DEAR
Episode 87's

Alex was staring in his study. Tonight he didn't come home to his apartment. His mind is really fucked right now. Alex does not lie, he is worried about Sherin's condition and the fetus in Sherin's womb. But his parents forbid Alex from seeing Sherin. On the other hand, Alex also felt very worried about Melisa. He was so upset in the hospital. All of that really makes Alex feel very frustrated. Sherin is his wife even though Alex does not love him. But the woman was carrying her child. As for Melisa, she somehow managed to make Alex feel very sympathetic and unbearable to him. Alex even wants to be the best and is always on Melisa's side to protect her.

“Why am I so stupid? Why should I think of those two damn women!!” Maran Alex to himself.

Alex is really being a fool now. The man doesn't know what to do. Melisa, she's making Alex feel good. But Sherin, she's also his responsibility.

Alex rubbed his face. His back he rests on the back of the oversized chair he is sitting on.

As Alex closed her eyes a flash of unkindness flashed across her memory. Even the glint of Alex being so cruel took away Melisa's honor for the first time. Alex only realized the grim cry of Melisa which at that time he did not care about in the slightest.

“AARRGGHH !!” Alex growled furiously. The man opened his eyes and swept his hands at his desk, dropping everything there. Alex doesn't care even if the laptop even all the important files scattered on the floor. He was really very frustrated also feeling in the lema.

“What should I do now?” He sighed with a sigh.

Alex was silent again. He tried to re-twist the brain looking for a way out of all the problems that were locking him up. Alex decides to meet Sherin at the hospital. It doesn't matter if both parents get in the way. Alex wants to know how the condition of the fetus that is in the womb Sherin now.

In the middle of the night Alex drives his car at a maximum speed. The stretch of road makes Alex more free to spur the four-wheeled vehicle to quickly reach the hospital where Sherin was treated.

Arriving there, Alex rushed to the nursery where Sherin was. His arrival made Sherin immediately look enthusiastic. He could even instantly forget his anger and resentment towards Melisa who had come to see him earlier.

“Alex.” His smile looked at Alex who was starting to step closer to him.

Alex gulps. Remembering Melisa who was crying even to be carried by her sister earlier made Alex feel angry. But Alex is trying to hold it back. Alex realizes that Sherin's condition is not okay right now because of her actions.

“How are you doing now?” Ask Alex slowly.

Sherin smiled even more and felt very happy because Alex asked about his condition.

“I'm fine Alex.. I'm okay. You don't have to worry.” Sherin answered with enthusiasm.

Alex took a breath. The man then turned to the nightstand next to the gurney where Sherin was sitting leaning on with a pillow as a base for his back. Alex frowned at the flower lying there.

“That's a flower from whom?” Ask Alex curiously. Somehow Alex felt sure it was a flower from Melisa.

Sherin was silent for a moment. He thought he would not tell honestly where the flower actually came from.

“Oh it.. It's a flower from someone. I don't know who. I told aunt to throw it away but it was put there.” Sherin replied a little. Of course because he had to think of a word to make up his lie story.

Sherin's expression changed due to Alex's praise. Praise for the flowers Melisa gave her.

“Masa anyway? I'm used to it I think.. I told aunt to throw it away.. It doesn't matter either.”

“Bi please flower in throw away yes.. Same parcel fruit just love the same people who need more.” Sherin's smile looked at the aunt who had complied with what she said.

Alex frowning. Somehow Alex felt that Sherin was hiding something from him. But Alex is lazy if he has to reprimand it.

“You've eaten?” Alex asked then still with a flat expression.

“Already.. Aunt helped me earlier. Have you eaten yourself?” Sherin answered and asked Alex with a face. Alex's attention allows Sherin to forget her pain and disappointment. There was only a sense of happiness that filled Sherin's heart now.

“Good then.” Alex said pulling up a chair and sitting on it. The man circulated his gaze around the corner of Sherin's ward. Confusion still rules Alex's heart. But he tried to calm down.

While Sherin, she really felt very flowering because Alex finally came and accompanied her. Although the man had such a flat expression, it had already made Sherin feel very happy. Sherin doesn't even remember why she got into the hospital.

“What does the doctor say about the child in your womb?” Alex again asked trying to divert the confusion in his own heart. Because Alex's mind is on Melisa who has either reached her home or is still on the way home with her sister David.

“Eum.. The doctor said my gynecologist was okay. Our son is strong. You just calm down. He will be fine until he is born into the world. You know Alex? Our child will definitely be very proud to have papah like you.”

Alex smiled at hearing that. Perhaps indeed if the child is in the birth of Sherin will be very proud and consider him a hero. But it'll only happen for a moment. Because if he knew what Alex was doing to Sherin, maybe he'd hate him so much and not want to acknowledge Alex as his papa. What else if he finds out that Alex once asked Sherin to abort her womb.

“Stop talking and sleep Sherin. It's already night.” Alex refuses to listen to Sherin's excessive nonsense.

Sherin smiled amusedly. Not wanting to make Alex angry, Sherin nodded her head in accordance.

“Alright, but I beg you to stay here.. Accompany me.” Sherin looked at Alex with a face that was heartbroken hoping that Alex would comply with her request. The woman was eager for Alex to accompany her tonight.

Alex was silent for a moment then let out a rough sigh. He has no choice now. Maybe following Sherin's request tonight will make the guilt in her heart a little less.

“Yes.. I'll be here.” Answer then.

Sherin smiled broadly at hearing that. The woman then closed her eyes with a sweet smile that adorned her lips. The presence of Alex beside him was something he had been waiting for since yesterday.