DEAR
Episode 201's

After finishing changing the ********** as well as wearing a sanitary pad, Erlan immediately invited Lena to lie down on the bed. Erlan also gently hugged Lena's body and occasionally kissed the top of her beloved wife's head.

While Lena, she could only be silent with guilt that enveloped her heart. Lena herself did not in the least expect her monthly guests to come tonight and right at the time Erlan was wanting her.

“Sorry...” Lirih.

Hearing the apology that came out of his wife's mouth so softly, Erlan immediately let go of his embrace. The man gently touched his wife's chin leading Lena's face to face him.

As soon as the gazes of the two met Erlan could instantly read his wife's sad expression.

“Sorry for what my dear?” Erlan asked with a sweet smile that adorned her lips.

Lena sighed softly. Actually Lena also really wants to be able to serve her husband well. Lena herself knew for almost two months that Erlan had always held her back. That's what makes Lena feel guilty about the arrival of her monthly guests.

“For me Mens, I am.”

“Sst... I don't have to be disappointed just because tonight failed to do it baby. Instead I'm grinning because you finally get back your monthly guests. It means you have fully recovered after giving birth. You don't have to feel guilty. Okay well? I'll patiently wait until your mens time is over. No need to think about it. Because by hugging you like this I'm already very happy baby.” Sela Erlan's. The man said very gently because he did not want to until his wife felt guilty for something that should not be blamed.

Slowly Lena started to smile. Erlan was a very understanding man. The man could always understand himself under any circumstances. That's what makes Lena want to always give her best for her husband.

“Thank you for always understanding me..” Lena said slowly.

“Hem... Thank you for choosing me to be your husband. Thank you for coming and perfecting my life dear.” Reply Erlan.

Both are smiling the same. The next second the two kissed softly and lovingly.

Erlan did not feel disappointed even though she had to wait until Lena was done with her monthly guests.

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In contrast to what Lena and Melisa feel, Alex is actually feeling something that is certainly very disturbing his mind and heart. The man continued to feel unsettled because of Sherin's shadow that came back to haunt him. It's not Sherin's responsibility to even get into her dreams. In Alex's dream, Sherin takes Arkana away from him and Alex is powerless to prevent it.

“Sial !!” Angry at.

Alex turned to Arkana who was sleeping quietly beside him. Dreaming Sherin took Arkana away from him made Alex feel afraid to lose the adorable handsome figure.

Alex gulps. The man could not imagine what would happen to him if Arkana was really taken away from his side. Alex would be completely insane.

“No, no.. Papah won't let anyone take you away, son.. Even though it is true that you become a ghost, Papah will not let him take you. You should always be the same papah. You're the pride of papah.” Ogre Alex.

Because neither could he close his eyes quietly, Alex decided to get up from his recline. The man got off the bed and walked towards the door. Alex intends to take a drink to wet his throat that feels dry.

Alex steps into the kitchen, picks up a glass and then picks up cold water and chops it down. The coldness of the water running down his throat made Alex feel a little relaxed. Not knowing what to do, Alex also chose to watch television. He stepped into the living room and sat himself on the long sofa then grabbed the remote and turned on the tv.

Several times Alex changed television broadcasts that he found not too interesting. Until finally Alex was silent to see what was plastered on the television screen size. Chanel is currently airing news about Alvin and Melisa getting married. Even in the news was recorded clearly the togetherness of Melisa and Alvin. Do news is also his name in the hook associated with the news when Alex brought Melisa as his partner in an official event first.

“Neg.. I never had anything to do with Alex. As for me to accompany him at the party at that time, it was because indeed Sherin's mistress who was not able to attend so Mr. Alex invited me as his partner. My relationship with Mr. Alex is purely boss and employee only. It was also because now I also no longer work in his company.”

Alex clenched his hand to hear what Melisa said in front of the media. Alex did not expect Melisa to not feel at all have any relationship with her. But everything they have often been through. Alex already knows the outside and inside of a Melisa and vice versa. And also they often have sex which according to Alex himself can be the reason that his relationship with Melisa is not just between superiors and ordinary subordinates.

“So you really don't think our relationship is important Melisa? So arrogant of you. Women do not know themselves. Low-life women.” Alex muttered feeling very unacceptable with what Melisa arrived in front of the media.

Feeling fed up with the news that was being aired, Alex also decided to turn off the tv. He rubbed his face rough. Late this year Alex felt her life was very chaotic. Everything Alex wanted was nothing to happen. The shadow of the past also always approaches him until carried away to dreamland.

Alex really didn't think his life would be as bad as it is now. Alex thinks after Sherin leaves, he can do anything without being disturbed again. But in fact everything was inversely proportional to what Alex thought. His life is chaotic because it continues in the face of endless problems. Even at the end of the day Alex can never smile. There was only a sense of uneasiness, uneasiness that made him unsettled. Anger was also frustrated which made him feel almost lost his sanity.

“Yes God... Why my life has become uncertain in this direction.” Alex closed both of his eyes.

The man did not turn his head back to realize what his past mistakes were. Alex actually felt persecuted without the slightest bit willing to introspect himself.