DEAR
Episode 191

Intending to wait for the honesty of her husband, Lena did not tell about the suit that Chilla sent through the courier service. Lena also kept a piece of paper where it was written a thank you note that Lena herself did not know because of what it was in Erlan's suit pocket.

However, until two days of waiting Erlan did not tell him anything. This time Erlan had completely forgotten.

Because of that, Lena's bad thinking became more and more so. What's more Erlan also became so busy that for lunch alone she couldn't go home as usual. Erlan always apologized when she came home in the afternoon and said that she was very busy. Erlan always comes home late.

But in fact, the apology actually makes Lena's bad thoughts increasingly control Lena. As a result Lena also began to feel lazy and uncomfortable when being with Erlan. It was of course due to Lena's bad thoughts on her own husband. It's natural to remember what Lena received two days ago.

Tonight Lena intends to show Erlan the suit that Chilla sent along with a piece of thank you paper from Chilla for Erlan. Lena felt not strong enough to hold everything by herself. Lena wants to know what really happened. Even if Erlan has a relationship with Chilla behind her, Lena will ask that Erlan choose between herself and Chilla. That's Lena's thinking now.

Lena took a deep breath in then exhaled her slowly. The woman opened a closet containing Erlan's suit jacket hanging and neatly arranged there. The suit hasn't been worn since Chilla gave it back. Lena deliberately did not prepare her for Erlan because in the pocket of the suit there was a piece of paper from Chilla for her husband.

Once again Lena sighed. He grabbed the suit and then pulled it out of the closet. Tonight, Lena must know what happened between her husband and Chilla.

“Sayang..”.

Erlan's voice made Lena flinch. Lena quickly turned her body. Lena looked at Erlan who was standing in front of the door of their room.

As usual, Erlan always showed a sweet smile on her lips. Even though these two days Lena was careless and even avoided him, but in fact it did not make Erlan angry. The man remained gentle as if nothing had happened. But what makes Lena feel upset and hurt even more in the control of suspicion is Erlan did not say anything about his suit which is why it could be on Chilla.

Erlan stepped closer to Lena. The man always tries to think positively even though Lena looks lazy when she is with him. Even though Lena refused to hug him and always slept with her back position Erlan still did not feel offended. The man just thought maybe his wife's mood wasn't good for him.

“Someone I want to ask you.” Lena said as soon as Erlan arrived right in front of her.

Erlan frowning. Lena was very serious. Added with his flat face. Erlan immediately thought where the fault lay so that Lena acted like that to him.

“Ask whatever you want to know baby. But before that I want to apologize if there is my attitude that makes you feel uncomfortable what else until heartache.”

Lena raised next to her eyebrows hearing her husband's apology. That makes Lena's bad assumption about her husband even greater.

“So only now do you feel you have the same wrong me?” Lena asked with her cynical smile.

Erlan narrowed both of his eyes. It was unusual for Lena to have such an expression on him. Even if you are sulking Lena will definitely just shut up and show her upset face. Not cynical like now.

“What do you mean dear?” Erlan asked who did not understand what his wife was questioning cynically.

“You just go straight. No need to muter Erlan's muter. Tell me what you want to say now. I'll listen. I'll also receive his.”

Erlan was getting clueless. The man tried to think and remember what was wrong with Lena. But Erlan did not feel at all that she had any fault that she had intentionally with Lena.

“My dear...”

“It..” Sela Lena raised the suit that was in her hands high high on Erlan.

“Two days ago after you went to the office there was someone who sent this suit along with a thank you that was so sweet.” Continue Lena.

Erlan looked at the suit Lena showed her. The man stared intently at his suit trying to remember what was with it so Lena looked so angry at him now.

“You must know who that person is, right Erlan?” Ask Lena. This time his voice sounded soft and trembling hinting at the pain Erlan could instantly comprehend.

Erlan gulped her saliva, she really would not be able to forgive herself if it hurt Lena.

“Sweetie you calm down first.. I'm right..”

“Chilla. He sent this suit. It's yours, right? This is the suit I prepared for you two days ago when you were about to leave for the office. And at night you come home late even until late at night. You came home without wearing this suit again and with a very messy appearance. And these.. Here's a letter from Chilla to you.” Lena's tone of voice rose up as well vibrating. The tears she had been holding back from dripping so hard from her two eyes. Lena handed over the suit and the piece of paper she took from Erlan's suit pocket violently.

That instant Erlan also remembered everything. That night Erlan did intend to explain everything to Lena. But because Lena was asleep on the couch while waiting for her to take a bath, Erlan was unable to wake her up and was forced to delay her intention to tell her what happened that night. And tomorrow Erlan really forgot not to even remember the slightest intention to tell her.

“Now you want to explain what Erlan is? You don't have lunch at home these two days. You always come home late. Honestly with me, is there a relationship are you really with Chilla? And what does this thank you mean? Why is it that your suit is the same?” Lena's tone of voice grew even higher making Erlan shake her head. The man did not expect that it turned out that during these two days his wife had so much to bear the burden of his heart because of Erlan's stupidity.

Because the sound raised Lena, Rezvan also woke up from his deep sleep. The toddler cried out in anger as his deep sleep was disturbed.

Lena who could not ignore her son, stepped away from Erlan towards the bed while crying sobbed. The woman grabbed her son's body and immediately suckled him. Lena tried to calm her son who kept crying even though she was crying herself.

Erlan who saw it pegged in its place. Erlan did not believe she could be so very stupid because the place consciously had tortured the heart and mind of his wife who so much he loved. Although Erlan herself does not intend to hurt Lena, but her stupidity has made Lena suspicious of him also harbored pain that eventually made Lena angry and crying sobbing in front of him.

“Yes God.. Why am I so stupid..” Erlan's mind with a throbbing heart ached as well as her chest that felt claustrophobic.