DEAR
Episode 35's

In the morning

As usual, Lena woke up earlier than Erlan. Lena moaned and stretched the muscle muscles in her body. It was then that Lena realized she was not wearing a single thread. Only a thick, white blanket covered her plain body now.

Lena's memory goes straight back to what almost happened last night. Lena could still feel how Erlan who was so softly kissed her, carried her up one by one the stairs until she finally landed her body gently on the bed. Lena could still feel Erlan's gentle touch on every inch of her body. Lena was not even aware of how all the cloths attached to her body were removed from her body.

Lena's cheeks instantly blushed in light of all that. Although Erlan was not really complete the intimacy. Yes, Erlan did not do it because he chose to stop in the middle of the intimacy. Erlan smiled gently and kissed her forehead then confirmed Lena's position on the bed.

“Sleep darling.” So whispered Erlan as she clasped Lena's innocent body into her arms. They both covered her innocent body with blankets.

Lena turned back to Erlan. The red hue on his cheek disappeared considering Erlan who chose to stop in the middle of their hot activity.

“Will he not touch me? Butwhy? Didn't he say he loved me?” A few questions started lodging in Lena's mind. Of course, who would not be surprised if her husband just stops the intimate activities they do before going to the core without any reason. Though Lena herself believes last night Erlan has also been mastered by passion. But Erlan suddenly stopped it and hugged him then told him to sleep.

Lena sighed then grabbed Erlan's hand that was still coiled in her queen's stomach. Lena intended to get rid of the hand when it arrived the burly hand was even tighter hugging him. Lena realized, Erlan had also awoken from her deep sleep.

“Stay like this dear.. At least until a few more minutes.” Erlan muttered with a hoarse voice typical of people who had just woken up from their sleep.

Lena gulped. The feeling suddenly became uncharacteristic. Lena even thought Erlan wasn't really serious about wanting to live with her.

No matter what Erlan said, Lena still let go of Erlan's embrace. It made Erlan's consciousness instantly full. The man opened his eyes wide and frowned at Lena who was completely disobedient. Lena got up from her bed and got out of bed. Lena picked up her clothes scattered on the floor and stepped inside the bathroom without saying anything to Erlan.

“Do I make a mistake?” Erlan muttered asking herself. Erlan did not understand why Lena looked like she was angry at him.

“What because last night I almost went on to do that? Does she feel harassed?”

Erlan swallowed. If what he was thinking was right, Erlan was really really very sorry for not being able to hold himself back. Erlan felt very guilty if Lena felt harassed by him.

Feeling unsettled, Erlan immediately got up from her lying down. The man grabbed his shorts on the nightstand and immediately put them on and got out of bed. Erlan was really feeling very scared right now. Erlan was afraid of Lena being angry at anything else until she was disappointed in him. That was the very thing Erlan was afraid of.

Erlan kept pacing back and forth in front of the bathroom door wearing only shorts. Lena's attitude this morning really scared him.

Erlan tries to remember what he did wrong to Lena last night. But Erlan did not feel at all that he had done anything wrong other than almost doing that to Lena.

“Yes God.. Please servant.. Servant really can not if Lena until angry and disappointed then decided to leave servant.” Inner Erlan was agitated by herself.

Erlan took a deep breath in trying to calm herself down yet it did not work at all. Lena made Erlan feel the fog now.

The sound of the bathroom door being opened made Erlan turn her head quickly. From behind that door Lena came out. For a moment their views met until finally Lena melengos reluctant to look at Erlan long ago.

Erlan was shocked again because of Lena who was snarling. Lena was angry with him. Not wanting to until the problem that Erlan did not know the origin was dissolved, Erlan also held Lena by hugging Lena from behind.

“Sayang.” Call her.

“I'm sorry for last night. I don't mean to be rude to you, baby.. I was khilaf last night.. I can't control myself.” Lirih Erlan stuck her chin on Lena's shoulder.

Lena nodded at hearing it. Feeling the need for an explanation for Erlan's apology, Lena immediately let go of Erlan's embrace and twisted her body quickly facing Erlan who was looking at her with a sad facial expression.

“What do you mean Erlan?” Ask Lena.

Erlan was momentarily confused. Lena's expression when asked indicated that she did not know about Erlan who suddenly said that to her.

“Evenings.. I can't help myself, honey.. Because I am a normal man, after all. I'm sorry if what I did last night you became feeling harassed.”

Lena shook her head. Now Lena knows why Erlan stopped playing last night.

“I know I shouldn't be doing that while you're not ready for it.. I'm sorry. Please don't be angry. I promise I won't do it again. I'll be more trying to control myself next time.” Further Erlan who increasingly makes Lena not expect.

Lena wasn't angry at what Erlan had done to her. Lena was offended that Erlan had abandoned her intention to touch her last night. Because after all the obligation of a wife is to serve her husband well when they are together in bed.

“So this is the reason you undo the intention of doing it last night to me Erlan?” Lena's question made Erlan instantly nod her head in response.

“You know Erlan? what you did by stopping what you were supposed to do made me feel humbled as a wife. But you think what you did last night was harassment. Oh, my God, Erlan.. I'm your wife, I'm no one else.”

Erlan was surprised once again. This time because what she thought about Lena's anger faded very far. Lena was angry not because Erlan was presumptuous to touch her, but because Lena undoes her touching intention to the core.

“So..”.

“I am your wife Erlan. I am yours, I am yours. And whatever you want as long as it doesn't hurt me I'll be happy to give it to you. Including my heart is also my body Erlan.” Sela Lena looked at Erlan with her sad look.

Hearing that Erlan smiled. Erlan felt like there were thousands of butterflies flying around her. Lena's words made her feel very happy. Erlan did not expect that it turned out that Lena had such thoughts.

“So I can do it baby?” Erlan asked with a face of sumringah.

Lena sighed feeling annoyed. Erlan's thinking was really too much drama. Lazily replied, Lena also twisted her body to pass from before Erlan. But Erlan immediately grabbed his body and carried him to the bed.

“Kyaaaa !!! Erlan I've taken a shower.!!!” Shouted Lena who was even greeted with laughter happy by Erlan.

Erlan threw Lena's body on the bed and then immediately restrained it.

“Erlan me.”

“We continued that last night dear. Only after that we take a bath together.” Sela Erlan who then immediately kissed Lena's lips with affection.

That morning Erlan was right to do it to Lena with love and tenderness.