Filla And Rangga (The Perfect Dream)
Chapter 119

On a fairly time-consuming journey, Rangga fell asleep, after he felt sleepy and decided to sit behind with Filla.

Filla is still staring at the streets that display the activities of residents and some forests that still exist in Bangka Belitung.

Filla looked at the watch on her wrist.

"About 30 minutes we reach son," said Pak Andi as if he understood the question in mind Filla.

Filla nodded with a smile.

"Hmm," Rangga looked uneasy in his sleep.

Filla turned her head, finding Rangga who started sweating, Filla confirmed her seat, "Ngga," called Filla slightly shook Rangga's arm.

Rangga was still restless in his sleep, several times he muttered indistinctly.

"Rangga," called Filla a little harder while shaking Rangga's body.

Rangga woke up and looked at Filla with a difficult gaze to interpret.

"Nightmare?" ask Filla curiously.

Rangga scooped up his face, then grabbed Filla's hand and looked at his wrist, "Wrist you ever hurt?" ask Rangga.

Filla silently looked at her wrist and shook her head.

"Serius Filla," said Rangga while looking at Filla's hand carefully.

"Lo why the hell?" Filla pulled his hand.

"Gue seriously Filla, have you ever scratched a knife?" rangga asked for an answer.

Filla looked at Rangga, finding Rangga's face that needed an answer from her, "Lo can't see? My hands are safe and have no scars."

Rangga again facing forward, he still thought of a strange dream that felt real.

"So what?" rangga said slowly talking to himself.

"What Not?" ask Filla.

Rangga shook his head, then leaned his body on the back of the chair.

He felt that the dream was very different and felt real, Filla with a wrist full of blood because of him.

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Filla breathed a sigh of relief when she saw Vino's name appear on her phone screen, without thinking long Filla lifted a vidio call from Vino.

"Where's brother? How not ngabarin?" asked Filla as Vino's face filled the screen of her phone.

"Sorry deck, brother yesterday busy taking care of the office," explained Vino from across.

Filla frowned from feeling Vino's different gaze, Vino averted his gaze so as not to look at Filla directly, "Sick sister?" ask Filla.

Rangga just looked at Filla who was behind him, "Come on Rangga," said Rangga slowly bracing himself for feelings that even himself did not understand.

"No, you're an ordinary brother" said Vino.

Filla finally nodded despite feeling that Vino was hiding something from her, "Yaudah, you keep your health there" said Filla.

Vino nodded, "Yes," said Vino still not looking into Filla's eyes.

"Aren't you doing me wrong?" ask Filla at last.

"Hmmm," Vino shook his head quickly, then looked into Filla's eyes despite finally turning her back. "No," said Vino.

Filla frowned, she was sure there was something that Vino was trying to hide from her, "Jaudah," said Filla gave up, for her it was not the right time to also talk about it in front of Rangga.

"So, I'm still working" said Vino.

Filla nodded, and once again Filla felt that Vino was strange, had never had Vino hang up the phone or vidio call first, and now he did.

Filla put her phone in the bag, then leaned her body on the back of the chair, thinking of Vino who did not even question Filla's message asking permission to Bangka Belitung.

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After a long journey, finally the car driven by Pak Andi parked in front of the house in a minimalist style and very beautiful because there are still many fruit trees maintained in front of the house of papa and mama friends.

Filla was amazed by them, maybe they were unlucky as children, raised in an orphanage without parental affection, but they can change it now, they all become great people including papa and his mother.

Filla is proud of those who struggle to live, he is much more fortunate to be born when the family economy is arguably very good. When else to be thankful if not now.

"Finally nyampe," said the mother who came out of the house with cream paint.

Filla smiled and hugged my mom, "Udah kangen," said Filla.

"It's only been 3 days of Fill, too" said Mama with a smile.

Filla smiled, "Why? Kangen, right?" ledek Filla, because before Tita left Filla, Tita was the one who mocked Filla would miss him.

Tita took off her arms from Filla, "It's normal" Tita said, making everyone laugh.

"Finally until now," said a middle-aged man with a smile, Filla can guess the man is certainly the owner of the house they will occupy in the next few days.

Filla and Rangga alternately shake hands with Uncle Dani who just knew Filla's name from papa.

"It's really pretty your son Mi" said aunt Lina.

"Still Aunt" said Filla.

"My son Lin you're talking about, it must be beautiful" said the mother proudly making everyone laugh.

"My son is also handsome, do not miss," said the mother who just came out of the house.

"Repeat Ra, your son was I said to be praised last," said aunt Lina with a laugh.

"Let's go in first, tired of you, for sure" said uncle Dani as he preceded the entrance into the house.

"Here let me take it," said Rangga as he grabbed the suitcase that Filla lifted.

Filla shook her head, "I can," Filla walked faster leaving Rangga.

Once again Rangga felt the sense of rejection.

They are sitting in a very large family room, probably will echo when shouting in this room.

"Where was the trip, felt far away from Bandung?" asked Uncle Dani to open the conversation.

"Lumayan Uncle, just paid off because on the side of the road already can see the beach" said Filla.

Uncle Dani laughed, "Alhamdulillah if so, later we go for a walk, your parents have stolen the start first," said uncle Dani made others laugh including Filla.

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"This is your room, do not hesitate if there is anything to call aunt, they are all ready" said aunt Lina as they stood in front of the two rooms.

"Thank you Aunt" said Filla with a smile.

"Yes Aunty thanks a lot," said Rangga.

"Sama-sama, aunty is also a seneng kok, later Tante mallem knows the same child as a mere Aunty puppet, now he is in college," said aunty Lina.

Filla and Rangga nodded with a smile.

"Yaudah, you guys take a break, because we're having dinner out tonight, taking a walk." Aunt Lina looks very enthusiastic.

After Aunt Lina walked down the lower floor and regrouped with the others, Filla opened the room door for her while pulling the suitcase.

"Gue first Ngga," said Filla and then closed the door after he entered.

Rangga was still standing staring at the door of the room that Filla occupied, he understood the distance like what Filla was trying to create, and he knew this was the consequence after all this time.

Rangga finally entered the room and locked the door. He reached into his pocket and saw 20 missed calls from Kania, and 10 incoming messages.

Rangga shook his head, "I don't understand anymore," said Rangga slowly.

From Cania

Rangga, you where the hell, I nyamperin you home, why you do not exist, do not say also if the holidays.

From Cania

Rangga, don't be childish, I'm patient enough.

From Cania

Yaudah I'm sorry

From Cania

I am proud I did not break up

Rangga stared at the screen of his cellphone which displayed a message from Kania with a careless gaze, he felt fed up with Kania's childish attitude.

Kania

We broke up and stopped contacting me

Rangga threw his phone on the bed, then closed his eyes with his arms, sighing, Rangga tried to fall asleep.

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