DEAR
Episode 53

Again and again, what Lena felt was inversely proportional to what Sherin felt. Lena was so privileged by Erlan. As for Sherin, she is denigrated and is not at all considered to be her existence by Alex.

Like now, for example. Sherin falls asleep on the sofa as she continues to wait for Alex's return late into the night and does not return to her apartment. Sherin has contacted Alex several times but Alex has not responded. It seemed that the man had indeed intentionally ignored him.

Sherin even waited a few hours at the dinner table for Alex to come home and have dinner with her. But because of waiting too long, Sherin finally decided to eat first and then told the housekeeper who worked for him and Alex to clean the dining table.

“Pak please don't be here sir.. I'm not good with mistress Sherin.”

Sayup Sherin hears a woman's voice. Slowly Sherin opened both her eyes. As soon as both of his eyes had opened perfectly, Sherin was silent for a moment. Sherin asked himself, Did he really hear a woman's voice? But Sherin felt she did not recognize the voice. It was definitely not the familiar voice of her housekeeper in the aunt's greeting.

“Is it just a dream? But I didn't dream of anything earlier.” Inner Sherin.

Slowly Sherin got up from lying down. He sat with both feet still on the sofa.

“Pak I beg you not sir.. I...”

The voice was heard again making Sherin's consciousness instantly full. The woman turned her head and tried to sharpen her hearing to make sure what she heard was not wrong.

“Shut up and follow me.. This is my apartment and I rule here.”

It was Alex's voice. And the sound came from their room. Out of curiosity, Sherin finally lowered her legs and got up from the sofa and stepped slowly towards her room and Alex, whose door was slightly open. As Sherin recalls, Sherin always closes the door to her room and Alex without letting her open in the slightest.

“But my pack..”

The woman's voice grew clearer as Sherin moved closer to their room.

Sherin's heartbeat begins to work above normal. The two hands on the right and left of her body clenched tightly because after the woman's voice stopped following the voice ******* which Sherin believed was the woman's voice. ******* it was even like a stifled scream.

As soon as he arrived right at the door of his room and Alex was surprised Sherin saw Alex who was sputtering a woman that Sherin herself knew him. The woman is Melisa, Alex's own secretary.

Sherin's glued to her place. What he saw right now really managed to break his heart. Alex took a woman to their room.

Not strong to see what Alex is doing with Melisa, Sherin immediately twisted her body not want to see further. Sherin also closed both ears not to hear the disgusting voice. The voices of Alex and Melisa are intertwined a sign that they both are enjoying what they are doing right now.

“Ya Lord..” Sherin cried her head rejecting what she had just seen. Tears can't hold Sherin anymore now. Watching her husband make love so hot in their room makes Sherin feel so devastated right now. But Sherin can't do anything. Don't stop what Alex and Melisa are doing. To move her body right now Sherin feels incapable.

Sherin cries sobbing with a body that decays to the floor next to her bedroom door and Alex. That instant Sherin also remembered her sin on Lena. Sherin nodded again. He did not expect to see what Lena might have seen before. That's when he and Alex had sex in that apartment and in Alex's room.

Sherin's cries are becoming more and more. The woman never imagined it would happen. Sherin knows Alex is often changing women. But Sherin never thought it would continue after they had established a silent relationship behind Lena. Sherin thought she had enough for Alex, who always called her if she wanted to do that.

The voices of Alex and Melisa also managed to attract the attention of the aunt who was in the kitchen at the time. The housekeeper, who was no longer young, hit a crying Sherin who sat on the floor next to her bedroom door and Alex.

Aunty looked into the room and saw firsthand what Alex was doing. But aunt was silent. All the residents of the Smith residence already know Alex's bad habits. That is why all young servants are required to wear polite clothes so that nothing happens that they do not want.

“Let me help madam.” Aunty helps Sherin, whose body is squeezed, and invites her to step into the unused guest room in Alex's apartment. Auntie knows how Sherin feels right now. Any woman would feel very devastated if she saw her husband making love to another woman in their room.

Aunty helps Sherin sit on the edge of the big bed.

“Proposy yes mistress.. The lady must be strong. Madam take it easy, I will always be here to accompany madam.”

Sherin's cry grew even more intense until it made the aunt who did not have the heart to finally take the initiative to hug Sherin. Bibi tries to calm Sherin who has trouble breathing because of her sobs.

“Yes God.. Hiks.. It hurts so bi.”

Aunty could only remain silent as she rubbed Sherin's trembling back. Watching for yourself how the heat of Alex and Melisa's game in their bedroom must have left Sherin in shock. I think auntie now.

After feeling calm, Sherin grabbed both of aunt's hands and held them tightly.

“Aunt me please same aunt. Whatever you saw earlier, try not to reach mama tau.”

Aunt was shocked to hear Sherin's plea. Her job follows Sherin and Alex not only to help Sherin clean the apartment, but also to monitor the progress of their relationship.

“Mrs but big mistress.”

“I beg bi.. Alex would divorce me if he knew what he was doing. I beg you help me..” Sela Lena looked at auntie expectantly. Both of his eyes seemed to swell with his petals flushed red from crying for too long.

Aunty sighed and looked down at her hands held by Sherin. That woman is so unbearable to Sherin right now. Aunt herself knows what it feels like to be betrayed because she was also treated like that by her late husband.

“I beg bi.. Only aunt can help me save my household.”

Aunty closed her eyes for a moment then re-enforced her head back to return Sherin's expectant gaze. Aunty then nodded her head in response to Sherin's plea to her.

“Alright mistress. I won't say anything to the mistress or the big lord.” Reply aunt.

Sherin nodded slowly. The pain was really ravaging his heart as well as his mind. But once again Sherin realizes that it's the consequences she has to live with for choosing Alex as the man she loves.