DEAR
Episode 146's

The next morning Sherin was gone from the apartment where she and Alex were staying even before the aunt prepared breakfast. Sherin's departure that morning was not even realized by the aunt who in fact always woke up the earliest every morning.

Alex, who felt strange because Sherin did not come out of his room, asked. Sherin doesn't usually have breakfast with her.

“Eum.. Bi, Sherin where?” Alex asked hesitantly asking about Sherin to his house assistant.

“I don't know sir. But I tried to knock on the door of his room there were no words. Keep fitting I open slowly door her room mistress Sherin also no.” Answer aunty politely.

Alex nodded at hearing it. Sherin left without an aunt and she found out. Alex did not want to bother. He doesn't want to take care of what isn't important to him. Because wherever Sherin goes Alex doesn't care. Even according to Alex it would be better if Sherin did not come back. Sherin's just making a load for Alex.

“Ya already then.” Said Alex. The man then started eating his breakfast the next morning without thinking about where Sherin was going now.

While the aunt who saw it could only shake her head. The old woman knew Alex never cared about Sherin. But at least according to aunt Alex should be worried because after all Sherin is pregnant with her child.

“Then excuse me to go back, sir.”

“Ya..” Reply Alex briefly.

Aunty passed from Alex's presence. The woman looked back as she was about to enter the kitchen. He really did not expect with Alex's attitude that is so very indifferent to what happened to Sherin, his own wife.

“Yes God.. May the madam always be well.” Aunt muttered as she entered the kitchen.

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This is Sherin now. He stood in front of the gate of his parents' home. After hearing the news about her mother who was often sick, Sherin could not sleep quietly all night. Until finally, when morning arrived, Sherin just left Alex's apartment without saying goodbye to Alex and aunt. But now once in front of the residence of his parents Sherin back in a sense of confusion. Sherin doesn't know what to do. He wanted to get himself inside. But Sherin is afraid both of her parents will tell her to stay away from Alex. Sherin doesn't want to part with Alex. Sherin wants to be with that guy. Not only for himself, but also for the fetus in his womb.

“Nona Sherin..”

Sherin looked over when someone said her name. He was surprised to find the housekeeper who was often greeted by Marnie was already standing behind him with both hands carrying a bag of vegetables and some other foodstuffs. Sherin guessed the long-time housekeeper who worked with her parents had just finished shopping at the market.

“Yes God.. Thank goodness she came home. Madam will definitely be very happy to see miss.” Marnie's smile was so happy to see her employer's son back.

Sherin just kept quiet. He himself was confused as to how it should be now. Both of her parents strongly disagreed with her decision to marry Alex. It's not impossible that the two of them will force Sherin to leave Alex.

Ma'am Marnie sighed softly at the question Sherin was asking. The woman who was the same age as Sherin's mother showed her own expression considering the current state of her employer.

“They can't say fine just non. The madam is often sick and daydreaming since the departure of Ms. Sherin. Even because it's also the master so can't go where. Master always does his work from home.” Answer mbak Marnie.

Sherin was surprised to hear that. He covered his mouth using his hands with his two glassy eyes. Sherin never knew how her mother was doing all this time. Even though Sherin never thought about how her mother's condition after her departure. Sherin thinks everything's okay.

“Better miss directly meet the madam only. Madam will surely be very happy to see the return of miss.” Add Marnie's mom.

Sherin gulps. Now his mind is starting to get messed up. Sherin wants to see how her mother is doing. But Sherin is also worried once she gets inside she will no longer be able to get out and go home to Alex.

“Sorry, I can't go in. Ma'am please always tell me about the state of the mother. I...” Sherin could not continue his words. Tears had preceded him sliding so fiercely on both of his cheeks.

“But miss..”.

“Mbak, I beg you. I really can't go inside. I send greetings to Father, Mother, also Reyhan. I have to go now mbak.” Sela Sherin who then went away from the presence of Marnie's mother who certainly could not prevent his departure.

Marnie's mother has worked with Sherin's family for a long time. That makes Marnie know exactly how Sherin's family behaves. They are a harmonious family who loved each other before Alex came to Sherin's life.

“Yes God.. Please provide the best way out for the problems that are being faced by the host family and mistress.” Marnie looked at Sherin who got into her car and left without looking at the house where she spent her childhood until she grew up.

She's Sherin. He cried while driving his car. Sherin really feels in a very difficult position right now. Sherin loves her family very much, but Sherin also loves her husband Alex very much. Sherin is unable to leave Alex and prefers to live with Alex.

“Down.. Huhuhuhu.. Maafin Sherin's mother.. Maafin Sherin's.. Sherin loves mom.. But Sherin also wants to live by Sherin's own choice.” Cry Sherin.

Because of his feelings and his heart were in turmoil, Sherin was driving his car very unstable. His speed was even above average. Sherin even several times almost hit pedestrians around the residential complex where his family lived. Sherin was really feeling very worried as well. But the weight of Sherin's heart is more on the fear of losing Alex, the man who never expected her presence.

The speed of Sherin's car is increasing because Sherin is increasingly crying roaring Raung himself while driving his car. And that's why a single accident is inevitable. Sherin's car crashes into the main gate of the complex, leaving Sherin unconscious.

The complex guard guards who were on guard and saw the fateful incident immediately ran to help Sherin who was unconscious.