DEAR
Episode 194

Erlan was really not excited all day. He even abandoned his intention to go to the company. Erlan prefers to lock herself up in her study without Lena knowing. Erlan is confused and does not know how else to persuade Lena to forgive him. Erlan was afraid that if he forced too much Lena would get even more angry at him.

Erlan's nervousness made the man feel he had no more passion. Erlan just sat in her work chair with the back she was resting on and just kept quiet daydreaming. Even to fill his stomach alone Erlan was reluctant. The man seemed to lose his way because of Lena's anger. Yes, it was that big of an influence Lena had in her life. Erlan's hunger ignored without even thinking about her body which would hurt if she forgot her mandatory routine. Don't eat, just drink it doesn't feel like Erlan wants to.

While on the other hand Lena also continues to be covered in guilt. Even now the anxiety is approaching too. How not? This morning after Lena climbed upstairs Erlan left without saying goodbye to her. Even at lunch Erlan did not come home. Not even contact him. Lena fears Erlan is angry and then disappointed in her.

Not knowing how, Lena decided to meet the mbok. Only the old woman was the one that Lena strongly believed in among her other workers. Lena wanted to ask if Erlan had said anything to the mbok before Erlan left this morning.

“Mbok..” Lena's call made the mbok immediately put aside his work. Women actually know Lena and Erlan are having a problem. It's just that he pretended not to know because he did not want to be considered too meddling in the affairs of his employer.

“I mistress..” The mbok hurriedly approached Lena to throw away the vegetables she was having.

Lena smiled thinly. He should be trying to cover up his and Erlan's problems from anyone now.

“Mbok, before leaving for the office did Erlan say anything to mbok?” Ask Lena directly.

The mbok immediately shook his head.

“No mistress. Besides, sir is not where today madam.”

Lena was surprised to hear that. How could Erlan not go where but did not approach him. And Erlan was invisible, too.

“Means?” Lena asked confusedly.

“So the master all day is in his study mistress.” Answer the mbok.

Lena's eyes were perfectly rounded. That means Erlan was at home all day and locked herself in her study. Lena believes Erlan must have ignored her lunch because Lena's day on the first floor didn't see her husband at all.

“Ya Lord..” Lirih Lena covered her open mouth.

“I have offered lunch several times for the mistress, but the master always refused. When I brought it to his room even the master told me to take it out again.” Obviously the real mbok was very worried about the state of his master.

Lena shook her head. Erlan completely ignored everything this time around. Feeling very worried about her husband's situation now, Lena immediately passed from the front of the mbok without saying anything. The woman walked quickly to her husband's office. As soon as he arrived at the door of the room, Lena opened it.

The sound of the door opening made Erlan flinch. The man gulped and immediately got up from his seat as soon as he saw Lena standing in the doorway of his room.

“Sayang..” Lirih Erlan looked at Lena with a gaze that Lena herself could interpret her.

“My dear...” Erlan tries to explain back but is unable to. Her voice was swallowed back as soon as Lena's gaze intimidated her.

BPAIC !!

Erlan was surprised when Lena hit her front right shoulder. A second later Lena cried sobbing.

“Who do you think you are, huh? Didn't you think Superman ate no pain, huh? Fucking stupid man.” Let Lena cry.

Erlan swallowed his saliva. For the umpteenth time she made Lena cry. And that made Erlan feel like she failed to be a good husband to Lena.

“I'm sorry I'm angry with you. I'm sorry I didn't believe you. I also apologize for being rude and yelling at you.” Crying Lena. Tears flooded her chuby cheeks. The woman cried sobbing regretfully with her overreaching suspicions on her own husband.

Hearing that Erlan smiled. That guy's not stupid. Erlan immediately knew what his wife's apology meant. That meant Lena was no longer angry with him.

“So you're not angry with me anymore? Do you believe in me, baby?” Erlan asked who again felt like she had found the direction of her life.

“Stupid basis.” Bump Lena again who then inching into Erlan's arms.

Erlan smiled feeling very happy. The man immediately returned his wife's embrace without a second thought. Erlan thought Lena still didn't believe him. Erlan thought Lena was still mad at him so she did not dare to meet Lena.

“I'm sorry.. I don't trust you.. Hiks hiks.” Isak Lena was crying in Erlan's arms.

Erlan smiled feeling very moved as well as happy because finally her Lena had come back to believe in him. Erlan did not blame Lena. Lena's suspicions have a basis. And the cause of that is certainly Erlan's own stupidity.

Feeling so grateful that Lena was no longer angry with him, Erlan let go of his embrace and showered Lena's face with a kiss that ended with a soft kiss on the lips of his beloved wife. Erlan was really relieved to be happy because Lena believed in him.

“You don't have to apologize, baby.. I know and I understand how you feel. The one who should be apologizing is me, I who already hurt you unconsciously. I made you sad and cry. I'm sorry. I'm so very sorry. I promise I won't be stupid again like yesterday and today. Dear God, I never meant to hide anything from you. I really forgot. I'm also so busy these two days that I can't go home to accompany you to lunch.” Lirih Erlan was right in front of Lena's lips. His two big hands cupped gently on both cheeks of chuby Lena.

Lena smiled in her tears. The woman nodded her head believing what her husband said.

Erlan who saw that smiled again and pulled Lena's body back into her warm embrace. Erlan could not stop expressing gratitude in her heart because God finally restored the harmony that Erlan had always prioritized in her household life with Lena.

No different from Erlan, Lena also felt very grateful because she finally knew everything and the suspicions that attacked her heart and mind were completely untrue.