulip flower.

“Hay mom.. Look who Erlan brought. He's Lena, Erlan's wife. Women who Erlan has been waiting for a long time and Erlan loves.” Erlan said after sitting next to her late mommy's navel.

Lena just kept quiet. He stared at the fancy gravestone with Lady Diana Harrison's name. For a moment Lena imagined how her husband's biological mother would look.

“The name is Lena susianti mom. Erlan had even mentioned Lena's name a few times in front of mommy right? Erlan did not know how to give thanks for what Erlan had now. Because to measure the happiness that Erlan now feels, Erlan does not know how to. The taste was so very big mom.”

Erlan continued to chatter beside her mommy grave. Lena was still silent. Confusion still dominates it.

Because Lena kept quiet, Erlan turned to look at his wife who looked still confused. Erlan laughed amusedly. His big hand was then stretched out which was not directly welcomed by Lena.

“Come darling.” Erlan's word is soft.

Lena sighed softly then nodded her head. Lena welcomed Erlan's hand and sat down right next to Erlan.

“See mom, my wife is adorable isn't she?” Canda Erlan who could not completely erase Lena's confusion.

Lena looked back at her husband's mother's headstone. I don't know what he has to say now.

“Hey.. What was? Why are you such a dazed person so?” Erlan who could not help but be curious about his wife's expression decided to ask directly.

Lena shook her head.

Erlan smiled. Erlan had completely forgotten to tell Lena. Though almost every day Erlan always told Kenzie to put flowers on top of her mommy navel. The flower that said her daddy is the favorite flower of the woman who has given birth to it.

“I'm really sorry dear. Sorry for making you like this.”

Lena nodded again. He could not blame Erlan who so suddenly told him. Lena is aware because Erlan is also always busy with work affairs every day.

Once again Lena sighed. Lena reached out her hand touching gently the green grass that enveloped the navel in front of her.Grown without the affection of a mother also Lena felt. What else is the story of his life so sad that Lena had to live in an orphanage because she did not have one brother.

“Mommy... May mommy be given the most beautiful place there yes.” Inner Lena.

Seeing the expression of his wife, Erlan finally decided to take his wife home. Erlan does not want to make Lena more and more do not know how to.

“You're not going to the office?” Lena asked looking up at Erlan who was holding her.

Yes, the two of them were already in the room and were lying together on the bed with Erlan holding Lena softly. They both got home faster than before.

Erlan smiled back at Lena's innocent gaze. The man gave a short kiss on Lena's forehead before replying.

“How could I leave you like this dear?”

Lena smiled hearing that.

“I'm fine Erlan. No need to overdo it.”

Erlan then brought her face closer to make Lena surprised until her eyes widened slightly.

“All that has passed let pass dear. Whether it's sadness or loss though. Be sure that everything will be okay. We should be happy living our togetherness.”

Lena gulped. What Erlan said was true. All of these things should no longer be considered. The most important thing is how they live their next life.

“Please, don't think about the past. Assume it is a process for us to get happiness as it is now.” Continue Erlan while gently stroking Lena's cheek.

“Although there is indeed something we should think about, that is how we maintain all of this dear.” Erlan continued again.

The man was really very wise in dealing with everything according to Lena. And that makes Lena more confident and believe that Lena can love Erlan someday.