DEAR
Episode 193

The next morning after Lena and Erlan had finished breakfast, Chilla arrived. The woman did not come by chance but because of Kenzie who was asked to contact her by Erlan so that Chilla gave an explanation to straighten out Lena's misunderstanding with her.

Lena gulped. He glanced silently silently at Chilla's arm that was still wrapped in bandages. Lena remembers Erlan last night saying that Chilla had a sharp object incision wound serious enough on her arm that Erlan had to immediately escape Chilla to the hospital.

“Before I apologize if I've got you both in trouble.” Chilla stared alternately at Lena and Erlan.

“I didn't mean it that way. I returned Erlan's suit through courier service because I was trying not to disturb the relationship between the two of you. I do not want to be selfish until one step by continuing to find a gap from the relationship between the two of you.”

Chilla was silent for a moment. He took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. Erlan and Lena were both silent and did not say anything. The two of them were trying to calmly listen to Chilla's explanation especially Lena.

“Once I'm really sorry. I also want to say thank you very much for your help that night Erlan. I don't know what I would be like if you didn't help me that night. And for you Lena, you don't have to worry. The one Erlan loved was just you. Erlan was a faithful and trustworthy man. So for all those misunderstandings because of my stupidity. I'm wrong for making you think that I don't. Again I am so sorry. I promise I won't disturb your relationship.” Chilla's smile looked at Lena.

Lena gulped. The woman glanced at Erlan who was sitting beside her. Lena really couldn't help but feel her upset and hurt last night. Lena even yelled angrily at Erlan who was so patient and calm facing her. Erlan even almost prostrated herself on both legs.

“That's all I can say. Erlan and I have absolutely nothing to do.” Added Chilla.

After giving an explanation, Chilla was ready to go home. The woman did not want to be with Erlan for long which would definitely make it difficult for her to forget the man. Chilla wants to live quietly as before she meets Erlan. Although it is not easy to forget Erlan, but Chilla will work on it. Chilla doesn't want to be a bully in Erlan and Lena's relationship. What else Erlan had also confirmed to him that the one Erlan loved was only Lena and nothing else.

“Sayang.” Call Erlan slowly. The man was still not completely calm because Lena was still silent even after Chilla came out of their house.

Lena looked. The woman looked at Erlan who was sitting next to her in the living room. Even Erlan was willing not to go to the company in order to solve his problems with Lena first.

“You believe me?” Ask Erlan slowly.

Not knowing how, Lena also chose to get up from her seat and passed from the living room leaving Erlan. Lena also did not say a word to Erlan. Not because I was angry, but because I felt guilty.

Erlan clucked slowly. His stupidity was really outrageous this time. Erlan can usually forget the important things that should have been told to Lena from the beginning. The thing that eventually makes her harmonious and romantic relationship with Lena becomes stiff even until Lena is angry and feels disappointed in him.

“Yes God... Why am I so stupid? Why can I forget the important things I should have told Lena.” from the beginning Erlan murmured to her own frustration.

Erlan clucked then rubbed with a rough look on his handsome face. That guy really doesn't know what else to do now. Explain to Lena already. Presenting Chilla to give an explanation has also been. But Lena still remains angry at him. It made Erlan feel very unsettled. His mind was dead-end, his heart was heartbroken because the woman he loved so much had lost faith in him.

“Lena.. Please don't be like this, baby.. You can do anything to me, but please don't get angry and keep quieting me like this.” Erlan's mind felt inadequate.

Meanwhile on the second floor, Lena went inside her room. The woman again closed the door of the room which she then made as a place to lean on her back. After seeing Chilla's arm in the bandage also hearing the woman's own explanation, Lena became very guilty of her husband. Lena herself could not figure out why she could be so cruel as to accuse her husband of doing things beyond the limits behind her. While Erlan himself has always shown how happy he is to have it.

“Ya Lord..” Lirih. He closed both his eyes. Remembering how Erlan was gathered in front of both feet while looking at her with such a sincere plea made Lena feel very selfish. What else last night Lena also said in a high tone to her own husband. Something that if remembered again makes Lena feel not confident she can do that. Yelling at her own husband, a man she should respect.

Slowly Lena opened her eyes. Lena doesn't know how to apologize to Erlan right now. Lena was embarrassed as well.

“What should I do now?” Lena muttered confusedly.

Lena's body slowly decayed to the floor until she finally sat down with her back leaning against the door of her room. At this time Lena really felt very sorry for having obeyed her lust and direct emotions to Erlan. But actually it is also very reasonable considering Lena who got Erlan's suit delivery and a very sweet thank you from Chilla. As a woman, it is no wonder that Lena is suspicious. What's more before being with Erlan, Lena also never get cheated when dealing with Alex first. It made Lena feel traumatized fear that it would come back she experienced.

And today both Erlan and Lena feel the same way. It doesn't have to be how to fix everything. Lena who was embarrassed and doubtful about what had happened, Erlan who was confused had to how to convince Lena who she considered was still angry with him.