DEAR
Episode 215's

Until overnight even until the morning came Alvin could not close his eyes. The man was afraid that Melisa would come back hysterical if she woke up and saw that she was beside him. Because after all the two of them had never been together until it was so intimate. Alvin is worried that if Melisa wakes up and sees her next to him and in the same bed, Melisa will be back in the shadows by her past then hysterical and frightened again.

Alvin also occasionally stared at Melisa who was soundly asleep in her arms. The man felt very worried about the state of his beloved wife.

No wonder Alvin's dizzy feeling is natural now. Even Alvin felt like everything he saw was like walking.

“Sshhh.. Jesus Christ..” Inner Alvin closed his two eyes that felt sore as well as hot. Actually Alvin felt drowsiness, it's just that Alvin kept trying to keep his eyes open to make sure that Melisa was okay and would no longer cry hysterically like last night.

Because of Alvin's movements, Melisa also woke up from her deep sleep. The woman nodded then opened her eyes. The smile on his lips instantly expanded once his gaze met Alvin's gaze.

“Good morning dear..” Greet Alvin to Melisa.

“Eum.. Morning.” Melisa smiled sweetly. The woman then slowly rose from her reclining which was followed by Alvin.

“Eum.. Alvin, I take a shower first yes.” Melisa seemed to be acting wrong.

Alvin smiled and nodded his head. The man hopes Melisa doesn't remember anything that happened last night because Alvin doesn't want Melisa to feel ashamed about feeling guilty about her.

Slowly Melisa got out of bed. The woman stepped towards the bathroom intending to clean herself up.

While Alvin, the woman chose to lie back and close her eyes hoping that the throbbing pain and dizziness she felt could be slightly reduced.

Alvin also hopes that Melisa does not come back to remember her past. Alvin wants Melisa to be happy with him without having to go back to remembering her dark past.

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On the other hand Kenzie was very upset because since last night Sasha did not respond to messages or calls from him. Though when Kenzie contacted Sasha was online but the woman did not open a message from him what else picked up the phone from him.

That makes Kenzie unable to concentrate on work. Kenzie even to the point of neglect did not give the report he should have given Erlan this morning.

“Kenzie..”.

Kenzie gasped when he heard Erlan's voice. The man immediately got up from his seat because Erlan was already standing in front of his desk.

“I sir.” Take Kenzie slow. Kenzie sighed softly before finally lowering his head avoiding Erlan's gaze.

Erlan who was astonished by Kenzie's attitude frowned curiously. Kenzie doesn't usually do that.

“Do you have any problem Kenzie?” Erlan asked on target.

Kenzie gulps. Kenzie doesn't want to mix personal business with work, but Kenzie also can not lie to himself with his thoughts that continue to be fixed on Sasha who has not responded to the phone or short message that Kenzie sent.

“No sir.” Replied Kenzie who felt it was impossible to tell what he was feeling to Erlan. Erlan was not his friend that he could make as a vent even though Kenzie was very close to him. Erlan is his boss, Erlan his boss who he must respect and he goes to high.

Erlan raised next to her eyebrows looking at Kenzie in disbelief. Erlan was sure Kenzie was covering something up from him.

“Then you come to my room now. Bring also the report that you have not given me today.” Erlan said firmly.

Erlan then simply passed by from the front of Kenzie's desk. He stepped quickly towards his room ahead of Kenzie who, despite sighing, still followed Erlan towards his room.

Kenzie stepped up unenthusiastically following Erlan from behind. His hand carried a blue map containing files that he should have given Erlan. But because it was too late to think about Sasha, Kenzie also did not remember about the file containing the report.

“Sit.” Erlan said as soon as they reached her room. Erlan invited Kenzie to sit in the chair in front of his desk. He sits in his big chair.

“This is the master file of his report. I'm sorry for neglecting to provide this file this morning.”

“OK. Kenzie I know and memorize who you are. You can't lie to me. I know you're in trouble. I also do not want if until you mix your personal affairs with work affairs. It would be fatal as a result of Kenzie. You understand what I mean?”

Kenzie sighed softly then nodded his head. Kenzie admitted that he had made a mistake because he failed to provide the files that Erlan should have read since and had been signed by the big boss.

“I'm sorry sir.” Kenzie said slowly.

“I understand Kenzie. Because I also sometimes have problems.. It's not easy to finish in a short time. So I give you a chance to finish your business today. But remember after your lunch break you should be back. We have an important meeting with Mr. Santos this afternoon.”

Kenzie smiled at it. Erlan was always kind and understanding to him.

“Thank you sir, I'll be right back after my business is done. Then I'm sorry.”

“Oke, please.” Let Erlan understand. Erlan had actually been able to guess what problem Kenzie was facing. What else if it wasn't about Sasha. Because only that woman can make Kenzie smile then moody at the same time. Erlan also admits Sasha is great because it can attract the attention of a Kenzie whose incident has never been close to any woman before.

Kenzie who did not want to waste the opportunity given by Erlan immediately rose from his seat and passed out of Erlan's room excitedly. Kenzie doesn't want it until Sasha really gets away from him. Kenzie realized he was wrong for not saying anything to Sasha last night. Kenzie said he wanted to talk to Sasha. But in the end Kenzie was busy thinking about something that was not necessarily happening. And that of course has made Sasha feel offended and played.

Erlan shook her head. The man thought it would not hurt if this time to let Kenzie free from work and focus on solving his problems. Because if Kenzie continues to feel upset, the impact must also be on Kenzie's work. Erlan would feel overwhelmed if Kenzie couldn't help him.

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Kenzie stepped wide also quickly out of the Erlan company building. The handsome man was so very sure this time to express his feelings to Sasha. No matter what Sasha's answer will be.

Kenzie entered his car and then passed from the company's front parking lot at an above-average speed. Kenzie will not waste the opportunity given by Erlan this time. Kenzie will use that time as well as he can.

It wasn't until half an hour that Kenzie's car had stopped in front of Alex's company building. The man got out of his car and stepped inside the building. Kenzie meets with the receptionist and specifically asks the officer to call Sasha. That officer who knows who Kenzie is doing right away. He contacted Sasha and said there were people waiting for Sasha in the front parking lot of the company building right then and there.

The curious Sasha rushed out even to the point of temporarily neglecting her work.

While in the parking lot, Sasha turned her head to the right and left looking for a figure that the receptionist said was waiting there.

“Mana? People here are nobody.” Sasha muttered softly.

Sasha is unaware of Kenzie's presence behind her. The man smiled with a rose in his hand. Yes, on the way, Kenzie did take the time to buy red roses that are specifically and as special as he intended for Sasha.

“Huh, waste time aja.” Upset Sasha who then turns her body intends to go back into the company building Alex. Sasha wants to continue her work that she was forced to leave behind only to meet someone who doesn't know who.

Sasha was surprised even very shocked when her body accidentally hit Kenzie who had been standing there since when.

“You..” Mumbled Sasha. Sasha didn't expect Kenzie to be in front of her right now. Sasha wanted to stay away from the man.

“Hay.” Kenzie's smile looked at Sasha.

Sasha sighed then melengos. The woman did not want to go back to expecting something uncertain.

“I'm sorry about last night.. I didn't mean to play you Sha..” Kenzie tries to start with an apology at Sasha who refuses to stare at him.

Kenzie took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. Whatever happens, Kenzie doesn't care. The most important thing is that Kenzie has to express his feelings to Sasha today as well.

“I love you Sha.” Kenzie said so directly and brightly.

“What?”