DEAR
Episode 192

Lena kept crying while nursing Rezvan. As a result, Rezvan did not calm down. On the contrary, the handsome baby was increasingly wriggling uncomfortably on Lena's lap. Rezvan felt what Lena was feeling right now.

Erlan who could not bear to come closer. The man placed his suit and the fold of a piece of paper that he did not open at all on the edge of the bed right beside Lena who continued to cry sobbing while trying to calm her son who was also crying.

Erlan closed a moment both of his eyes. Watching his wife who was crying so bitterly because her stupidity was really outrageous this time.

Erlan opened her eyes again and then slowly lowered her body to rest right in front of Lena's legs. Erlan admitted herself guilty. Lena is hurt by her forgetful stupidity without even remembering what she wanted to say to Lena that night.

Erlan swallowed his saliva with great difficulty. His heart really hurt very much to see his wife crying sobbing for her own sake. Erlan raised her hand and landed her gently on his wife's knee. Erlan accepted his wife's anger. But Erlan could not accept the heartache felt by his wife even though it was her own.

“Sweetie I beg you to calm down.. Rezvan will also be calm if you calm down, baby.. I can explain everything.” Lirih Erlan looked expectantly at Lena.

Lena turned her face. He didn't care what Erlan said to him this time. Erlan had already scratched the wound in his heart. Wounds that Lena never expected would be felt. The wounds that had been going on for two days were weighing down on his heart and mind. Wounds that also make tears pour from both eyes. Wounds from a man who loved her dearly.

“Sayang.. Trust me the same. Calm yourself so Rezvan will calm down. Right now her calmness depends on your mood.” Erlan kept trying to calm Lena down. Erlan knew any explanation from him would not be able to make Lena believe if Lena alone was emotional and not calm.

Lena closed her eyes. Her feelings right now are really devastated because of what her husband has done. Something Lena herself doesn't know but involves Chilla in it. And that Lena considers as an intimate thing that may have been deliberately hidden by her husband from her.

Lena took a deep breath. Although her heart is being broken, but that does not mean Lena does not care about her son. The woman tried to calm herself down so that her son could also calm down in his sling right now. Lena does not want what she feels right now impact on the feelings of her son who is still so holy and does not know what.

Erlan smiled and sighed in relief after Lena looked calm. And slowly Rezvan began to calm down. The handsome baby even closed his eyes back on Lena's lap. The man hoped that after Lena calmed down Lena could listen to his explanation well.

“It looks like Rezvan is already soundly dear. Can I talk?” Asked Erlan gently.

“Serah.” Lena replied that she didn't care.

Erlan smiled faintly. He understood that Lena was angry with him. Erlan himself would definitely be very angry if he was in Lena's position now.

Erlan took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. The man tried to grab Lena's hand but Lena quickly dodged.

“I'm sorry because I didn't tell you straight away. But for God's sake, what's currently on your mind is not true dear. I didn't do anything with Chilla. I only helped her that night because Chilla was under threat. And as a man I can't let evil happen before my eyes without me doing anything. And about that suit, I didn't expect Chilla to return it. I've even forgotten his suit. It also made me come home late two days ago, baby. I took Chilla to the hospital because Chilla's hand was hit by a sharp object incision and the wound was quite serious.”

Lena closed her eyes to hear her husband's long explanation. That explanation was not enough for Lena because her heart was still hurting and breaking.

“Sayang.. I swear. I'm not lying. I was only helping Chilla who was in danger that night.” Erlan looked at Lena expectantly.

Erlan had hurt her heart, but that did not mean Erlan had to humble herself as a husband by begging and touching her feet.

Erlan was surprised that Lena was avoiding him. The man stared in disbelief at Lena with his head shaking slowly.

“My dear...”

“I need proof.” Sela Lena is fast. Sometimes Lena wiped the tears that still dripped from her eyes.

Erlan looked up at Lena who was standing on her back. The man didn't mind any evidence Lena wanted. The man is ready to prove anything if it can make Lena trust him again.

“Whatever I'll do baby. Just because you believe and are not angry anymore with me. I'll call Chilla so you can hear for yourself what Chilla will say.”

Lena turned her head to look at Erlan with both her puffy eyes and the tip of her nose reddened from crying.

“So you have that woman's number? You still communicating with him?” Ask Lena.

Erlan hissing. Lena will get more misunderstood because of her stupidity.

“No, that's not what I mean dear. I don't keep Chilla's number at all. I'll call Kenzie who told him to call Chilla. We will meet in person so that you believe the same.”.

Lena's phone interrupts what Erlan is trying to explain. It made Erlan immediately stop talking because Lena also directly grabbed the flat object that was on the nightstand.

Erlan just sighed. The man did not dare to protest even though Lena preferred his phone to ring.

While Lena, she took a deep breath when she found the name of Natasha's contact on her phone screen. Although she is currently at odds with Erlan, Lena does not want anyone to know about her household matters even though it is the great master Harrison and Natasha, her in-laws.

After feeling calm, Lena picked up the phone. Lena wished Natasha didn't notice her slightly different voice as it was crying.

“Halo mom..”

Erlan just stayed in his place. The man knew his wife was trying to calm down in the middle of his heart.