DEAR
Episode 181's

Alex clutches his car's steering wheel when he finds Alvin and David lying together on the front porch of the house. On that late night Alex had come to watch over Melisa's residence. But what he saw actually made Alex feel very upset. Alvin is still there and even looks very familiar with David's sister Melisa.

“It's not that easy that you get away from me Melisa. Anyone won't be able to have you.” Alex muttered emotionally.

Yes, until now Alex is still hoping to have Melisa. Alex often keeps Melisa quiet.

When Alex was about to go down to approach Alvin and David, his cell phone rang. Alex clucked and immediately grabbed his cell phone which was in his pocket in the black suit he was wearing.

Alex let out a rough sigh as soon as he found the contact of the aunt's name on his phone screen. If the aunt who called her was definitely related to Arkana, her son.

Can not just ignore the phone, Alex was forced to undo his intentions for a moment and chose to pick up the phone from aunt first.

“Ya hello bi.. What's up?” Alex immediately asked a question as soon as he picked up the phone from aunt.

“Halo sir.. Sorry if I disturbed you, sir. But young master Arka kept crying from earlier master. The young master also refused to be milked and kept calling manah.” Aunty across the phone. Alex also heard very clearly the cries of his son, Arkana.

Alex clucking. If it's like that, you don't want Alex to go home. Arkana is very important to him. And Alex doesn't want anything untoward to happen to her son.

“Yes already, I'll be home now. Aunty please take care of Arkana well.”

“Good sir.”

After the aunt answered, Alex immediately disconnected her phone. The man clucked again and turned to look at Alvin who was so cool chatting with David. Alex really wants to be in Alvin's position now. Can be with Melisa and her family, even so very familiar. But it seems like Alex's only wish is to remember Melisa who hates Alex a lot and does not want to know Alex in her life. Melisa is already happy with Alvin who loves and loves her sincerely.

Alex revives the engine of his car then passes at an above-average speed to get home. Arkana is in desperate need of her right now.

Alex thinks next time he'll come back for Melisa.

About half an hour drive Alex arrived at his apartment. The man immediately took over Arkana from his aunt's sling. The puffed-up toddler's face was already wet from tears. The edges of both eyes, nose, and even almost all parts of his face have reddened the sign that the toddler has been crying for quite a long time.

Once in Alex's arms, Arkana fell silent. There was only the rest of her cries when she was with aunt.

Alex then takes Arkana into his room in silence. The man closed the door of his room and lowered his son on the bed, looking at him with a serious look but still gently.

“Why Arka crying hem? Why won't Arka drink milk?” Ask Alex.

The puffed-up toddler who had started learning to walk shook his head with an expression that made Alex feel very unbearable.

“Papah.. Ma mam.” Celoteh Arka's.

“Arka want maem same papah?” Ask Alex again.

“Mam mam mah papah.” Sahut Arka with very adorable.

“No.. Mam mam mamah pah.”

In that instant Alex was immediately stunned and also speechless. The smile that adorned his face even instantly vanished when Arkana so eloquently mentioned the word mamah.

“Mamah?” Alex Iirih.

Arkana laughed looking very happy once Alex understood his intentions. The toddler then pointed towards the picture frame that Alex deliberately turned over so as not to see the picture. It was a picture of her marriage to Sherin. Photo posted by Mrs Smith.

“Mamah.. Mam mam mah.” Arkana continued to point at the photo making Alex's heart move.

Unknowingly Alex got up from crouching her in front of the bed. The man stepped closer to the wall where the frame of the wedding photo he turned was. Alex grabbed it and brought it closer to Arka who continued to chatter about the word mama.

“This??” Ask Alex lirih.

Alex put the picture frame next to Arkana. And once the photo is beside her Arka immediately with a very excited approach and even sat right in front of the picture beautiful face of Sherin who was smiling happily.

“Mam mam.. Sump... Bah..”

Alex was horrified to see what was going on before his eyes. How could Arkana know that the woman in the photo was her mom. While Sherin had never seen Arka since Arka she was born because Sherin continued to be unconscious until finally she died.

“Bah.. Mam mam.. Sump.. Mah mah.” Arkana is so very happy playing alone while patting the beautiful face of Sherin in the photo.

While Alex, his body felt extremely stiff it was even very difficult for him to move because of what he was witnessing right now. His son looked very happy just because he saw the face of the woman who had given birth to him.

“Pah.. Sump.. Mah.. Mam mah.” Arkana continued to chatter showing her papa that she was very happy because she finally could look directly at the beautiful face of the mama even though it was only from a photo. The toddler seemed to know that the woman in the photo was his mother, the woman who struggled in her pain to bring him into this world.

“Neg.. Arka doesn't know what. It must be just a coincidence.” Alex's complexion was so awakened from his shock.

The man quickly grabbed Arka's puffed body, holding her away from the frame of her and Sherin's wedding photo. But what happened was, Arka immediately screamed in tears while constantly struggling to escape from Alex's sling.

“Hua.. Mam mam mah.. Hua.” Arkana cries in Alex's arms.

Alex again fell silent because of the reaction of his son who was very impossible according to him. The reaction Alex did not expect. Arkana cried just because she was separated from Sherin's photo.

“Pah.. Mah.. Mam mam pah's.. Huaa...” Arkana continued to cry as if he was begging Alex to sit back on the picture frame.

Alex who could not bear to finally back down Arkana next to the frame of his wedding photo and Sherin. And miraculously once down, Arkana immediately crawled closer to Sherin's face. This time even Arkana lay there on her stomach with an expression that instantly changed. Arka, again looked very happy that second as well.

And Alex, he's not believing what he's seeing right now.